welcome e festive season!

past wk pretty eventful. did wat pple my age shd b doin
enjoying life n having a blast. hahas
which i shd do more of instead of nua-ing at home at every chance.
anw meet up with my WAT mates
pple i spent my unforgettable 2mths plus with.
pple whom i wash my laundry, cook (though mostly miss tan), brave e cold (e delaware trip), shop (n shop n shop n shop...), stuff myself silly with chips, work (booo!), travel, play, party, sleep (dont sound too rt..) with.

miss xie was at her sis wedding. miss chua n me r supposed to join someting to keep us fit. but ewe duno wat yet.

us at dbl o. saved me quite abit of cab fare that nite.

goldies!! g5 pang seh us in e end. they just came my place. more pics when peiru upload k!

i want my holiday!

was looking thru my old posts for some pics coz my colleague needed it
anw. i was looking thru my old blog posts coz my ext hard disk drive CRASHED!!!
tog with all my millions of pics!!!
i am soooooo sad!!!! goshhhh! lk how many years of memories GONE!
just like that!!!! how to show my grandchildren how hip i use to be!!!!
i m goin to pester everyone i noe for pictures n vid... b e w a r e!!!

anw i tink my prev might give pple e wrong impression that im a old ah lian.
hahaas! hilarious. anw i am 100% not!! rest assure i'll nv b one.

back to e part where i was looking thru my old posts.
i used to have so many tings happening at e same time.
wat happen to me now?
theres nothin exciting, nothin to look forward to
sometimes i wish work was more challenging. but most of e time not.
i tink i need to find some goals n someone to look up to.
i need some direction!!!

for now, im happy n contented to juz spend wkdays lazing at home or at e bf's
sometimes goin for nice dinners n drinks aft work
wkends go hunt for gd food at ulu places.
play with e bf's nephews. spend time with my parents. that's abt it :)

growing old

i m officially OLD!

but i still got my id checked at e door of zouk.

dear's sis got free tix to e fcuk premier of their new line. which really wasnt too impressive.

but we got vouchers at e door so no complains from me :)

still not used to e smoke-free clubbing scene.

but i tink e smoke room idea is kinda cool

anw.. really not young anymore. i feel lk i dun fit in e environment.

so in e end didnt stay for long.

before that we went for dinner n drinks at villa bali

really nice place to chill man. all i had in mind was e waterfalls. e trees. flowers. serene feeling.

i kinda forgot wat to expect for dinner. hahas.

which was a pleasant surprise. we had rice n some thai/malay dishes.

e platters there looks pretty good. too bad they serve 4 or more.

i feel more n more lk my dear these days.

e tattoo. e smoking (dont worry im not hooked. neither is he.) now i have tis ting for beers too.

hope i dont get a beer belly man.

i mean i dont drink beers in e past coz i tot it was a v guyish ting.

but now im hooked man. i'll choose beer over cocktails anytime!

had a nice dinner with my fam :) lil bro's bday is 1 day b4 mine.
my mum is not in town on my bday so we cele in advance.
had a nice homecooked lunch with dear's fam too.

n thanx to all e wonderful smses n well wishes!
i feel so loveddddddd~ thanx to everyone who still remembers!
makes me really guilty coz im really bad with such stuff (ok.. excuses!)
but i m really thankful from e bottom of my heart :)

under e needle

due to popular demand (countless pestering from a certain someone)
showing the world my virgin tattoo!
not that i intend to get anymore. hahas.

i walked into e store tinkin i'll b getting a real tiny one to satisfy my crave
n i walked out with tis.
wanted to do a butterfly with 2 'r's which represents ryan & rachael.
but havin 2 obv 'r's didnt turn out too nice so settled for tis 1
theres a obv small 'r' n fr e butterfly can easily derive e hidden 'R' with e curvy tail.

anw was quite lucky that there was a slot n i could get it done e same day.
e tattooist was booked all e way till nxt mth already.
went to e same guy who did ryan's back.
im really happy with my tattoo! cant stop lookin at it.
oh in case u're wondering.. thats my right front hip.
yay! my only worry is when i get fat or pregnant e tattoo will stretch too.
hahas. but now that i got my tattoo. my nxt step is to get some abs to go with it.
getting a tattoo has been one of e tings i wana do at 21. im glad i made it in time.
still tinkin whether to tell my parents. i tink they'll hit e roof. literally.
guess will keep it fr them for e time being since they prob wont c it lar.
now my only worry is that it wont heal well n gotta touch up.
yikes!!! i dun even wan to tink abt it lor.
i tink i'll rather do 10 bikini wax den go under e needle again!

i tink im not cut out for working life. hahas. if only...

I GOT INKED!

wheeeeeeeeeeee! still cant believe i did it!
i really DID IT!
goshhhhhhhhh!

some picture at last...

been too lazy to take photos. let alone post them. but heres one :)

today's my parent's 23 wedding anniversary. hope they get more loving with each passing day!

exams exams

nopes. no more exams for me. at least for the near future.
do i miss exams? well.. no. not yet at least.
really happy to see deardear muggin for his papers.
but tis, at e same time, makes me a v bored person.
but it's kinda nice. i lk staying home while he studys.
when he breaks we can watch desp hsewives/prison break/heroes
which i missed quite abit coz e past 2 wks were...
well i cant say bz.. juz that i had other piorities.

went for a short msia trip with my parents
bro supposed to come along but u noe wat kids his age are lk lar.
anw, it was really enjoyable! spa/gambling at genting/just eating & driving arnd
gotta spend some quality time with my parents while in e car.
i tink my dad's resignation brought e family closer.
well at least someting good came out of it. ahahs.
he seems more rested n better tempered too.

looking forward to end of e yr.
my bday/4yr anni/xmas/new yr!
whole string of celes to look forward to :)

chicken rice vs wanton mee

if u tk chicken rice everyday.. will u get sick of it??
but wat if e chicken rice u're eating now it's really nice
tender chicken, fragrant rice, even e chilli sauce is made specially to ur liking.
everyone looks at ur chicken rice n goes 'woaaaahhh'
u're so custom to tking chicken rice everyday.
but once in a while u dream of how wanton mee taste lk.
coz u've nv eaten wanton mee in ur whole life.
i mean.. it's only normal rt?? to wana noe wat wanton mee taste lk?

im glad i did eventually make e decision to try out wanton mee.
but thats only coz i really got sick of chicken rice.
i made e choice knowing there that there is a high chance chicken rice would b sold out shd my wanton mee turned out to b not wat i imagine.
i made e change even though i didnt noe if e wanton mee was really nice.
or to my liking. i mean it could b too spicy. tasteless. expensive. watever.
but im lucky. i found wanton mee which makes me really happy.
n i tink im willing to eat wanton mee for e rest of my life.
tat is if e wanton mee seller keeps on selling wanton mee to me lar.

now some of my frens r facing tis prob too.
they've been eating chicken rice for a looooong time.
but they dont c any wanton mee in sight.
n they r not sure if they wan to eat wanton mee.
coz i doubt there's a nicer chicken rice out there.
it would seem pretty stupid to give up on their chicken rice in search of wanton mee rt?
esp since they duno where to find.
they could probably end up hungry.

so i talked to dearie abt tis prob.
his solution is for us to go to a food carnival.
i tink thats a fantastic idea!!!
dont u tink so? can juz sample. no need to order. no need to finish e dish.
if u lk it den u buy it.
so my frens.. let's go to a FOOD CARNIVAL!!!!

daddy drops a bomb

yups. daddy quit his job! wat a shocker!
i mean i totally expected him to stay at his current job till he retires.
but as long as he is happy it's fine with me.
i hope he doesnt idle for too long though
but really felt quite bad for not noticing that he's been unhappy.
he's been fetching me to work everyday n we chat but i couldnt detect his moodiness.
thank god for my mum.
at least someting gd came out of tis.
i saw how self absorbed i was so from now on i'll make a pt to pay more attention to my parents!
yups. tried to stay home more e past wk so that i'll b arnd if my dad wants to tok.
he's been leading a gd life. taking long walks at e beach with e dog.
taking afternoon naps.

im bored at work! help!

pple that brighten up my day :)

my fav boy in e world! he's getting really thin.

he'll definitely grow up to b a heartbreaker man!

lucas! prob his first debut on my blog. he's really a strong n healthy baby! n really heavy u noe. even dear cant carry him for long. hahas.

n of coz my alcoholic bf. he's really turned into tis hoegaargen freak. cant do w/o it lor. it's his motivation for coming to pick me fr work coz e beers here r cheap (happy hr rates)

thats wat happens when u dun feed the pig. hiaks.

TGIF!

yay! :) i've been buzzing around lk a bee this whole wk! been tied down by d&d stuff! glad it's all over for now. hope our video gets chosen n all our hard work wont go to drain! cant wait to c e final product.

work is so weird u noe. some days im low lk hell. nothin to do even if i wana kill time. n others im lk buried to e brim!!! guess life's lidat too. we have times were we feel empty n void n other times where it's so jam-packed u wouldnt noe wat juz happened. ok. looking forward to e wkend! 2 stayovers. fri at ys's n sat at peiru's!!

i haven watched prison break/ heroes/ desp hsewife tis wk. that's how bz i was!

Fresh start - Back to Basics

Yup. decided to go with a very simple and easy to configure template.
save myself from having a headache, which these days im less prone to having.
wonder why. but it's a gd ting. i hate headaches. u appear alrt but u cant function. boo!

anw work has been ok. actually ive been tellin pple work is boring.
i guess it's true compared wat some of my other frens are into.
those banks/investment/trading firms, teaching/sales watever. i bet they feel excitment n satisfaction fr work everyday. n stress of coz.
i pretty much lk wat im doin. though it's boring no doubt. but im totally happy with it :)
nothin to stressful for my weak heart. ok. im sounding lk a old woman again.

ok might not be posting so oft now. since really dun lk to come online anymore.
mayb when i resume my online shopping which i predict will b real soon!!

prison break rocks man. super exciting. i keep screaming n worrying for micheal thru out.
heroes kinda didnt live up to my expectations on e other hand.
anw dont noe if ive mentioned. my dear is quitting WOW. im glad.
real glad. in fact this is better news compared to him quit smoking.

had a great wkend. did everyting that i set out to do.
mj. dinner treat. timbre.
it was all gd.
won in mj! hahas. had a 5 tai zi mo!
hohoo! great to play with fifi & cui again.
juz lk old hall days. we shd do tis more oft man.

dinner treat by ah koh's sis.
she's so nice! treat us when theres no special occasion.
but den again whoever said there muz b a reason for celebrations.
for every beautiful moment we live on tis earth we shd b thankful n celebrate!
so u, u n u pls feel free to treat me anyday!
hahas. anw we went to tis italian place called 'oso'.
it's near tg pagar. n it's expensive. hahas. thats all i can say.
i mean e menu looked more lk an essay book.
i couldn't understan it e first time i flipped thru ok.
felt quite uptight in that environment n it was onli aft a few drinks that i started to relax n truely enjoy myself.
they had a rm where they stored n prepared e cheese.
was quite interesting. e 'cheese chef' (duno wat else to call him) intro-ed us to e diff kind of cheese n how we shd eat it.
she makes me want to b a better sis.
show more concern for my bro. but it's not easy.
esp since we've grown apart.
but i'll still try.

timbre rocks man. i love it. will go back. i swear.
we onli stayed for one set.
but it's enough to make me wana go back.
theres a huge carpark so no worries abt parking. i like.

feeling v aimless in life now.
met a fren at e bustop juz now n we were tokin abt our work n life.
somehow i juz cant find any motivation.
i go to work looking forward to 530 everyday. den to e wkend.
i dun feel passion in anyting.
theres nothin i wan in my life rt now. i need to find something soon.
tis cant go on any longer. it's really unhealthy.
i dun even feel a want to shop, to travel, to dance, dress up. watever.
help me!

must be wondering where i disappeared to? sometimes i wish i can juz escape into another part of earth. without a care in the world. anw. ive been really lazy. or shd i say blogging is kind of low on my piority list. i hardly have enuff time for myself these days. everyday pass by so crazily. it's rare i get to go home aft work to have a peaceful meal n sufficient rest.

tings ive been up to.. goldies anni celebrations which included clubbing at MOS! awesome i must say. we shd do that more oft. how can we not feast on our first anni? went sushi tei den ben's n jerry. celed ys's bday at some steamboat place at bugis. n for e first time in a loooong time. everyone was present. realli glad to c every single one of e nursings :) had a 327 outing. another steamboat at huijun's hse. fabulous man e food. thanx to e organisers! re-lived our US days. met up with kunali before she embarked on another of her adventures. *envy* met up with cs & sw b4 cs returns to US for her masters. finally got to go to her hse. e last time i set foot there could well have been lk 8 yrs ago? celed ryan sis's bday at tis crab place. i juz love that place! they had tis crab soup dish. oh man!! n there was 4h outing. everyone still looks pretty much e same but we've all been to diff places n moved down diff paths. was really great to catch up. e guys really haven grown much though. hiaks. went for hall d&d. we onli joined them aft dinner at grand copthrone. coz i c no pt in watching pageant of pple i duno. totally didnt regret goin down. had so much fun playing bang & drinking games with those goofballs. darren is a clown lor. cant stand him.

of coz there is e bf to keep my days goin. he cooked a surprise meal for me on sat. reminded me so much of e first meal he cooked for me. during our honeymoon period (though his cooking needs some brushing up now. hiaks) tings now r juz.. comfortable. no more sparks. no more heart skipping beats. but i like it. e familiarity.

anw tings to look forward tis wk..
1. our weekly movie day - pick tis wk: rou-ti-tu-eee (prob e wrong spelling)
2. nice dinner treat by bf's sis. italian place i tink.
3. mj with cui n fifi! back to our crazy mj days!!! with pooh n piggy n huat chai baby!!!
4. chilling at timber (or timbre?). passed by n got drawn by e band. they r really gd. shall check it out tis wkend. it's rt beside smu.

yups. hope tis wk work passes peacefully. im not having fun at work :( guess im not putting in effort to connect to pple there. i duno y. haiis.

first wk of work down. just trainings. nothin interesting. unlike ah cui n fred's overseas trainings which seem to b so much fun. boohoo! still tryin to get used to workin life. e squeezing with pple on public transport. into lifts. during lunch hours. e chope-ing of tables with tissue paper. walkin in pointees. dressing formal. been feeling that e place of my last internship was more homely and comfortable. hopefully i made e rt choice. pls prove me rt.

managed to catch beautiful fireworks last fri. all thanx to yiling! e view was fantastic. minus e part which we had to squeeze n queue to get in n out. reminded me of days in morey's piers where we had fireworks display every fri. that was realli cool. e deafening blasts with ash falling on my head as i stood on e boardwalk witnessing e fireworks. lovely memories.

cele'd ryan's sis's bday at tis crab restaurant today. super gd lor. i'll def b back. e crab soup was my fav. it's lk 'gaogao' 1 lor. was supposed to go for dim sum but e place was far too crowded so in e end changed venue. blessing in disguise man.

met up with cs n sw on one of e wkdays. realli glad. hopefully we can meet up one more time b4 cs flies. catching up was great. cant believe we've known each other for lk 10yrs? really glad we still keep in contact. though i feel a lil disconnected from their world. i mean cs is already goin on to her masters n sw broke her bond n will b joining a law firm. n me? juz a contended lil gal with no big dreams.

ok better turn in soon. working sux man :(

tis is a preview of our grad photo-taking: e great outdoors!

still waiting for e nice proper decent photos taken using fred's pro slr. but duno need to wait till when considering his speed. tis is juz to entertain. dont worry we look lk real grads in other pics. hopefully it turned out well. many thanx to ah koh who was our photog for e day. many other pple approached him to tk pics for them mistaking him as a real pro photog. hahas.

n i really haf to give it to chang fai. my 304 grpmates. all grad but didnt manage to tk a pic tog. tis is one of my fav grp in all my 3yrs in nbs. guess we'll still bump into each other now n then since we're all working nearby :)

Second time at RSYC. but tis time we actually get to go on a yacht!!! how exciting! thanx to peiru's mum n uncle for allowing us to havoc on board his yacht!! e goldies had a taste of e high life! e yacht costs lk 2mil USD. juz imagine!! fully equipped with kitchen/bar, 3 bedrms (2 with double bed, ktv sys (super up to date!!) n they had Wii on board!! how cool is that!

us with peiru's mum's wakeboard. wat a super hap mum! her mum is really hap! unlike peiru (opppssss!!) i wana try wakeboarding toooooooo!

someday... hahas! ah kohh!! where's my bintan trip!!!

all of us with e yacht 'Luzerne'.

guys who were there. consists of our bfs n fans (hahasss!). too bad kenji couldnt make it. if not tis would have been a perfect outinggg!! goldies 2,3,5 gotta dance with him for OC! jealoussssss!!!!

n of coz e crazy goldies! e wind was super strongggg! i noe we look lk crap but i still love tis picc!

us trying to pose when we got splashed by tis wave of salty sea water. reminds me of times on e 'beast' (ah cuiiii!!!) i took in NY. shoik!!

a more decent pic. though hair still flying arnd.

in one of e rms. tis rm is damn cool! there's tis ceiling window which can b slide open n u can lay on e bed to c stars!!! owwwwwwww... how romantic!!!

we couldnt resist taking pics even in e toilets! hahas. it's not just any normal toilet ok. there r 2 buttons in e toilet. before u use it u gotta press e 'before' button n e water in e toilet bowl gets sucked out den when u're done u press e 'after' button. though i dun understan e mechanics behind it but it's still cooooooool!

us at tis recre area. they had mj on board!!!!! but obv we didnt waste precious time on board to mj. hee. im not that crazy a gambler.

since it was a goldies anni cele. how can we leave out e wineeeeeee~

ktv/sipping wine/snacking away. hahas is peiru's singing that bad that jess has to cover her ears? haha.

me with ah koh lazing. e huge aqua lcd can b hid behind e sofas.

so old guys oso lk to camwhore.

happy timessssssss!

guys having cheap thrill taking pic with jolin tsai.

us with peiru's young n hip mum!

thats all for e yacht trip! we couldnt bear to leave e yacht. sad parting! hahas. hope we'll get to go on again. or someone get rich quick n buy 1! i wana go out in e day n tan in bikinisssss! that'll b cool!!

talking abt tanning.. ive been swimming twice tis wk. dear has been doing double of wat i swam. he's on a tanning cum firming up regime. he cant tk it that im darker than him when i came back fr US. now he's so charcoal. just lk old times. hahas. im missing hall life already :(

im a happy gal :)

blogging on my new queen bed! yayyyyy~ super happy! finally got new furniture! been wanting to get new stuff for my rm since e longest time but could nv get my lazy ass down to do it. it's so diff to get e old stuff out of my rm can. plus e packing n lugging down 3 storeys. it's really no easy feat! got a new dressing table tooo! heeeee totally love it! yummm!

n goldie's 1 yr anni is coming up. our string of cele has started with an outing on peiru's uncle's yacht yday! it was a totally 'wow' experience. start till e end! shall update when i get e pics. it's really great to b rich man.

back from cheena land! maybe it's coz we both juz came back fr US n thailand so tis wasnt as anticipated as i hoped but we still enjoyed ourselves :) tis is another place where u can spend/live/eat lk a king.

guangzhou really isnt a tourist-friendly place. e tourism there isnt developed n pple always look shocked when we say we're here for leisure. many thanks to my dad who gave me a vitual tour of e area before we went. they came back abt a wk before we left. they booked e trip before us n had to pay a penalty if they were to change their dates to coincide with ours. anw we juz had to do more research before goin. thats all. everyting there is really cheap! prob coz there isnt much cheat tourists places. u noe wat i mean?

tat said, it's a rather developed place. their metro system can rival spore's mrt. no doubt abt it. clean, efficient n v cheap! costs onli abt 40-50cents. they also use cards similar to our ez-link card to tap although one-way tickets come in e form of tokens which can b tapped too. e high rise buildings there r v pretty too. lk our pebblebay n bayshore. also when we were there i noticed they have ALOT of construction goin on. lk every few blocks is a construction site. it's a v fast developing country.

one interesting ting we noticed there was there were v few youngsters on e streets when we were there. my relative told us thats coz all their universities n collages are built in tis area called university town. all e students stay in that town and onli go home during e wkends. we had so much difficulty finding places to chill n club. n there is practically no western food there! n finally on our last day we managed to spot one western restyaurant. n it turn out to b rather disappointing. boo! but our luck with food was pretty gd. we had really gd dim sum n jap food. n e best part - it's all damn cheap. lk we can walk into a damn posh restaurant n pay lk juz 30-40 sing.

i also smoked my very first cigarette in my life! was high aft finishing a whole bottle of sake juz me n dear. but i really cant get it right lar. duno when to suck n puff n all. ended up coughing n not feeling high. dun worry im not addicted to it. n i onli allow ah koh to smoke coz we're holidaying.

tings we bought. spent less than expected. i bought lk 4 pairs of shoes. 3 bags. 1 belt. 2 dresses. 15 tops. 2 skirts. plus accessories. dear bought quite abit of stuff too! he bought tis cheap a&f polo tee which is really v real. i mean if it's fake it's really v v real lor. he regretted not buying more. lotsa imitation stuff there too. though we didnt buy much.

tis is how we felt aft e trip. wasnt a relaxing trip lar. i guess when shopping is involved it's always tiring. oh forgot abt macau. we went macau for one day. i didnt noe we needed passport to enter macau but luckily e lady told us. anw it's abt 2hrs plus away fr guangzhou. e casinos there r lk crazily grand. we onli played in casino lisboa. e building is lk all gold. gold leh. siao 1. i mean obv not real gold lar. but super grand. anw they use hongkong dollar to gamble in there which i found quite weird. macau was one of e best day on e trip. if onli my feet didnt hurt from e new heels. boo! all in all it was a fruitful trip :)

decided to change my blogskin to mark tis new stage of my life. ive made a resolution to myself: i'll not b consumed by this whole working/adulthood life. i'll still b me! i dun wan to b numb. b fake. suck up to superiors. act enthu towards work. i'll tk time out to enjoy myself no matter how drained i m from work. work is not goin to stop me from having a life. yes! that is if i can help it. haiis :(

going guanzhou tml. hope it'll b a happy trip! i gotta stock up on working wear. hopefully they cater to small pple there. i have sooooo much difficulty finding working clothes that fit n i look gd in. most of e time i juz look lk a kid in her mummy's wear.

just came back from my pre-employment check up. not feeling too gd. dun worry, it's nothin to do with my health. im in gd shape. or at least thats wat e doc said aft i stayed n waited arnd for lk 2hrs. i had a preview of wat my life would b lk at least for e nxt 3 yrs. e check up location was at raffles place n i witnessed e bz lunch hr. not like it's my first time, i mean all e tissue chop seat kind of experience i've had before during my internship. but tis afternoon e same scene had a larger impact on me. im not sure if im up for tis. tis whole working life ting.. im not sure if im suited for it man. am i really up for it? can i survive it? let alone perform at work. it's really making me nervous.

one ting i noe for sure, im so goin to miss sch life. not e studying part though. saw a bunch of uni students having sch camps doing photohunt at e mrt juz now. such beautiful memories. i really wanted to step up to them to tell them to cherish wat they r goin thru now man. saw quite a few dunman high n temasek jc students at bedok just now n i tot to myself, how did i let those yrs slip past so quickly. tsktsk. really feel damn old now. sian. n i was at bedok library (yes i read! coz im really bored w/o my dearieeeeeee) n there was tis guy who came up to me n said that im kinda cute. hahas e first tot that ran thru my mind was 'im too old for tis man'

gosh. tink im sounding lk a 70yr old ah ma. but im really starting to b affected by this whole adulthood, working life shittttttt! stressssssed!!!!!!!!!!

another sleepless nite.. duno wat's wrong with me. ive been waking up at 2, 3 am e past 2 nites to find myself hungry n bored. dearie is enjoying himself in thailand. im glad he decided to go in e end. he didnt wan to go initially coz it's my first wk back in sg n i'll b starting work real soon which means hell :(

seriously, i duno wat working life is goin to bring.. all i noe is that im not looking forward to it. it's goin to b diff fr internships n temp jobs. those days even if im in shit, i noe it'll will b over. soon n i can return to my carefree, slack n nua student life. but tis time round, there is no return. feel pretty uncertain, duno wat to expect. i tink im feeling over-negative abt tis whole situation. but i feel lk my time is running out. i wana make sure i do everyting i wan to do before i start work. as if life ends once i start work. which isn't e case.. right??

i guess i really have to grow up now.

im back! from e US of A!! e past 3mths i really suffered/played/enjoyed myself to e max! met lotsa pple, saw lotsa new tings, did tings i've nv done b4, changed my eating habits, my sleeping patterns, shopped lk mad. all in all it was a gd trip! if onli work wasnt so tough man.

anw i graduated!

aft 3 yrs of hard work (lk real) i finally reached tis stage!!

with my parents! i hope they're proud of me. though my results were realli so-so. nothin to boast abt.. hahas.
with dearieee! thanx for being photog of e day plus bag carrier n buyin me e huge bouquet! i love it!
nbs mates! we all made ittttt!!!!
hall 3 unite!

my hands are lk elephant skin now. cant even recognise them :( work here is really tough.

e wireless here is totally screwed up man! it's lk ok for 1 day n it sux e other! n when i say sux it means i cant do a single ting with it though it's connected. lk how to survive!!!! yucks!

anw been spending too much money!! gotta ration man. still got so long in here n money is running out. shop less save more! my new motto. but everyones encouraging me to spend :(

goin guangzhou aft convo n b4 work. but feel a lil guilty spending so much even b4 i start work. i dont lk e feeling that im in debt boo! but oh well. as my dad says. better have fun when i still can. too bad they cant change their dates to coincide with mine. oh well it'll juz b me n deardear. unless anyone interested to join us?

missing my deardear! so sad that i missed his bday :( sorry dear not there with u. quite bz these days with work n all. we dont have time to shop!!!! yet lar. hahas. im goin tml. but ah cui cant. we're goin crazy being cooped up in e hse. n we still haven changed our flight!!! howhowhow. it's all fully booked till early july! we wana get back for convo!! n currently we'll reach on our convo day at 130 n e convo starts at 2 or 6. n we duno which session yet. if it's e 2 confirm cannot make it lor. if it's 6 oso damn rush. aiyah. hopefully can get to change man.

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one more wk n i'll b out of tis lil' island! conquering another spot on e map! e US of A! wheeeeeee~ haven gotten my ass down to pack. for e trip. hahas. was really drained fr packing my stuff fr hall though. packing is such a chore. boohoo! e tot of it makes me puke (almost lar). im such a lazy bumbum. but my new hairstyle has been bringing me luck. e last 3 rounds of mj won quite abit! n all 3 rounds i was e sole winner! hiaks! really powerful now so better stay away fr me :)

met up with e nursings at clarke quay ydae. it was a gd idea to meet in e day rt? mayb we shd do that more oft. can accomplish far more den our usual meetings. headed down to vivo to use up my f21 vouchers! yay finally finished spending all :) got accessories coz i feel that e dresses r cheaper online hahas. n easier to browse too. n i got my anti-aging cream! shall start my 'care-for-face' regime real soon. esp in US when i'll b under e sun during work. ohh i got e OLAY one cheap n gd i heard. let's hope so. will update if it works wonders.

den on to e meet up with e goldies! mind's cafe clarke quay. hahas i had more fun playing e bimbotic games though i won at e most intellectual 1. hee. was a fun outing. but by e end of e day i was so tired n my legs were breaking! serve me right. wore e pair of 'nvnvnvnvnv wear out to shop' heels. better rest my feet for e nxt few days. poor feet. had them soaked last nite feels so comfy. wanted to join them for blading session today but my blades r in hall :( n i dun wan to rent smelly yucky blades.

really feelin v slpy. shall nap b4 dinner later! n dancefloor finals tonite. so cheapo hold at mediacorp. oh well. shall sign off n proceed to lala land. ciaooooo~

played mj aft a longlong time! so happy! hahas. plus i won :) but now i gotta study doubly hard coz apparently i used up my luck in mj so no more luck for my exams! yikes!! den i guess aimee will b getting her A. hahas. enrolled for mj camp which starts tis fri!!! hahass. totally looking forward to it!

US trip getting nearer. woohoo!

champange brunch at oscar's at conrad. fantastic! tink free flow champange + salmon sashimi (my fav!) + delicious ham + foie gras (i had abit too much thanx to someone. now i kinda haf a phobia) + crayfish + e mouthwatering desserts. heard it was realli ex so being e v kiasu sporeans, we wanted to make every cent worth. we juz kept downing champange lk there was no tml! hahas. we got sooooo high that my shopping plans had to b postponed. boo! but e buffet was realli gd. lotsa variety n e desserts were to die for man! oh. n max dressed up as a soldier. too bad no pics. hahas. he's realli getting tooo cute! hopefully in 3mths time when i come back he wont forget me!

juz found out eve's wif kunz in switzerland doing their summer. hahas. wat a small world. in fact i didnt noe eve flew off till i saw sl's blog. hais. haven been keeping in touch. im lk enclosed in my own world. makes me feel a lil sad. but these days i realli juz feel lk bumming arnd. do nothin all day. juz eat slp n watch my series. guess it's time to come out of my shell. finished snow queen. its gd. everyone shd get a dose of tis lovey dovey ting. anw, i conclude that koreans have realli great dress sense! totally love wat they wear in these shows man. how cool. if onli it snows in spore. haii.

there's quite a bit of tings i gotta do b4 i go US
1. cut my hair! seriously, nowadays i juz dun realli give a damn how i look. a sec sch fren juz commented that i 'look lk shit'. hahas. i guess it's a wake up call.
2. prep present for my dear. wont b arnd during his bday :( i'll b v sad. haiis. kinda have an idea wat to do lar. but gotta get down to it.
3. buy khakis needed for work! haii. y muz wear khakis. yikes! if u c lk cheap n nice ones pls tell me where to get!!
4. buy contacts. dun have enuff to bring over to last me 2mths

actualli e list juz goes on n on. sianzzz.

so. it's over! my last core in ntu. juz one more paper to clear nxt fri n it's goodbye ntu! for good. today's paper was.. hmm kinda sucky. but who cares. as long as i grad. yup. shdn't b toooo diff (keeping my fingers crossed)

came home today. home juz feels lk home man. if i juz stay one wk at home im sure to put on weight. lk cfm! e tings that i miss most stayin in hall is my ah ma's cooking. n of coz e clear tv reception (u wont believe we have to use antennas in hall, n e reception SUCK BIG TIME!) that's y no. 1 tv junkie, yours truly, hardly even follow any tv series anymore. instead i watch everyting downloaded. hahas. which is really gd coz i can juz watch at my own pace.

anw juz finished 2 seasons of tis british series (im amazed at my own speed) hahas. it's called 'hustle' n it's highly recommended by me! i was so drawn into tis whole ting. it's really gd! abt tis gang of con man in action. n boy e plot is fantastic. i can nv, nv once guess wat's goin to happen. its totally brilliant i tell u! anw so that's finished so now im starting on 'snow queen'. it's e typical korean drama. i love shows that can give me a gd cry. hope i dun get a headache fr too much crying tonite. hahas.

so in conclusion, i finished heroes (epi 1-18), goong s (epi 1 -20, in chi subtitles!!!), hustle (2seasons 6 epi each) n now im starting on snow queen (at epi 5). all of these during my exam period. lk how crazy! hahaas.

anw, dont forget me world! do date me!

sick again. somehow my body is so much weaker. i dun rem falling sick so oft when i was younger. boo. my nose juz keeps flowing non-stop. but im taking care not to sneeze bloody mucus again. yucks. that was disgusting.

cele ryan's dad's bday at some teochew rest that my parents have been meaning to bring me. e food was gd. e svc hahas. wat can i say. we were e only table there that nite. lk realli. all empty except us. hahas feels lk we booked e whole place. wonder how tis kind of place survive man. lookin forward to e nxt cele which is lionel's promotion treat! heee prob goin champange brunch!!

n we managed to get tix for phantom! yeahyeah! we're goin to watch phantom!! one nite b4 i fly. hahas. wat bad timing. but better den nothin!! dear's exams onli end on that day. n how come everyone seems to know when they'll b starting work execpt me!!! irritating. i hate not knowing impt dates coz realli cant plan for stuff! n e stupid admin office is so unhelpful. wont set e convo dates. is it realli so difficult? gosh. there's a 99% chance it'll clash with my return date n i gotta change with e airline which is quite abit of trouble so i wana b 100% sure b4 i make any changes.

watched so many series e past wk. aft heros i watched goong 2. i feel that it's not as nice as goong 1 but still not bad lar. gets better towards e end. but e onli challenge watching tis was e chi subtitle!! hahas. couldnt catch half e tings they were saying. but still managed. hahas. robin recommended 'snow queen' guess i'll start on that soon. nowadays so diff to find mj khakis so gotta rely on watchin series to pass time.

sometimes i wish i was home more often. where my family needs me. i feel that im always at e receiving end, nv there for them. im too swamp with my own issues that i neglect e ones that r e closest to me. guess one impt lesson i learnt fr hall life is to cherish your family.

n tokin abt hall life. it's kinda sad. seeing pple moving out n all. goodbyes are nv easy :(

was kinda bored from studying. anw we found tis really nice place n we juz couldnt stop snapping.

dear got tis cool phone! its really DAMN cool. totally in love with it hahas. gian to get it myself! but gotta save $$!! now everyting i do or spend on i haf to lk tink rationally whether i need it or whether it's worth to get it. BOO! stopped my online shopping already. since i prob wont b getting it b4 i leave for US! expecting 3 more packages. hopefully'll reach b4 i leave. plsplspls!

uber tired fr last wk. somehow when exams r near i'll land myself in some stint which will suck out all e energy in me. at least tis time was kinda fun lar. in retrospect. brooklyn rock totally rocked. just that our performance kinda suck. was nervewrecking. my muscles felt so strain on stage. under e scrutiny of some of e best dancers in spore we juz couldnt work it. boo. n we were e first to perform yikess! guess e rest of e grps realli burnt e dancefloor. sooo duper hot. i love love love e blast performance. hahas. n thats even if they didnt have their striptease act. Osch was gd too.

feeling drained now. gotta focus on my studies! last sem! cant afford to buang. presentation later. hope everyting goes well. theres these 2 exchange students who tinks that it's fine that they dont contribute at all. lk hell they're goin to get it during peer evaluation.

so.. sch is ending. hm. how do i feel abt it? actually pretty numb. no excitment no sadness. tis is actually my most bz wk so far tis sem. attended all my lessons. lects n tuts. was really tiring. attending 2 lessons a day really drains me. i noe lotsa pple muz b cursing me rt now. but i cant help it that i onli need to clear 1 core n 1 GE rt? opps. anw back to e draining me part. these days i juz feel so lethargic. cant seem to push myself to do anyting. even leaving sch 4 dance pracs r a chore.

been hooked on 'heroes'. yea..i noe im slow but didnt wan to b caught up in so many series at one time. but now that prison break2 has ended (wat an irritating ending!!! cant wait 4 e sequel!!) i guess it's e rt time. haha. watched lk 10 epi in 2 days. kinda makes me wish i had some special powers too. if i can choose. i wana b lk hiro! he can bend time n space which means he can travel in time. how cool is that!

yups n it's that time of e yr where i gotta put my studying cap on. last sem! no accidents!

hall office getting on my nerves man. woke me twice tis wk. there's juz smthing abt them knocking e doors n shouting 'hall office' thats reaaaaaaaaaally irritating! boo! now im awake with nothin to do :( last few wks of slack life. better cherish man. exams coming up though. 2 closed bk. haven had a closed bk in awhile. hopefully i'll b able to manage. e gd ting abt closed bk is that pple dun lug lk 10kg of stuff into e exam halls n e authors n publishers dun earn $$ at e expense of us poor students. u noe how pple go crazy over buying every single related textbk. i rem there was 1 mod which they 'recommended' us to get 3 textbks. n mind u they were not cheap at all.

been online shopping again! badbadbad me :( but i cant help it since i have so much time to kill. it's only natural that i'll run out of sites to surf n eventually end up shopping. went to far east to search for jess's cap. i found it but they dun haf gold anymore. only left pink n it's kinda not my colour so nope didnt get it. really wan to get a cap badly. hahas. seldom i find caps that can compliment my head. they usually end up making me look really ridiculous.

want to cut n dye my hair before goin US. n how come pwc still haven replied me on when i'll start work?!??!? duno if they received my mail coz ntumail n edventure is lk goin kuku. but i dun wan to lk spam them. haiis. juz haf to wait awhile more i guess. cant plan my guangzhou trip yet. hm. or shd i go shenzhen? heard it's pretty dangerous though. but there's a 75% off for bookin tiger air. no reason not to go. hahas. so cheapp!! i like!!

feet hurts. fr e new shoes i got. sometimes i dun get myself. it's lk i noe i would get blisters fr new shoes. yet i still buy them. wear them w/o plasters somehow. m i waiting for blisters to appear before i put on plasters?

was so blur the other nite. i was on e phone with ah koh n i got off e wrong mrt stop. i was so blur i even tapped to get out before realizing it. n lakeside n boonlay r way different. hahas. stupid me. i juz saw everyone arnd me getting off n tot i've reached. boo! den on e way back hall i pressed e bell one stop too early. hahas. hopefully no one saw.

work n travel tok later. v excited over e trip but at e same time dreading all e planning n packing (yikes! so much to pack i mean all my hall stuff gotta bring home!!!). but really looking forward to getting away fr here for a long period of time. had tourism (my GE) presentation ydae. there was tis 2 germany exchange students who did on germany. really made me wana go there. hj muz b having e time of her life there man. yups i'll go! nxt time when i have e $$ of coz. wana go during october fest! :) hiaksss!

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