was kind of moody ydae.. tink im realli stressed up lar.. over dance.. coz we haf so little time left to e auds n teamates still come late 4 pracs n peter lk scold peiru when totally not her fault.. haiis.. n i wasnt realli feelin comfortable abt e 'tuo' part of e dance.. tried wif e mock costumes ydae.. realli not used to it.. ohh n e costumes r still not ready! HOWHOWHOW!!!! plus got pressurized to not go cheerlead coz if im down wif injury i'll pull e whole team down.. which means e efforts put in e past 1 mth plus all go down e drain n i'll juz die.. so ydae when doin e 2-2-1 actualli i already felt someting bad was goin to happen.. n i actualli nearly knock my head or sumting.. i duno lar.. but tink i scared every1 elso too.. thanx to yibao im still here bloggin.. anw his head nearly hit e curb too.. close shave man..

hmm.. n here's to all e pple that im missin tis hols: " i miss u pple!! muz meet up aft my dance k!!" n i still owe alot of pple xmas prez.. hee.. muz gif u all coz i made liaos :) hope u guys have a happy end to tis yr n start e new yr wif a BANG!

wat a mess! 

c wat he did to me!!! 

us in xmas hats.. hee 

dinner!! 

e setting of our xmas dinner.. pretty? 

hee..end of e yr! such a festive season wheere every1 is in lk super gd mood~ woohoo~ includin me!! heee.. had fun during xmas! thanx alot dear :) realli glad pple arnd me oso gettin att.. juz feel happy that every1's leadin a happy life.. im hopin 4 e best 4 our dance.. though still quite worried.. esp abt e costumes.. hmm.. realli hope we get in! saw how our insrtuctor n his team danced ydae.. realli set me tinkin alot.. they realli deserve to win lar.. we.. i can onli say we r no where near them in terms of effort put in.. though we seem to b trainin damn hard nite n dae.. but e mentality is realli diff.. they realli dance till they DROP n DIE kind.. hm.. but still i realli love our team.. come on! jia you! we can do it!! but tk care pple.. esp my partner hu seems to b dyin too..

hmm..parents in msia rt now.. ohh.. n learnt abt e earthquake.. seems quite terrible.. i dun realli noe wat's goin on coz i stay in hall which means im lk cut off fr e world.. hope tings will turn out fine lar.. let e world b a better place!

hmm.. i tink i realli need to update on my life! well.. evryting is juz zoomin past soooo fast.. i mean.. in a wink it's goin to b sch term again.. argghh~ not that it's not gd lar... i mean.. i'll b more free i hope..

e last couple of wks ive been realli happi.. :) results were not bad too.. met up wif jc clazmates.. though ended rather weirdly.. yahs. feelin a lil unwell now.. tink i realli tire myself too much durin e hols.. muz relax n rest when sch reopen man..

hope evry1 that i didnt manage to catch up wif is doin GREAT! sch reopen den meet up k! so sorry~ merry xmas pplee~

those that came to surprise me!! n me in wings! 

my present! so pretty!! 

me wif e guys.. i look lk a ghost beside ryan 

me wif e gals..  

my cake :) 

e lounge :) 

e msg board they made 4 me :) 

roses that glow in e dark :) 

:) :) :)

yea! finally packed my rm! so happi! wanted to change e skin of tis blog too.. but couldnt find aniting that i realli lk.. so decided to stick wif tis 1 for e time being..

e wk juz zoomed past again..juz lk that.. hmm..got my new timetable! it's a 3 day wk! but i dun reallli lk.. coz v xiong.. tues n thurs super xiong.. :( n quite diff fr e rest of e galss.. i got 2 830s! im gonna diee!! n results will b out lk soon!! arrrRR!

i feel tired :(

i feel realli bad..it kind of slipped my mind that my bro was goin to aust.. n i didnt send him off.. or even say bye.. not lk it mattered to him anw i guess.. but felt realli bad! aft peiru's cele i got my dad to fetch me at bedok n when he came all nicely dressed up i juz asked "y u wear so nice to pick me up" coz he juz sent ur bro off idiot! haiis.. besides my bad memo to blame.. i muz say that me n bro haf drifted apart quite alot.. esp now that i stay hall.. n with him havin a new gf.. we hardly spent time or even tok to each other.. which is realli bad.. i used to dote on him SO much..

hmm..wanted to redeco my room.. lk throwing away everyting..but aft takin a look at wat's inside my cupboards i decided against it..hahs.. simply too lazy to move or pack my tings.. so i shall juz get sum additional items to make my room more cosy.. prob sum carpets.. lamps.. beaniee? hmm.. i wan that kind of hanging ting fr arr..cant rem e name of e shop.. shit!! mayb i shd get sum vases or sumting.. c how later lar.. goin ikea wif my parents.. yay! can eat meatballs! actualli i even feel lk repainting my walls.. as in i wana paint sumting myself.. but simply too lazy lar.. mayb nxt time when i move i'll do that :)

i had 4 cakes tis year!! shall tok abt it one by one..first one is on sunday(hahas..realli earli rt) anw.. it's wif my fam lar.. yepss.. it was a tiramisu cake :) i chose it! actualli coz my bro didnt want choc or fruity ones.. yahs..shared wif him coz his bdae is lk one day before mine.. e cele was simple lar.. bbq at chalet wif sum realli close frens lar.. but realli haf to thank my parents 4 org such a ting lar.. i was too lazy to do aniting hee..

e second cake was realli special.. it was hand made.. hmm.. e flavour.. duno how to describe.. cheesy wif peach n mnms on top wif e crust at e bottom.. reallli v touched.. can tell alot of time n effort is put in it.. hee.. muz tok more abt e cele..aft cheerlead while walkin back..they sort of led me to walk past AF so that i'll walk past FA lounge where they decorated wif balloons n stuff..so nice~!!!! den took fotos, sang song, cut cake, ate cake, took more fotos..hahas.. actualli i was waiting 4 my present hahas! den they lk packin up to go so ok lor.. i played along lar.. den when i was walkin back to my room e whole lot of them were tagging along behind so i sort of knew my present was hidin in my room lar.. hee.. den hong opened e door den i saw my new bedsheet! so nice! tis butterfly ting fr happyhouse! so niceee~ while i was wowing away.. suddenly e lights went off n den i realli WOWED! e whole room was filled wif glow in e dark butterflies!!!!!!!!! lk how exciting!!!!!! but to tell e truth.. i wasnt wearin my specs so it actualli looked rather scary at first.. hahas..but i was realli speechless! lk i could onli wow.. n i couldnt stop! hahas! n there was tis board wif lotsa small butterflies that all of them wrote notes on.. realli nice! n there was tis bottle wif 3white roses in it.. n it actualli glows!!! coz there was tis glowy liquid in it.. realli v WOW!

the 3rd cake is fr e dance pple! hahas.. so sweet of them! e cake is shared wif peiru hu's bdae is today!! HAPPY BDAY PEIRU! hahas they all acted so funny that day coz tryin to plan tis surprise.. thanx ALOT pple! realli had lotsa fun dancin wif u pple.. though it's realli tough n painful(e amt of bruises i get) hahas.. but i realli feel v happi coz of u pple!

e last cake...super unexpected! coz tis yr is supposed to b 'plan-ur-own-bday' wat didnt expect e gals to spring a surprise on my bday! hahas.. though i found it rather fishy that sl n ys came over aft clubbing hahas..but i tot it was juz to wish me happy bdae.. yahs.. thanx alot 4 e wings.. i realli LOVE it!! so pretty!!! :) n thanx 4 comin all e way down to ulu island! hahas.. so long nv c u gals lk all tog.. hmm..realli made me miss the times where we can juz haf fun lk nobody's biz.. haiis now every1's juz bz wif their lifes.. includin me lar..

hmm..my bday made me realise im realli v fortunate to b surrounded by so many pple who realli care for me! realli touched so mani pple whom i dun realli keep in contact wif actualli rem my bday... makes me so guilty coz i usually 4get pple's bdae due to my super bad memo.. now im 19! :( dun lk e feelin that im growin old(er) shall upload e fotos soonn~ pple hu haf my bdae fotos pls send me k! love u guys *muacks*

it's MY BIRTHDAY!! happy birthday to myself~!!!!