sentosa ys's bdae :) 

duno wat came over me.. im feelin realli sad now.. lk on e brink of crying.. n i duno y..

yeaaa~ e summon has been waived!! hahas.. if not i'll b 100bucks poorer! yeayeayea!

happy days! days spent wif my dear r always happy days.. n since we spend so much time tog.. im always happy! :) hee.. pretty crappy at tis hr.. juz slpt lk 2hrs n i havin 830 lessons.. soo.. yah.. n im havin a quiz later.. HELP!


wed was realli fun.. went 4 sum job int den walked arnd wif deardear.. we went to e new marina sq.. hahas.. yeseyes.. we're quite mountain tortise.. but realli v long nv walk arnd.. so many new tings.. hahas.. n tried carl's jr.. e burgers r real BIG! yeps.. wanted to buy tis singlet fr reebok when dear went toilet.. in e end i walked lk e whole of marina before findin royal sportin hse.. e place is so mazey hahas.. but by e time we got back hall our legs where all achin n our feet all sore!


had hall dance auds ydae.. not much talent.. but hopefully tis batch can make it leh.. realli wan my yr to b a gd yr :) hopehope


every1 seems to b gettin att.. sooner or later.. as dear said.. scared sum pple might feel lonely.. but realli bo bian lar.. haiss.. shall c how it goes.. n dear hid bhind e door n scared me again!!! so irritaating!! n his fishes r so DISGUSTING.. they bite one another! his tank is gettin more n more empty coz so many fishes 'disappear' or die.. n there's tis fish left wif onli 1 eyeball.. obv i didnt c it lar.. deardear said so.. that's y i dun lk pets/animals.. im have tis phobia of seeing them die.. n im realli juz afraid of furry moving tings (yucks!)...

hahas.. as expected.. didnt go lessons in e end.. went to cafe by e quad... realli nice noe.. e place e atmosphere e food (dependin on wat u order).. yeps.. it's lk ikea style where u pay only once at e cashier aft buyin everyting..


started cheoro 4 e nxt dance performance.. hope it'll b nice..

played mahjong till now.. how to go 4 lessons tml???

'we have all the time in e world' :) :) :)

went altivo again ydae.. felt realli sad n dishearten.. haiis.. pple can realli have so many side to them that it is scary.. i duno how to react to wat's happening.. n it sort of made me tink of e past when it happened to me.. it definitely isnt sumting i wan to experience again.. anw i realli hope u noe wat u r doin..


on a happier note.. went deardear's hse to eat dinner.. but it was lk a big reunion dinner.. hahas.. coz it's e 15th of e seventh mth.. so his mum cooked damn alot! ate so much.. n his whole fam was there.. but felt quite paisei coz we lk juz ate den left w/o helpin to clear up or anyting coz robin comin to fetch us to altivo.. which we arrived lk aft a 1hr plus car ride thanx to sum pple..


went to watch 'e maid' juz now.. pretty freaky.. i didnt noe e cast were spore actors.. n that it's entirely shot in spore.. anw.. i tink e plot is realli gd.. e twist was totally unexpected.. so i give it 2 thumbs up.. but quite scared on my way home.. ohh.. but wat i muz say is dear is realli fussy.. lk ultra fussy can.. he muz bk tix online coz he wans to choose seats.. he diedie oso wana bk online.. so we were outside liaos den we went to e foodcourts in century sq (yes they haf internet kiosk at foodcourts!!!!!!) n small kids were usin.. he almost lk scare tis small boy away ok.. in e end we waited lar n he was lk an auntie n rushed to e seat once e person stood up.. hahas.. realli opened my eyes todae seeing e tings he is capable of doin.. actualli dear is juz a perfectionist.. not all tings of coz.. but once he sets his mind on sumting.. he'll get it done by hook or by crook..


realli happy 4 B who's makin great progress wif e gal he lks.. realli hope they get tog soon.. hope R dun b discouraged.. jiayou lar.. sumtimes gals v hard to understan 1 lar.. b patient.. as 4 C.. cheer up k.. dun bcoz u dun wan to make him sad den make urself sad k.. im realli sorry im seldom arnd when u need me.. im tryin ok.. so sorry!

had a war if deardear ydae... but it's not that kind of cold war war.. it's a water war!! he started it ok!! he spit water at me.. den i splashed water back at him.. den it all began... he even set tis trap such that once i push e door open e bottle of water will pour all over me!! heng i not so stupid.. hahas.. anw.. e war ended wif me all wet fr top to toe n him.. as dry as ever :(


ponned clazes todae again.. fri is unhappy day :( haiiss but e rest of e wk has been pretty gd lar.. played mahjong won abit.. watched shows shopped.. yeah.. goin out to chill wif e hall pple leter.. hope it'll b fun.. n hope u can cheer up k :)

i see my fren doin someting that i disapprove.. but im in no position to say anyting lar.. i mean.. wat can i say.. not like it matters anw.. n i wonder if i was lk him in e past.. certainly do not hope so..


met up wif vincent ydae.. realli feels gd to catch up wif old frens :)

quite an eventful nite ydae.. first went spizza at club st 4 dear's sis cele.. nicenicenice.. e place n e food.. they have tis wood fire oven where they cook e pizzas.. hahas.. n they haf such a wide variety of pizzas with weird names.. haas.. realized there r quite a few nice places at club st that's pretty cool..


aft that met up wif e few guys fr hall n off zai.. hahas.. he realli has no other frens.. anw.. we drove up to mt faber altivo v nice place to patou.. so guys.. u noe where to bring her nxt time.. it's juz a lil inaccessible n if u drive cant drink much.. but anw.. it's a great place to chill lar.. nice view nice ambiance and all.. den we headed to katong 4 punggol nasi (sounds ridiculous i noe..).. not bad.. but eatin supper is realli bad.. im growing fatter n fatter!!!


anw.. tinkin of gettin a new fone to replace my goin to cui anytime t610.. duno wat fone to get.. recommendations?? shd i get a 3g? hmm... shall change when dear's contract ends.. in oct.. so there's still lk 2 mths to tink over it..


n hall 3 esp blk 20 is in a mess.. wif A n B likin C n C liking D who tog wif E likes G n G has a bf hahas.. n there's of coz H n I who likes each other.. it's lk WOW.. n every1 is takin extreme action hahas.. it adds so much spice to hall life.. hahas! love all e gossips n scandals.. most of them so wowing n jaw dropping.. hahas.. gdgd... hope there'll b more couples arnd in hall.. but hope all these wont affect e frienship of e involved parties.. so FIGHT pple!!


deardear workin todae n tml.. pretty bored.. but can stay home b a gd gal.. let mummy c more of me hee.. i wan to focus on my studies leh.. tis sem is realli tough.. but i cant bring myself to.. HOW! ohh.. n we forgot fred's bdae.. realli feel DAMN guilty over that.. haiis.. so sorry dear fred!!

yeah! AF got galaga CHAMP!!! hahas.. so happy 4 them!! yeayeayea! dear muz b damn happy!! mi too!! hahs.. great! tink IWG is a v gd event to gel every1 tog.. but games can b rather violent at times.. esp e guys.. hahas.. rem last yr they almost fought wif duno wat wing.. but gd lar.. still got lk 2 more wks of IWG :) i nv play much tis yr.. better play more to earn more pts!!


e mj juniors tis yr r pretty gd.. as in can c there r sum that r real gd.. better den us seniors.. but their batch is really stronger den we were last yr.. though couldnt tell fr e auds.. tot they were ok onli.. but turned out they were gd..


hmm.. pon sch todae! yeah! first time ok.. tis sem pon 1 whole dae.. but cant help it.. realli sian man.. juz cant bring myself to go sch hahas..


nat day we went mt faber to watch fireworks.. so nice.. though i tink it's a lil too distant lar.. there were lotsa pple there too.. ohh.. n dear juz bought new fishes.. again.. hahs.. but there's 1 v interesting fish.. called black ghost.. it actually swims vertical ok! how cool.. n it's fins make it look lk ghosts.. hahas.. goin 4 his sis bdae cele later.. actualli i lk goin to their cele.. one is coz of e gd food.. n of coz get to noe them better n stuff n it's fun lar hee.. :)

me and dear~ 

hall 3 dnd'05 at rsyc 

wat's e pt of saying sorry when u dont mean it? juz forget it lar.. i realli dun care anymore..

anw hall dnd was realli great.. shall load e pics soon.. hall king quite cui though.. hall queen looks lk shancai.. she super on form tat nite.. e place is realli nice.. republic of spore yatch club.. e pageant gals came in on a yatch.. how cool is that.. hahs.. e food was realli gd too.. took lk lots of pics.. n played e usual games at nite.. hahas.. realli couldnt tk it at one pt.. drank soooo much.. den we went to e dock area.. so nice.. hahas.. one day i'll go out to sea on a yatch!!! ahas..

been lk ultra tired.. tink i need to rest.. slp as much as poss

my dear is such a cockster! hahas.. at jp today.. we bought crispy chicken den he happily wanted to grab tis packet of chicken which belonged to another lady coz she ordered first.. hahas.. every1 there was laffinn lor.. e lady n e shop pple.. ahas.. but i still love him anw :)

ohh anw hall bash turned out to b fun! ahahs.. much better than expected! hope dnd will b as fun :)

tings r not turnin out e way it shd b.. y r tings so complicated now.. n is running away e best way to handle tis situation? seriously im too tired to feel anyting.. i duno wat to do.. do nothin? n let a fren slip away? if not do wat? when u r already turning away n drifting further.. wat do u wan fr us? n now that wat is done is done.. wat r we supposed to do? im not angry or anyting.. im juz not happy.. y did tings become lidat..