was kind of moody ydae.. tink im realli stressed up lar.. over dance.. coz we haf so little time left to e auds n teamates still come late 4 pracs n peter lk scold peiru when totally not her fault.. haiis.. n i wasnt realli feelin comfortable abt e 'tuo' part of e dance.. tried wif e mock costumes ydae.. realli not used to it.. ohh n e costumes r still not ready! HOWHOWHOW!!!! plus got pressurized to not go cheerlead coz if im down wif injury i'll pull e whole team down.. which means e efforts put in e past 1 mth plus all go down e drain n i'll juz die.. so ydae when doin e 2-2-1 actualli i already felt someting bad was goin to happen.. n i actualli nearly knock my head or sumting.. i duno lar.. but tink i scared every1 elso too.. thanx to yibao im still here bloggin.. anw his head nearly hit e curb too.. close shave man..

hmm.. n here's to all e pple that im missin tis hols: " i miss u pple!! muz meet up aft my dance k!!" n i still owe alot of pple xmas prez.. hee.. muz gif u all coz i made liaos :) hope u guys have a happy end to tis yr n start e new yr wif a BANG!

wat a mess! 

c wat he did to me!!! 

us in xmas hats.. hee 

dinner!! 

e setting of our xmas dinner.. pretty? 

hee..end of e yr! such a festive season wheere every1 is in lk super gd mood~ woohoo~ includin me!! heee.. had fun during xmas! thanx alot dear :) realli glad pple arnd me oso gettin att.. juz feel happy that every1's leadin a happy life.. im hopin 4 e best 4 our dance.. though still quite worried.. esp abt e costumes.. hmm.. realli hope we get in! saw how our insrtuctor n his team danced ydae.. realli set me tinkin alot.. they realli deserve to win lar.. we.. i can onli say we r no where near them in terms of effort put in.. though we seem to b trainin damn hard nite n dae.. but e mentality is realli diff.. they realli dance till they DROP n DIE kind.. hm.. but still i realli love our team.. come on! jia you! we can do it!! but tk care pple.. esp my partner hu seems to b dyin too..

hmm..parents in msia rt now.. ohh.. n learnt abt e earthquake.. seems quite terrible.. i dun realli noe wat's goin on coz i stay in hall which means im lk cut off fr e world.. hope tings will turn out fine lar.. let e world b a better place!

hmm.. i tink i realli need to update on my life! well.. evryting is juz zoomin past soooo fast.. i mean.. in a wink it's goin to b sch term again.. argghh~ not that it's not gd lar... i mean.. i'll b more free i hope..

e last couple of wks ive been realli happi.. :) results were not bad too.. met up wif jc clazmates.. though ended rather weirdly.. yahs. feelin a lil unwell now.. tink i realli tire myself too much durin e hols.. muz relax n rest when sch reopen man..

hope evry1 that i didnt manage to catch up wif is doin GREAT! sch reopen den meet up k! so sorry~ merry xmas pplee~

those that came to surprise me!! n me in wings! 

my present! so pretty!! 

me wif e guys.. i look lk a ghost beside ryan 

me wif e gals..  

my cake :) 

e lounge :) 

e msg board they made 4 me :) 

roses that glow in e dark :) 

:) :) :)

yea! finally packed my rm! so happi! wanted to change e skin of tis blog too.. but couldnt find aniting that i realli lk.. so decided to stick wif tis 1 for e time being..

e wk juz zoomed past again..juz lk that.. hmm..got my new timetable! it's a 3 day wk! but i dun reallli lk.. coz v xiong.. tues n thurs super xiong.. :( n quite diff fr e rest of e galss.. i got 2 830s! im gonna diee!! n results will b out lk soon!! arrrRR!

i feel tired :(

i feel realli bad..it kind of slipped my mind that my bro was goin to aust.. n i didnt send him off.. or even say bye.. not lk it mattered to him anw i guess.. but felt realli bad! aft peiru's cele i got my dad to fetch me at bedok n when he came all nicely dressed up i juz asked "y u wear so nice to pick me up" coz he juz sent ur bro off idiot! haiis.. besides my bad memo to blame.. i muz say that me n bro haf drifted apart quite alot.. esp now that i stay hall.. n with him havin a new gf.. we hardly spent time or even tok to each other.. which is realli bad.. i used to dote on him SO much..

hmm..wanted to redeco my room.. lk throwing away everyting..but aft takin a look at wat's inside my cupboards i decided against it..hahs.. simply too lazy to move or pack my tings.. so i shall juz get sum additional items to make my room more cosy.. prob sum carpets.. lamps.. beaniee? hmm.. i wan that kind of hanging ting fr arr..cant rem e name of e shop.. shit!! mayb i shd get sum vases or sumting.. c how later lar.. goin ikea wif my parents.. yay! can eat meatballs! actualli i even feel lk repainting my walls.. as in i wana paint sumting myself.. but simply too lazy lar.. mayb nxt time when i move i'll do that :)

i had 4 cakes tis year!! shall tok abt it one by one..first one is on sunday(hahas..realli earli rt) anw.. it's wif my fam lar.. yepss.. it was a tiramisu cake :) i chose it! actualli coz my bro didnt want choc or fruity ones.. yahs..shared wif him coz his bdae is lk one day before mine.. e cele was simple lar.. bbq at chalet wif sum realli close frens lar.. but realli haf to thank my parents 4 org such a ting lar.. i was too lazy to do aniting hee..

e second cake was realli special.. it was hand made.. hmm.. e flavour.. duno how to describe.. cheesy wif peach n mnms on top wif e crust at e bottom.. reallli v touched.. can tell alot of time n effort is put in it.. hee.. muz tok more abt e cele..aft cheerlead while walkin back..they sort of led me to walk past AF so that i'll walk past FA lounge where they decorated wif balloons n stuff..so nice~!!!! den took fotos, sang song, cut cake, ate cake, took more fotos..hahas.. actualli i was waiting 4 my present hahas! den they lk packin up to go so ok lor.. i played along lar.. den when i was walkin back to my room e whole lot of them were tagging along behind so i sort of knew my present was hidin in my room lar.. hee.. den hong opened e door den i saw my new bedsheet! so nice! tis butterfly ting fr happyhouse! so niceee~ while i was wowing away.. suddenly e lights went off n den i realli WOWED! e whole room was filled wif glow in e dark butterflies!!!!!!!!! lk how exciting!!!!!! but to tell e truth.. i wasnt wearin my specs so it actualli looked rather scary at first.. hahas..but i was realli speechless! lk i could onli wow.. n i couldnt stop! hahas! n there was tis board wif lotsa small butterflies that all of them wrote notes on.. realli nice! n there was tis bottle wif 3white roses in it.. n it actualli glows!!! coz there was tis glowy liquid in it.. realli v WOW!

the 3rd cake is fr e dance pple! hahas.. so sweet of them! e cake is shared wif peiru hu's bdae is today!! HAPPY BDAY PEIRU! hahas they all acted so funny that day coz tryin to plan tis surprise.. thanx ALOT pple! realli had lotsa fun dancin wif u pple.. though it's realli tough n painful(e amt of bruises i get) hahas.. but i realli feel v happi coz of u pple!

e last cake...super unexpected! coz tis yr is supposed to b 'plan-ur-own-bday' wat didnt expect e gals to spring a surprise on my bday! hahas.. though i found it rather fishy that sl n ys came over aft clubbing hahas..but i tot it was juz to wish me happy bdae.. yahs.. thanx alot 4 e wings.. i realli LOVE it!! so pretty!!! :) n thanx 4 comin all e way down to ulu island! hahas.. so long nv c u gals lk all tog.. hmm..realli made me miss the times where we can juz haf fun lk nobody's biz.. haiis now every1's juz bz wif their lifes.. includin me lar..

hmm..my bday made me realise im realli v fortunate to b surrounded by so many pple who realli care for me! realli touched so mani pple whom i dun realli keep in contact wif actualli rem my bday... makes me so guilty coz i usually 4get pple's bdae due to my super bad memo.. now im 19! :( dun lk e feelin that im growin old(er) shall upload e fotos soonn~ pple hu haf my bdae fotos pls send me k! love u guys *muacks*

it's MY BIRTHDAY!! happy birthday to myself~!!!!

i have GREAT parents! tink i dun show it enuff but i realli love them :)

thanx every1 4 their concern n care yepps.. im realli fine n besides i realli haf no time to tink of aniting.. dance has been keepin me super bz.. wif cheerleadin n OC biz stuff comin up.. i realli tink i'll haf no time to breathe... but ok lar..im doin tings i enjoy doing

tink i've been too dependent all my life.. on my frens n esp my parents.. every1 treats me lk e small lil gal.. im always taken care of..i wana change that... i wana take care of pple instead! it's time i learn to b more independent.. GROW UP!

hmm.. guess some1 muz b waiting 4 me to mention him..but i dun wan to say much.. thanx 4 e prezz... n of coz e gals.. thanx 4 e sui love :) absolutely love it! hahas..but of coz rt..i chose e prez.. heee..

i need to slp..dance is at 8 tml! another killer day!!

i haven been bloggin 4 a long time.. a longlong time..

life has been .. im at a loss of words.. it's juz realli weird lar.. there have been lotsa changes..

im not lookin 4ward to my bdae.. it's juz so weird.. im usually e kind that's pretty excited abt such big days.. they onli come once a yr u noe.. but tis yr abit no mood.. yah.. juz wan a peaceful bdae :) i lk to b 18!

one last paper to go! hahs.. alreadi planning post exams activities! yeah! :) exams r realli draining.. shall recharge myself with lotsa fun frens sun joy shopping blahblahh!

thanx roomiee!! u made my day!!!! :)

thanx roomiee!! u made my day!!!! :)

had e first paper 4 tis sem!! wat a killer..but im still happy lar..every1 seem to findit a killer.. so ok lorr... let's all DIE tog!! hahas.. ydae studied wif the gals..they all came our rooms.. tink every1 realli too stresseed.. all lk MAD ok.. lk juz run out fr mental hosp or sumting.. hahas.. but quite fun lar.. but realli tiring..laff lk half e time... can die fr laffin man.. 3 more papers to go! OB's nxt..cham...

anw.. ydae we did sumting real stupid.. we went off zai's rm to watch e 9oclock show coz his tv is lk HUGE! den we brought newspaper there n when ever e yilin comes out we'll throw e crushed paper at her! hahasss so FUN!! wanted to throw tings at her when watchin e show lk long ago! but obv i not so stupid to do it in my rm hahas..now off zai's rm is e entertainment centre...hahas... guess we'll b there every wkday at 9 hee...

tis fren juz asked me whether it's ok to haf a crush even though u're att... hmm.. actualli i tink it's quite normal.. i mean coz i do haf crushes.. or rather eye candies lar.. so to me it's ok... as long as you noe where to draw e line.. hee.. makes life more fun too mahs.. (not that im sick of u dar) but i guess it's natural to haf highs n lows in a relationship...esp when it gets longer.. u cant b honeymooning all e time rt.. yahs.. not that im encouragin anyting.. yahs.. n dar came to e conclusion that tis fren is hintin that he has a crush on me.. hahs.. but i dun tink so larr.....

anw i can foresee e nxt 2 wks will b pretty boring.. actualli im quite pleased wif my progress on acct.. hahas..tink i shd b able to pass..juz a matter of how well i do... opps...do i sound arrogant? hahas.. juz hope all this mugging pays off...

ohh..n my fam actualli brought home-cooked dinner 4 me ydae.. they're realli v v nice to me..im v touched..can u imagine comin all e way down here juz to deliver food 4 me coz i was complainin that im realli sick of sch food.. it realli SUX..i mean aft eating it everydae 4 lk 12wks? yeaaa... n they even bought tis yam cake fr hans...ok.. i hated yam fr young.. n my dad wanted to convince me that tis yam cake was nice so he bought it to let me try.. but naahhh.... no change of opinion.. though i eat yam now... when i was young my dad actualli bluffed me that tis piece of yam was chicken to coax me to eat..hahss.. stupid.. anw... back to my boooksssss~

oks..2 more daes to e first paper! n less than 2 wks to end of exams!!
WOOPEEE! tink i haven been bloggin meaningful stuff 4 a longlong time.. shall do that aft exams...but then again..i might b havin too much fun to blog..heee..

hmm..im all alone in my rm rt now..roomie's home... hmm..exams comin!! nxt wk!! ohh no!! but it'll b over in a blink lar.. lookin 4ward to end of exmas liaoss... :) tink i haven found a gd way to study yet.. all these days quite a waste of time.. but no choice lar...

hmm..finished my last proj presentation 4 tis sem!! yea man!! but wasted my time preparin coz i didnt get to tok... yah.. e oht er 2 toked too much so we overshot e time limit.. so i went straight to the conclusion... ok lar.. i cant realli b bothered liaoss.... it's FINALLY over! *wheeephhh*

n juz came back fr LIANG JING RU concert! she can realli sing man!

ohh n im realli feelin damn STRESSED rt now.. lk super stressed arrrrr!!!!!

went to weilong's OCS sociall nite ydae..quite boring.. he was LATE! lk 4 an hr plus coz he overslpt hahas.. but sumhow i wasnt angry lar.. i mean he didnt do it on purpose wat..too tired hahs.. n i was tellin dar if it was him i'll chop him in lk 100pieces n throw him into e sea.. it's funny how we always expect so much more fr pple we love anw.. it was quite borin

but e action started when i came back hall.. hahas.. i cant believe how CRAZY e pple here r.. they r lk realli out of their mind kind of crazy ok... ok.. tis guy chriz quite irritating lar.. n he did alot of 'bad tings' (one example is he filmed tom[not his real name to protect e identity of e victim] shittin hahass) to e guys so they wanted revenge.. he was out last nite n they cleared his room..yess..everyting fr his clothes bks to his mattress...n they hid e stuff in every1's room lar.. so lk his tings were scattered everywhere n his supposed to find them.. n everytime he enter 1 rm we'll make him do sumting stupid.. hahas.. so funny.. n they videoed e process...funny man! super extreme lor..

havin stats test later..wish me luck!!!

hii pplee~ would u all lk to vote.. which 1 looks more lk me.. izzit A or B? tk ur pick :) n yes.. im realli bored heee

picture A

picture B

haven been to any lessons 4 3days in a row :) hiakhiak... realli v lazy to go 4 lessons u noe.. not lk im usin e time studyin v hard or sumting.. can feel that im exhausted already.. now juz waitin 4 end of exmas.. ydae hong they all went ktv... i shd haf joined them later man.. but i was feelin guilty coz i'll oso b goin out later den nv study.. but wth...dar's sick... :(

im goin make good use of today to STUDY!! yes..that's wat im goin to do!! confirm chopped!!!

duno y couldnt post my previous entry..anw exmas r coming n it's realli stressful!!! e stress is gettin to me.. which is BAD!! shall try not to die :) lookin forward to meetin e gals later~

hmm started studyin liaos.. exmas r lk soooo near already.. scary!! wat's worse is heard need to get at least a C to get honours ok.. n it's juz lk e bare min.. obv im not aimin 4 first claz but i wan at least a 2nd preferbly upper honours!!! i WAN! anw tis wk quite screwed.. onli sun n mon got to study..by tues alreadi felt sian hahas..n e rest of e days were worse.. tink e stress is gettin to me.. kind of blew my top ydae at dar... later meetin ling px hj n yh n of coz my roomie.. hahas.. but duno whether to come back anot.. i definitely wont tk work back to study.. e stupid txtbks r freakin heavy..

anw cele xy's bdae ydae.. not bad lar..e cake was nice! but e game aft that was kinds boring hahas.. ohh n i juz checked the venue for my exams... it's lk goin to b at SRC... so far.. have to tk bus.. hmm hopefullly e rest of them same venue as me.. everybody study hard ok!!!!!

ohh..n another ting..e yeo's person called me ydae!!!! yeahhhh man!! finally one sponserer called!!! hahas.. my n xy were lk jumpin arnd ydae.. tink i didnt carry myself well enuff ydae though.. shit man! hahass...but still v happi.. juz hope tis deal can b settled soon~

BORING!! super ok! im goin crazy~ huiyu's doin proj..roomies havin tut.. ry at home..ly lesson.. im bored to tears man!!!! my studyin habit is lk a deflatin balloon.. now abt to no more air liaos.. i need to pia more at e start of e wk 1 lar.. but not realli goin accordin to plans leh.. n nxt wk got stats test!! arrrggh~

ydae we were juz tokin at nite.. n realli felt stressed coz hy was sayin once u get less den C wont get honours...realli scared leh.. if i juz let myself cont to slack.. i'll dieeeeeee~

hmm.. had so much fun on fri nite!! hahas.. played mahkong till lk 5 wif lion yippi n off zai... wif queen n roomie comin in 4 a few guest appearances.. there was one round lion lk lost alot coz he had to pay 4 all of us.. sum funny rule in mahjong lar.. so once again.. off zai was e big winner while me n lion lost.. they alwasys call us 'ba ka' tink it means sumting bad lar.. anw e funnest was when we changed to play heart attack.. im glad we did that hahas.. so funy... hu ever got hit had to drink lar.. or huever drew his hand away b4 e hitter hits oso need to drink.. den super funny!! yippi drank e most.. so SLOW!! hahas.. den there was once lion hit his own hand (i tink) plus alot of stupid n funny tings lar.. lk i spit all over off zai's carpet (now they call me spiderlady).. not intentionally lar.. i mean they made me laff when i had drink in my mouth.. cant control wat.. im so sorry off zai~ hee... n lion fell off e chair will pickin up sum card fr e floor alot of super funny tings happened lar.. lk i actualli wanted to grab my card fr yippi n when i put my hand on e table they tot i heart attack... hahs..so stupid.. n they started to stack their hands on mine! it's totally not my fault ok!! anw that was realli fun.. but guess we cant do that animore till aft exams.. i mean we better.. ohh n sorry to those whom where hurt by my nails hahas.. tink all of them kena..

n u noe wat's worse.. i had to do one whole dae of stock takin at champion motors lk rt aft all e drinkin lar.. i was realli abit seh liaos..plus lack of slp n everyting.. but i managed to survive e dae lar.. hmm..tis wkend didnt spend much time wif dar though.. but he met up wif alot of his frens lar.. jc frens army frens.. yah lar.. n my mum tinks that i became more skinny.. which is bad.. hahs.. but it isnt a bad ting lar.. i get royal treatment at home.. hahas... n e new car is not here yrt!! so irritatin.. troublesome w/o a car..

hmm...n ydae had a small disagreement wif dar again.. but didnt realli quarrel lar..decided not to make a huge fuss out of it lar.. duno whether it's realli my prob or his.. but so far fr pple i tok to it's totally not my prob..... it's realli no big deal.. ok i dun wan tis to lead to another quarrel so i shall juz stop HERE!

btw..it's been a long time since i had such a long blog.. ohhh n im realli studyin hard now!! *beams*

hmm..had a realli bad dream juz now.. as in a nitemare lar.. shall not elaborate.. den aft that went out wif dar.. hmm.. wasnt a v happi outin.. sumhow he said sumting that pissed me.. n i juz bad mood all e way.. as he said i always ruin our dates lidat.. but once i bad mood i juz cant suddenly jump out of my bad mood watt!!

duno wat's wrong wif me man.. ydae broke a glass at phuture den juz now spilt half e msg 4 my cup noodle all over my table den while vacuumin i spilt e other half.. n that's not all.. aft eatin away half my bland noodles, i found a packet of someting floatin in e soup.. n it turned out to b another pack of seasoning.. wat's wrong man..

had a great time ydae..one of my craziest so far i can sae.. e gals were WOW..but super tired by e end of e nite..my toes got stepped on lk a million times too!! lotsa smu pple ydae coz their recess wk..glad to meet up wif e dance gals...tink aft tis wk i'll b buried in my books(hopefully).. realli need to study...but shall start nxt wk..so tis wk can still play!!! yea~

ponned acc..shit man.. broke my clean record..haiiss... it's e first 820 acc tut that i pon ok..it's alreadi an achievement.. hahas.. later i shall go stats.. everyting is gettin sososooo difficult n i cant cope!!! shit man... ive a test tml it's 20% but it's onli 10mcq open bk hahs.. muz find e correct person to sit wif me liaoss...

im eatin coco crunch wif milk now..i love coco crunch!! yeah~

went to charmaine's first mth cele on sundae... baby so cute!! hahas.. v pretty summore... all dressed up.. hmm..not alot of pple went lar.. but got to noe more pple in dar's fam.. n every1's fascinated wif e toys we bought 4 char =) there were 2 other babies there too...

den todae went to meet up wif vincent...long time no c.. yeps..but he still nv change lar.. keeps complainin abt army..anw we went to watch e new police story.. i lk!! hahas.. cried quite a few times.. mostly coz v sad.. e pple die.. den there was one part i found quite touchin.. n e part that realli made me cry is e super funny part!!! ahahass..those who watched will understan there's quite a few cute guys in e show.. but sum v small parts onli..

hmm..tis wk a relatively relaxed wk.. but no more time to slack.. although that's wat im still doin.. todae's acc test realli cannot make it man.. SIAO ok.. totally insane n out of e world!!

feelin rather tired now..muz b e travellin.. anw dar havin rashes now.. hope he gets well soon... tml yl performin 4 her hall tingy... wish u luck =) i shall try to save sum money.. gettin real broke these daes..

anw..i had a haircut which i dun realli lk.. haiis.. seldom happens.. i mean ive always liked my hair.. n e worse ting is.. melv oso cut his hair.. n pple tink we went tog.. coz both turned out rather bad..hahas... n e stupid chriz sae wat.. nxt time i wana cut hair juz borrow his bowl fr him IDIOT!!

cool stunt...niceeeee... 

all e guys..but lk onli yippi can b seen... 

that's peiru who did my hair n lives bside me =) 

~valour~ 

our startin pose wif all e babes *whistlewhistle* 

grp foto~ every1 SMILE~ 

all e red pple..so COooL..of coz there's yippi who's always extra 

my hair..i totally LOVE ir!! peiru did it 4 me =) 

thats me!!! 

these days i simply have no time to blog... but at least im enjoyin myself =) OC supper is over.. thanx every1 4 ur support.. was realli quite fun.. n bondin amg e oc com was gd.. plus made money..nv incur loss i damn happy liaoss hee den e enchanteur(happy hy?) oso over liaos... n it was super gd.. i mean it felt gd lar.. love e energy in every1.. shall upload e pics in awhile.. den had e latern fest cele!! we went to yunan garden..realli fun!!! hahas.. totally enjoyed myself playin wif lanterns sparkles candles...hee

hmm..dar seem to b rather low these daes.. n i feel bad that im not payin much attention to him coz i realli drowned in other stuff.. =( nxt wk havin 2 test oso..siann!! n i realli no confidence AT ALL.. realli die man..juz go there to die lorr...

hmm...let me tok abt eve's cele.. i tink it's one of e not so elaborate cele we had.. but quite fun playin polar bear lar.. hhahas.. realli leh.. but quite stupid lar.. but den again it's fun playin stupid games... ohhh.. n eve got tis realli cool camera..hahas.. lk realli funny.. e flash ting will pop out 1.. so cute lor..

evey n sl!