Tuesday, June 27

finished another series called 'prison break'. it's abt tis guy getting himself thrown into jail so that he can save his innocent bro from being executed by breaking out. i tink it's done by the makers of desperate hsewifes. fantastic show man. extremely thrilling. i can feel e adrenaline rush every time. n it juz makes me wan to continue watching. i muz admit it's more of a guy show though. but e storyline n e way e characters are built. so damn ingenius! but e ending was so dissapointing! i noe they r trying to leave it open ended for season 2. but come on. aft leading me on 4 so long they just tk e bait away. ARGH! guess i have no choice but to wait 4 e sequel. they better be quick though.

went 4 wanting's 21st on sat at civil service club. it's a pretty nice place with a great view of e sea. also e atmosphere was great with music fr e bar. anw e bdae gal was too busy to entertain us so me von n sf had a great time catching up. didnt realize we did soooo many stupid tings back den in JC. n i always tot i had a boring JC life. kind of miss these gals man. we had all these stupid nicknames 4 each other. sf was 'leader' (though only von calls her that. hahas. it's juz too stupid i cant get it out of my mouth). n von was 'dadu' coz she's always complaining abt her tummy. com on lar none of us fall under e catogory fat or anywhere near there. n as 4 me. they call me 'xiao tou' hahas coz of my small head. n stupid fel didnt come! lookin forward to e mahjong session next wk.

haii. life so painful without deardear. quick come back from e forest!

Saturday, June 17

my life is getting so routine.
7am-wake up. wash up. go to work.
10am-have breakfast in office.
12pm-lunch!!!
630-dinner.
12pm-ZZZzzzzzz~
BORING! now past 12 i'll get real sleepy. n see. it's early in e morn 9am on a sat n im awake when i have nothin on till lunch. yikessss! my life is controlled by my meal times too. if i dun eat at those timings i get really hungry n upset. that's workin life for me. gotta know e perm staff a lil more at e farewell lunch 4 michelle n sean. lunch in future will b juz me n raymond. boo. n we'll prob haf to shift to their tables which is right at e finance dept which means i cant slack anymore! but i always have nothin to do. help!

some of e more eventful happenings e past 2 wks will include meetin perry. i bet he wont forget that fateful day 4 some time too. hahas. we went into e century sq carpark n he scratched his car. pretty badly. n it was e top of his car that kena. feel quite bad abt it man. haf to admit that we're kinda at fault for not noticin e height limit. but den again. i was place in such a dark place. WHO WOULD HAVE NOTICED?!?!! n e security guard keep gesturing us in. anw. e nite turn out fine lar. i realli salute him man. aft e incident he could still haf dinner n movie. my treat of coz. anw. no more driving 4 him e nxt time we meet up.

Sunday, June 4

just finished watching '1 litres of tears'.. it's a show abt tis gal who contracted tis disease with a damn complicated name. anw in essense, she'll slowly lose her ability to walk, write, talk n even swallow. it's a realli sad show. n it's a real story. she's realli strong. i cried sooo much watchin e show. juz cry non-stop fr e start to e end of each episode till my eyes were dry n red every nite. fr e show realli learnt how impt fam is to us in times of need lk tis. also, we realli need to treasure e many many small tings in life. her diary has been published in japan n it's a bestseller. it's realli encouraging n touching to c how a young gal is able to deal with her illness n cont to live her life to e fullest.

ive been workin for a mth now. which marks my 1 mth separation fr deardear. i mean physically of coz. though ive been stayin over every wkend, i juz feel that we dont spend enuff time tog. realli havin a hard time adapting to life w/o my deardear with me 24hrs a day. feel so lost at times. n i can realli feel e gap btw us, making us drift apart. i dont lk that feeling. i noe dear always say 'absence makes e heart grow fonder' but it juz doesnt work 4 me! i tink im becomin realli possessive. or shd i say im possessed!

anw, we juz painted his rm in tis beautiful shade of chalk beige. im so amazed n impressed by e paint technology now. not onli is e paint odourless ( it realli is!!), it supposedly is able to keep insects away n all. hahas. it's a all in one paint. n e most impressive part is the paint was mixed on e spot. there's tis machine where u can select e colour u desire on e comp den u place a tin of white paint in e machine n it will add in e required colours. aft that u haf to cap e tin n place it in a mixer machine were it will shake e tin till e paint is mixed well n TADA! u get e colour u wan. how magical! hahas. n ingenius! tis way e shop dun haf to stock up on all kinds of colours.

my heart feels so heavy now. :(