juz chatted wif cs on e fone..feels so gd to catch up wif old frens...im soo sorry im always e one hu has to cancel or postpone our gatherin.. =( but tis vesak dae got dance rehersal time oso not confirmed haiiss.. but we'll definitely meet up k!

dar's doin guard duty alone now..poor ting.. =(

i cant seem to find my specs aniwhere in e hse!!! i cant watch tv!!! irritatin..

tml need to wake up lk damn earli 4 work =( booo! but at leeast can play wif kids..hope it'll b fun..

still tinkin whether shd change my shoes..they're too small if i wear socks n juz rt now..so how..but dun tink e shoes lk nice wif socks..but w/o wont it b v smelly? muz make up my mind fast!

kickbox tml..so excitin..

ok..tis is gonaa b a fast 1..got FTT(4 e thrid time) later..yes..i did study e whole oo 2dae..if i fail again i realli duno wat to doooooooo..hmm tml goin e childcare..hope it'll b fun! den aft got kickbox yeah~ hope i dun die there ohh..n dar's cumin out 2!

if u still wan to tk part in e poll cum game...IT'S TOO LATE!! hahas..im goin to announce e ans rt now...it's... *drumrolll*....it's..*more drumroll* F1 yeppss...hmm..so let's c hu get's it rt..quite alot anw..duno how u all guess hmm..got ap yh angie n ben3 eve not counted hahaas...

ok..last dae of work 2dae..nothin interestin lar..not much feelins 2..e pple that i'll miss all not workin todae..oh well..dar juz got a new fone wif new line..starhub..yeaa..means can tok more to me!!!hahas..though heard reception at tekong quite bad..we'll c lar..

anw w montessori job quite sian..tot i'll b workin throughout e hols besides e daes i go overseas but turn out onli workin arnd 6daes..hmm..ok lar..as dar out it..more time 4 me 2 rest..i guess i deserve sum rest too..im onli not happi coz i wont b gettin money! hmm..shall look 4 tuition soon..n my bro's other fren lk still nv cum e grp tuition..im makin a loss now ok...

pretty tired now..waited 4ever at e mrt stn juz now 4 dar..not that he's late coz we nv agree on a time to meet..anw..i noe not his fault but still i wan to complain hahhaas

hmm..dar nv call mi back =( haiis..fantasia won..gd 4 her..but i realli lk diana's version of i believe lk 100timms more..but too bad..anw went down 4 briefin at thiltern hse..tis montesorri lar..guess i'll b workin there in june but my name wasnt on e schedule so haf to pick it up tml..ohh..n so stupid e briefin was at 1 n i tot i was 930 so i went down all e way there lk a fool n they told mi 2 cum back later..waste of my beauty slp!!!! n i had to work at 130..luckily i haf realli nice parents hahas...realli love them..always ferryin mi arnd..haiis..makes me feel so bad..ok im hearin alot of 'kingkiang' in e hse..coz my bro took up sum ninjado tingy..n he's lk practicin wif tis metal tingy in his rm..hahas..wow..n my bro said he'll b singin solo in his guitar concert..realliisurprised..hahas..didnt noe he was tis gd..i mean he's lk new..yah..felt a little proud of him..juz a little hahass..

hmm..endin my current job in 2 daes..2daes..wows..guess i'll b writing thank-u cards tml..tink i'll b makin them..anw dance nite is cumin up!! i got e music 4 e second item done! genius me! anw realized we dun haf much time to prac plus syd's in aust..oh well..hope 4 e best!

since im leavin so took sum pics of my workplace..


tis is how e shop looks lk


one of e 2 fridges..tis looks lk one found in a cake shop..


fountains on display


tis is my fav fountain..but i didnt buy it lar..put where?


tis is my fav angel..it's a sitting angel wif a butterfly!!!


tis is my fav dog..dun u tink it's lk tokin to u? dog:"im lost..do u noe e way out?" so cute!!

nearly fell to my death juz now rt in my hse..hahas...u tink it's funny too? but that's wat i realli nearly did! hmm..so it isnt all fun livin in a 3 storey hse..realli interestin in e beginning coz it's fresh den aft awhile..ohh..e stairs again..ohh mann..hahas..yepps

hmm..onli 3 more daes n i'll b a free bird...meaning i'll b endin my job lar..tis sat last dae..hmm..duno whether i'll miss workin there..not at e moment..but i realli tink i lk my job..juz that it's timne 4 a break.. hmm..learnt n tried out new stuff todae..hmm..every1 there saes i learn fast..hahas..even shirley saes i haf a flair =) yess..but b4 i float into e cloud..sum1 pls pull mi backk..thank u..anw i've designed a game 4 pple hu haf been readin my blog..it's adapted fr guess3..hahas...'zhen de jia bu liao' so later u'll b seeing 3 fotos of 3 different bouquets..2 r done by me..pls point out e 'fake' 1..e other is done by another florist which i realli respect in e shop..ok..e prize..i'll tink abt it hahasss..


i shall call tis F1


tis is F2


last but not least..F3

ok..pple..pls start makin ur choices by taggin on my tagboard..results will b released...rt aft e break(copy seacrest) hahas..no lar..err..soon>?

i m super irritated rt now..not 2 mention hungry n tired n e stupid ting keeps goin against me!! arrr! i juz cant seem to record e song..n they need it tml!! howww!!!! i dun care im goin to slp now n try tml..juz duno wat e helll is wrong!!!!

opps..4got to tok abt yl's audition..well..e place didnt turn out to b wat i imagined..hmm..but still ok lar.. yl was e 4th n there were abt 15 pple? cant rem lar..but sum sang realli well..sum juzz ok..yepps..there was tis gal hu could sing exactly lk yanzi..ok..similar lar..ohhh..n e judges gaf their comments at e end of everyting..n it was realli lk american idol juz that their comments took longer hahaas..one of themm said yl..gd voice, gd speech(they had to intro themselves n e song) but bad vocal skills..hmm..well she isnt pro-trained lk sum other pple hu went 4 e audition so i guess his comments were rt lar..hmm there'll still b a second round of audition n duno whether yl will get in not..hmm..hopefully..results out on wed? ohh..n muz realli thank yl 4 goin 4 e audition..hahas..if not we wouldnt haf e gathering last nite..it's been a long time since we all got tog..ohh n thanx ap n yh 4 e treat coz tis 2 smartie pants got e MOE scholarship n were v generous so treated us ydaee! hmm..u'll muz study hard n do well k! e education of our kids depends on u 2!

hahas..abt AMI...finals tis wk!! so exciting..dar's rootin 4 diana..hmm..as 4 mi..i tink fantasia sings better but i agree that it's gonna b diana hu'll walk away wif e title of AMERICAN IDOL! yeppss..even simon cowell tinks so(st life todae)..well..we'll noe in juz a couple of daes...

tings to look 4ward to tis wk...hmm..nothin..ohh..i lead a boring life =(

ohh..dar didnt get into law..hmm..hope he's not too disappointed..i mean he can still try again nxt yr..though im not sure how proj work will affect him..arrr..y do we haf to go thru ups n downs in life..it's juz so irritating!!

ohh im bored..real bored..duno whether shd reallii work at e montessori kunali is workin..hmm..ahahas..that's provided they want me coz i'll b away lk arnd 2nd wk of june hmm..but e pay is gd..weelll...but still need to go down to hand in e application n stuff boringg!! cant wait 4 sch 2 start! i mean..there's realli nothin else to look 4ward to..booooO opps..besides japan n thailand n shopping! feel that i wasted 1 whole dae doin nothing..realli hate tis kind of feelin..haiis..n im sian over my drivin all over again.. takin e test nxt mon..plus so long nv drive sure rust lk siaoooO!

anw ive juz decided not to go down lar..go b4 work tml..realli no mood bleahhhhh..realli hope dar can down pes soon!! i cant waitt! but accordin to him he has a high chance of recourse =( arrgh! y cant life juz b smooth..everyone gets wat they wan n b happi boO!

hmm..v excitin wkend..

sat: syd's bdae~ yoohoo..went sentosa! hmm not alot of pple but still had fun! hope e bdae gal enjoyed herself! not v crowded 4 a sat but e restrms where burstin wif pple in e end we had to bath usin e outdoor showers yeps.. hahas..n tat had tis amazing 4-in-one ting..it can b used to wash 1.ur hair 2.ur body 3.ur clothes 4.e dishes hahas! yeps but it totally smells dishwasher..anw aft that went suntec marche n dar joined us den it was too late no more bus 4 dar to go home so he stayed over but i realli slpt lk a pig hahas..didnt spend much time wif him

sun: tuition wif bro n fren den belly dance at jitterbugs..e instructor belinda couldnt make it so there was tis other instrucotr hu took over..i personally prefer belinda a 100times more coz she's basically nicer n prettier hahas..i mean she looks much better doin e same moves wat..anw belly1 ends 2dae..nxt wk on will b belly2 hmm..actualli i felt that belly1 didnt realli end properly as in lk no proper wrap up..anw yepps..yl goin 4 audition tml! nopes not spore idol..ming ge can ting..yepss..n were all goin down to show our support!! go gal! tis gal is one superwoman..gd in EVERYTING..n i mean EVERYTING! hahaas

shd i join kickboxin at amore..i mean..if it's free i wont b considerin..budden it's not tht ex rt..4 lessons 4 $25 but there's membership fee $30plus hmm..but it's lifelong hhaas..but feelin broke rt now..siansss..if onli money can drop fr e sky hhaaas..daydreamin again..anw e stupid hello is so irritatin i keep havin errors loggin on blogger =( hate it! stupid sl hu made mi dl it =P hahhaaas hmm..i feel lk stayin online e whole nite..since im not workin 2ml..anw im countin down to end of work hahass~ 5 more daes b4 i can sae bye to nasty nancy hahaasss! cant waitt/!!opppss..n i can smell japan alreadi! yeah~

i cant seem to fall aslp..how cum!??!

wif sl in e toilet

usin my fone so quite blurr

actualli wanted to go swimming/tanning coz im off todae! plus onli meetin ling later in e dae..budden when i turn on e tv..i changed my mind..not tat im lazy k! it's coz of 'in e pink of health' on cna..they r tokin abt how much sun is enuff blahblah n stuff..sounds v scary noe..e sun is lk poison! hahaas realli..for those out there who loves e sun (lk me) realli shd watch tis episode..i tink they keep repeatin 1 lar..hmm..tink i'll definitely aply sumting when im out in e sun..accordin to e show spf 15 is ideal lar..n u haf to lk touch up every 4hrs? lk crazy..even when u're indoors u shd apply sunscreen hahaas..n they keep stressin that sun exposure leads to skin cancer lk SO SCARY! hmm..n e expert's advice is to avoid e sun as much as poss..anw it juz started to rain so i cant swim too..hm..siann tot can do sum much needed sxercise todae..2 bad i guess.. ohh suddenly tot of dar..isnt he in a v dangerous position wif his constant exposure to sun!!! ohh no!!

ohh n went to deliver e flowers..no one is at home..xcept e dog n mi n it's rainin outside..wat shd i doo?!?!

oh yah..n if u were wondering tis bouquet is not done by me..nope..i cant do such a big 1 lar.. i use both hands oso cant grab ar hahaas..ohh..n im glad jas is out lar..though i lk her e most coz she's e prettiest wat..yepp..

tis cost a wooppie $130! im goin to b e delievery gal tml =)

changed my skin! hmm my tagboard seems to b able to go wif all e skins i use hahas..gdgd..save mi e trouble yeppss

ohhh..i suddenly realize in e foto i took wif dar at e jurong pool there's tis person posin bhind! hahas wat a joke!

juz came back fr tj hmm..realli itchin to dancin since sat haiis..e onli gd ting is dun haf so much pracs..yah lar which i tink is realli gd 4 mi..i need more time 4 myself! i need sum time to breathe catch up wif pple n juz even b alone yepss..haiis..n nancy has been EXTRA SUPER ULTRA irritating..i tink every1's against her now.. can u believe wat she said..part-timer dun interfere wif wat a full-timer do..in chi lar but lk wat e hell..though she didnt sae that 2 mi lar she said that 2 another part timer but still indirectly tellin mi larrr anw i realli pity her sum times lk every1 against her..but den again..she onli has herself to blame...too bad =P

ohh..btw i tink it's high time i start to exercise..ohh n i tink fantasia is realli gd man..though i realli dun lk her but she's realli gddddddddd~ ohh n paula said she doesnt need tis comp! hahhas.s..i cant wait 4 spore idoll~ hope there'll b sum1 i noe too bad fel doesnt wanna b a star if not she'll win it 4 sure!!! for sure!

at jurong swimming!

at deli at citylink

them at citylink

did hip hop at jitterbugs todae..so fun...ooohhoohh..i wana go again nxt wk..hmm e instructor said kunali was gd ohh n e hiphop2 look so super cool~ oohhh...hm n belly endin soon..nxt wk? but shd b continuein lar..i lk e instructor too plus we get a discount if we cont now

hmm dar came over 4 dinner juz now..my dad cooked so much hahaas...e funniest ting is he sort of forced dar to tk vege by puttin it in his bowl hahass..so funnyy anw aft dinner we juz stayed at home (save money) yeps..n we played so mani games..ahhas..thou all e stupid silly idiotic games we even play chi chess! n dar's realli gd in it hahahsas anw so fun =) im happi =)

woke up so earli 2dae..it's almost lk those daes when i still go sch hahas..anw to deliver chicken essence to dar..but that didnt quite work leh coz accordin to him he flopped e int n it was lk by far his worse haiiss...but e gd news is he still has 2 more yrs to try out 4 law..yepps n coz 2dae got dance so couldnt go down wif him..though i sort of promised to..hm..n my fone though not exactly mine coz i usin my ah ma's coz mine repairin anw e fone died on mi again...haiiss..juz when i needed it most...n 2dae is one dae which i appreciate public fone hahahss..it's been so long since i touched a public fone oh well..n dance was painful 2dae...rem those daes when we prac 4 our syf got bruised here n there..n it's e same story all over again..

here i m again..ohh..but at least im feelin better abt life now..frens realli do e trick..at least there r tings to look 4ward to u noe..clubbin at embassy boring~ as in there was NO crowd..yeps..nv enjoyed embassy at all all my times there..anw juz hope bdae gal was happi..though e surprise was sort of ruined by me long story so shall not say hahass..4 more info pls contact pple that were there..anw took a few picss..here:


uss~ yepps n e pretty gal wif e pretty flower in e middle is e bdae gal!

taken in e middle of e rd..it's her bdae..she's e biggest! she owns everyting includin e rd! hahass

check out e bdae gal's sexy top n arent e flowers pretty =)

tis's on mum's dae..e flowers i arr! =) tis pic not complete w/o my bro

e layout of blogger changed? not quite use to it..anw..life realli sux haiis...all e bad tings haf to happen all at e same time..haii..now even my own tag board is against me =( ok lar i tink it's high time i stop all my whining n complainin..i shd juz accept my fate hahaass..i haf a hard life! or rather no life at least at tis pt in time..ok lar..juz a preview into my life..i got sacked fr my tuition gal my fone spoil i even fall when i walk..lk twice! on consecutive days..god noe wat's goin to happen to mi 2dae..bird droppin on my head? dog peein at my feet?

anw enuff abt my miserable life..mayb i shd do sumting to change my luck..fengshui? hahass..been reali down since last wk..anw jun's bdae is lk 2ml n there's lk no concrete plan how to cele..haiis..every1's realli bz wif their own lifes..oh..at least we're goin clubbin juz that duno where wat time n wif a v small strength..juz hope she'll b happi lar..

dar suspects he's sufferin fr sum illness that's stoppin him fr improvin on his running..ydae he went changi general n e doc says he's sufferin fr 'exercise induced asthma' so she gaf him a puffer n he's still goin 4 another round of checkup hmm..realli hope it's nothin serious..hahas..n dar's so into e sun wu kong show now..he's so cute..ydae i taught him how to sing e 'da ben xiang hui tiao wu' song..he say he'll always bk e tv at 6plus to make sure pple dun watch other ch ahha..

ohh n i found e ntu tok a cheater..i mean lk make mi rush down all e way to sum remote far away alienish place den tok sum crap n show sum videoo which i mean realli wasnt worth e trip...tot they were goin 2 b tokin abt sum double degree stuff..i mean though i dun tink i'll do it but i wannted to noe more..plus it was mum's dae! realli waste of time =( anw i got my mum tis pretty bouquet of flowers which i made myself! i mean arr myself lar..hahhass..e first bouquet meant 4 her was bought by sum1 else coz i left it in e fridge in front den e second 1 i hide in e behing fridge hahas..n made 1 4 dar's mum 2..n she said im v gd =) heee...but dun realli feel that we cele much..haiiss..sorry mum i wasnt realli in cele mode lar..

im feelin lousy all over again..i mean hu fails FTT 2 times!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!loser!~

ohh..guess watt..i juz bought myself an insurance policy..it's called endowment plan or sumting..so fr now on..every mth i haf to fork out 80bucks to pay 4 tis policy..well..it's sort of a saving plan wif insurance coverage..sounds gd? it realli is lar..i get to take money out every 2 or 3 yrs..n at e end of 25yrs can tk a big sum of money..at least tis can help mi save abit..instead of puttin money in my acc which i would b v tempted to spend heee..ohh..n need to advertise 4 my mum..ani1 out there interested? can approach mi!! hahas..or rather my mum lar..as in seriously lar..it's a gd way to save..n u get insurance coverage at e same time..it's a gd way to plan 4 ur future..at least i feel that i haf taken a first step..i feel gd abt myself! yay~!

n thanx every1..realli feeel better now..at least wkends r nearing..though tis wkend realli lk got no free time =( aiyah..watever..n i did my hostel tingy..ohh n hong n sl went to apply 4 waitressing at wildfire if they realli work there we'll b workin so close to each other! but b quick k...tis is my last mth workin there! ohh..n saw baichi ydae..but she walked away so fast..ahhas..that stupid gal..i'll nv 4get her 4 givin mi tis scar! hahas..but i sort of asked 4 it 2..ohh..raining so heavily now..i hate rainy daes!

4got 2 mention tat driving SUX ydae..e stupid instructor keep sayin im lousy...i mean wth..so pissedddddd!! n i realise i drive badly when im pissed! ohh n i went back to buy e mango skirt to cheer myself up hahhass..but still i dun feel happi!! arrrrr!! n i duno whether shd go e NTU tea party not leh..i got dance till 3 n it starts at 330 at NTU lk e other side of e island plus e last shuttle bus leaves watever mrt clementi? boon lay? at lk 315..lk hell i can make it...plus it's mum's dae! arr..my wkends r so packed wif work tj dance prac my belly dance my tuition..where got time 4 frens n fam!! so irritated!!!!!so shd i go e tea ting? e person juz called n i said not confirm..hee..learn fr xiao baii

haiii...life sux!! i feel that im spendin all my time workin...lk 4 wat..not lk they r payin mi millions...arrrr!! gettin bored wif my job!! my life is juz too packed..wif everyting but frens family fun n dar..y is it lidat!!! shuwen msg mi e other dae..realli miss that gal SOSOSOO much..tink we sought of lost cootact coz im basically a v lazy person..ok..yah anw we were arrangin to meet up wif cs of coz n we juz couldnt find a day..our schedules so clash..or shd i sae mine so clash wif theirs!! arrrr!! so we finally settled on a date which is lk 3 wks away...ridiculous! anw cs goin US to study...=( goin to miss her lots! they r both my realli realli realliraelliiiii (yah..u get e pt) gd frens! we lk took 1million neoprints tog hahhass! those were e daes man! we even had a mac dae...as in we agreed to meet every yr at e kallang mac on tis particular dae which i alreadi 4got hahas..but at least i rem it's in april..i noe it may sound stupid but hahas..yah..n it came abt coz we wrote an essay(grp essay) on i cant rem their names arr!! so long ago!! sumting to do wif mac chicken watever lar..

anw e pt is..my life sux!