end of internship! no more waking up at 7am early in e morn. no more disgusting canteen food. but oso no more abundant net surfing hours n tok cok fellow intern. on e last day i suddenly was given so much work to do. had to struggle to complete it though they insist it's ok but juz lk to leave tings hanging. anw had a half day coz it was their DnD n everyone left hahas. though none in my dept going 4 e DnD. it was a pleasant experience though it could have been more brain teasing. but during my free time surfin e net i oso learnt quite abit. im grateful for everyting :)

seniors camp was really messy. for me lar. plus ah cui wasnt arnd for the initiation games try-outs. pretty stressed when it's our games. tings nv seem to go smoothly. lots of last min changes n situations. tings onli looked better on e last day. can tell that e programmers really put in 101% effort in planning e games. so hopeful there will b lots of 'on' freshies to make e actual camp a SUCCESS! got lotsa tings to do for our own games. jiayou!

msia trip was realli wonderful. all coz of my deardear. realli glad that i could spend some time with my parents. aft stayin in hall ive been neglecting them. feel bad sumtimes. muz remind myself to make it up to them whenever possible :) anw went KL genting n malacca. tink i liked malacca e most. a simple town. realli love e hotel we stayed in. no complains abt e trips. with such lovely company, wat more can i ask for. i didnt even buy a single ting on e trip. unbelievable. tink aft thailand, everyting isnt worth buying hahas.

in e car. start of e trip.

at e night market in KL.

on e way to genting we detoured to tis beautiful resort.

tis is e resort. realli pretty n isolated.

tis is another part of e resort. n that's my parents.

me and my deardear!

so cute my dear!

at e hotel in malacca.

i love my parents! thanx 4 e trip :)

- my dear & i -

Thanx dear! you totally made my day! love u to bits!!

i have tis innate disability to stay angry for long. somehow anger just evades me. unwillingly! sometimes i really wan to stay angry at someone but i just cant. it realli fustrates me you noe. whenever i feel the need to vent my anger back on whoever, there will b tis small voice in my head saying 'perhaps he/she had a bad day' ' there's no pt arguing' 'im sure he/she has a valid reason for tis behavior' and most of the time 'it doesnt matter, if he/she feels better tis way, let it be'. people arnd me may misunderstand and tink im v good tempered and all. but the truth is. i get angry. it's juz that it doesnt last long. i guess only my family has seen the worst of my temper.

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seriously gotta catch back some winks i lost over all the soccer matches, mahjong sessions, dance pracs, OC games try outs and bday present making over the past wk. my pimple is taking extra long to recover. muz b e lack of slp. yikes.

looking forward to end of internship which translates to OC seniors camp (worried abt my games) n msia trip wif parents n dear (yay! sponsored trip!). tis internship does not give me a true n accurate peek into corporate life. at least i hope not. this is an ideal place for working mums who haf to cook meals for their husbands n kids n do hsework aft office hrs. coz basically it is damn slack here. there's no one in charge of tis place n it is realli havoc as in pple come in late go off earli surf net chit chat lk no body's business. i wan my working life to be fulfilling, fun and challenging. i wan my brain cells to be squeezed and most imptly i wan to dress up to go to work, meet clients n learn new tings!

find my blog v plain n boring with all text n no pics. been too lazy to upload u see. anw tis is a pic fr elaine's wedding. my dear so handsome that nite! rt? pls ignore my hair all messed up at e end of e nite. cant believe she's been married 4 2mths now.

went 4 3 parties last nite.

ah ma's bday - it was juz a small gathering at my uncle's hse. e usual few relatives lar. it was pretty last min coz my cousin (e eldest male grandson) has to leave 4 US lk nxt wk so my grandma wants to cele while he's still here. thanx dear for gettin e prez last min. anw if not for tis i would b in msia wif my parents n dear. e trip is now postponed till aft my PA.

yujia's bday - it was held at tropica. realli nice pool they have. all n all v happy to see everyone fr my jc claz. esp those that i haven seen in a longlong time. lk fel. n so qiao her bf is dear's ocs fren. hahas. n e 2 of them r lk kids when they're tog. whole day duno laffing at wat. n rx xiaobai n all. hope u had a blast gal!

fen's bday - had some trouble finding e place. didnt wan to drive at first but sf said she'll b joining us den i tot cant sqeeuze in a cab. i hate driving when im a rush. esp when there's a RED at every traffic light. i HATE it! lk FFFFF! boo! n although i may appear pissed at u. i m not. ok? sorry if i raised my voice. anw bday gal v pretty ydae. n most pple came in e theme - stripes n dots. loved e purple n white balloons. hope u lk ur present gal :)

find that our r/s is kind of in e low. tis PA, his ICT n all realli built some walls btw us. hopefully once tis PA is over tings will pick up lar. mayb it's juz me. i duno. bored wif my life. PA is no fun. i rather do more work. lk real work n not juz sit arnd surf net. watch clips on youtube. read jokes on some weird sites. haiis.

orientation coming up but our games n all still not settled. hope tis coming wkend's try out will b successful. feel that me n ah cui r e only pple doing our games. as long as e freshies have fun n appreciate our planning it'll b worth it. dance-wise quite screwed too. hc wont b dancing. so left 3 gals n 4 guys. but everyting not settled yet. music. cheoro. costumes. plus we haf no time 4 pracs with me doin PA n so many of them not staying hall.

lookin forward to mahjong tml! win some moneyy!! realli broke fr all e bdays hahas. gotta make back some. work tml. BOO!