new post! but i short 1 lar.. these days nv realli on my comp.. spendin all my time on dance.. practising.. searchin 4 costume.. meetin spons blahblah.. sp rehearsals.. tennis (juz over)..

anw.. had a realli nice xmas.. spent it in hall again.. but tis time there were six of us.. 3 couples.. hahas.. each couple had a main dish of breaded pork chop n dory fish.. ben was in charge of e dory.. my dear e pork chop n robin's in charge of e deco.. everyting turned out realli nice.. hahas.. much better than expected 4 such a last min planning.. pics up soon.. i hope.. hahas.. i got him an electric toothbrush which he btw loves so much that he's brushing his teeth so much.. n also a pair of walkie talkies! hahas.. 4 fun lar.. n a tennis racket..

he got me a racket too :) 1 day b4 my tennis match hee.. so sweet! n his sis got us tops fr AX.. nice! i oso got e small nike bottle fr qihui during e xmas squad gathering.. n a xmas ball fr weilong.. thanx! realli love all my gifts!

dance cancelled todae due to some miscommunications.. bleah.. did nothin e entire day! eat sucky food.. feelin real bored.. wana play mahjong but not enuff pple.. bleah.. dear not arnd all e time! bleah..

spent a v peaceful 1 yr anniversary.. didnt celebrate or anyting.. might b goin 4 a nice dinner over e wkend.. but depends on our schedule.. guess dec already a v happening mth so dun realli feel e hype to cele..

boo.. i hope it snows in spore!

woke up so damn early coz there's tennis at 9.. n at 855 i receive an sms that training is cancelled due to bad weather! thanx lor.. bleah.. hahas.. feel so awake now that ive already freshen up wore contacts n even drank milo! but shall still get back to slp.. soon :) kinda like tennis leh.. but duno whether shd get my own racket not.. mayb.. but im not zai at all lar.. most of e time pick balls onli..

went to support celine in e queens of queens ydae at DXO.. e place still look pretty much e same as b4.. but anw.. celine won! hahas.. realli v proud n happy 4 her.. but she's realli gd.. as kunali says.. she's made 4 tis.. hahas.. must admit at that e SMU gals were all pretty.. n saw denise keller while queueing.. she's lk DAMN pretty.. totally stood out fr e crowd lk immediately! her hair was so stylish super cool.. tink onli she can carry it off..

n on with e bad news.. haiis.. accordin to reliable sources.. e rates of our new hall will b $180 double $240 single rm 4 e next sem.. n startin e new academic yr.. single rm will cost freakin $350!! lk come on.. we're onli payin $135 n $160 currently.. how can they juz raise e rates lk that?!?!?!?! yah it's a new hall wif aircon n everyting.. but so wat? we're still payin extra 4 e aircon! e raise is CRAZYYYYYY~! they r realli out of their minds.. lk they tink all e students r so damn freakin rich.. so now they're tryin to model nus havin a 'rich pple hall'.. Y CHOOSE HALL 3?!?!?!?!!! do they haf any idea of e impact they have by implenting tis stupid ting?!?! now every1's stopped e activities.. we even halted plans 4 orientation.. simply cause THERE MAY NOT EVEN B 1 IN E FIRST PLACE! all of us wont b there to conduct orientation 4 e freshemen.. idiots.. they tink one stupid buffet lunch can stuff our mouths.. TINK AGAIN!

juz had a nap n a bad dream.. it felt so real.. was feeling realli sad n depressed.. so much that i nearly woke up crying :(

haven been puttin up pics in my blog coz im juz too lazy! actualli there's still pics of cutie max that i wana upload.. mayb nxt time..

met up wif kunz ydae.. gal.. dun worry too much abt wat others will tink of u k.. it's more impt to feel happy so juz do watever u tink will make u :) dun let other's opinion affect u.. u shd nv doubt urself yah? cya on thurs hee.. goin to support celine in e queen of queen pageant at DXO.. go celine!

supposed to go 4 MJ dance camp todae.. but wasnt feelin too well.. shall go tml!

me n dear! :) 

c how pretty they r! 

my fam... i love e PURPLE lanterns in e baxkground.. but they didnt turn out well in tis pic 

my parents :)  

dinner at 'shen chu san jue' wif my fam.. e place was realli great.. n so was e food! here's some of e weird tings i foundll 

my present fr deardear! it's so pretty! 

cele in hall.. e blueberry cheese cake had blueberry cereal topping! 

me n my cake.. 

every1 except huijun who had to leave early 

e games we played.. there were more but these were e best four (e no. is not e ranking) 

e early birds 

my bdae cele wif e nursings at settlers :) 

hee.. my bdae is over.. but e cele continues.. thanx to everyone who made my 20th such a memorable 1 :) n to all those who sms or called me.. i realli appreciate it!

dear made me a cheesecake again tis yr.. but i helped a lil too hee.. it turned out too soft n we could onli use spoons to eat it.. hahas.. n i love my present! hahas.. dear made it himself.. shall post pics lar.. too diff to explain.. but he basically improvised a lamp.. love u dear!

went to settler's at holland v todae.. had so much fun! hahas.. i'll definitely b back! n thanx 4 e failed bdae 'surprise' ahahs.. realli glad that so many of u turned up

had dinner wif his family at sum restuarant in OCBC building.. supposedly famous but nv heard of it.. anw.. the chi food there's realli nice.. everyting fr starters to e desserrt.. so yummy!

hahas.. been eatin so much.. weddin dinner on thurs.. dinner wif his fam on fri.. plus todfae.. n tml dinner wif my fam at sum place that my dad highly recommends.. plus 3 cakes so far! arrrr! hahas.. i need to work out!

been bloggin so much the past 2 days coz dear is busy wif my bdae prep.. hahas.. wonder wat he's doin tis yr.. though he asked me not to expect too much.. hee.. in e first place.. i dun even expect anyting fr him.. all i need is a v simple day spent wif him :)

e funka ting more or less settled.. haiis.. hopefully there wont b any more probs.. focus our energy on training!

settled e IR route.. which is now changed to IF- initiation fun.. hahas.. still need to source 4 places 4 SP nite.. any1 has any romantic bars/restuarants to recommend? n any1 has contacts wif e cable car?

dun feel lk clubbin nowadaes.. sorry shuwen! but i realli couldnt make it anw.. hahas.. dont u need to work tis hols?

to nursings:
sorry i cant blog on e nursings blog.. anw.. tis fri im supposed to org rt.. but i'll b away in JB lehs.. n since some of them haven finished exams rt.. tink juz postpone to nxt fri? been damn long since we met up.. miss all of u :)

i cried.. so many times.. so much that im becoming such a crybaby! when im juz days to my big 2-0.. i hate e feeling that i wan sumting so much.. but it's totally beyond my control whether i get it or not.. my fate lies in e hands of others..

accordin to aaron.. e ch8 dance show oso had probs wif e team members.. but eventually tings work out n they enter sum prestigious comp n i guess they win lar.. happy ending.. wat abt us? haiis.. dare not tink.. n there's lk a performance on 16dec.. duno hu n wat we're dancing yet.. another prob! haiis :( depressed..

even with all e happy occassions comin up.. i juz cant seem to lift my spirits.. but im realli v grateful to deardear.. if not 4 him.. tink i would haf juz collapsed.. thanx 4 always being there 4 me dear! i love u!

been feelin damn low these days.. all coz of funka.. now that we got e instructor.. e funds.. e most impt ting is lacking.. people!! haiis.. mel.. den hock.. n now hweechin!! first mel say he cant join coz his gf dun allow him to.. lk DUH! i mean.. not lk he's doin anyting bad or wat.. n if her main concern is that dance will affect his studies.. come on.. it's e HOLS! pple dun study during hols!!! i c no issue AT ALL!!!!!!! i find that e prob to e whole situation is that mel is not strong on his stand at all.. he SAYS.. says onli that he reallirealli wans to join.. but i dun c e fire n hunger in him.. i mean.. if his gf realli loves him.. she shd understan rt? cant he b firm? my god... n he's e coordinator.. he's supposed to help me!! not add to my probS!

den hock.. removed cast on fri.. but might b scheduled 4 an operation.. OPERATION ok! means bye to dance n funka!! wat kind of hosp izzit.. onli inform pple they need to undergo operation lk 1 wk beforehand.. stupid! at least hock realli wans to join.. it's juz whether he can or not..

now e one person that i nv imagine would give me prob is hc.. she juz told me she wans out aft e first prac wif peter.. tink she's intimidated by him.. plus his talk abt all e pracs n stuff kind of scared her.. she wasnt prep to put in that amt of effort into dance.. but how.. we NEED her.. every1 of e 6 now in e team is NEEDED! we cant do without any1.. if not e team will juz fall apart..

realli feel that we might haf a chance tis yr.. esp since nus is not joining accordin to peter.. n there's semis tis yr.. so at least muz get there.. if onli we can get e team tog.. we can realli train hard n b strong! im so super vexed over tis that nothin seems to cheer me up.. even mahjong ydae i was lk losin all e way till lk beifeng den won back.. i mean i usually juz win all e way.. tink my mood affected me badly :( had tennis training ydae too... which was disastrous lar.. 4 me.. totally suck at it BOO!

arrrrrrrrr! i realli cant tk it.. breaking down.. v soon...

did nothin todae.. absolutely nothin worth bloggin abt.. woke up at 230 den aft lunch slept till 530.. hahas.. den parents fetched me to dinner n now im home.. nothin but eatin n slping todae.. but im sad now.. coz dear's not by my side :(

ydae was great.. went to hall to surprise dear aft his paper.. hee.. i love to appear when he least expects me :) anw.. den we went sim lim to look 4 a new keyboard 4 him.. but couldnt settle on any.. den went phin's near bugis... had e glutton grill.. being such gluttons we r.. anw.. e portion looked realli small at first.. but in e end we struggled to finish.. hahas.. was a happy meal.. den went clarke quay to meet to rest to chill.. wanted to go forbidden city but no space.. went china one.. no space too.. but e deco inside is realli cool.. n found out that e one of e bands playin there is fr hall3.. cool.. we ended up at brewerkz.. their beer is realli nice n special.. i mean.. obv since they are home brewed.. but it's realli unlike e usual beer which i dun lk.. hahas.. they have some fruity flavours too.. but tink e nicest is golden ale.. anw.. one of e waitress made e nite much more interestin.. hahas.. n she treated us to one pint of beer.. n she even asked us to go there to work.. hahas.. mayb other hols lar.. but e pay seems pretty gd.. or shd i say e tips r realli gd.. ahahas.. she said tips r more than their basic pay wow..

hmm.. no plans tml.. if it's a wkday i might go bladin.. but it's sundae.. ecp sure damn crowded.. hmm.. pack my rm? i wish i could.. i juz cant get myself to start.. anw.. they say movin hall most prob will b postpone 4 lk 2 wks.. haiis.. wanted to get over wif it soon den can conc on funka.. but watever lar.. not lk we can haf any say in tis..

exams r O-V-E-R!

not that im realli over e moon.. coz there's always lotsa stuff to do though it's e hols :( but shall juz enjoy myself while i can..

ydae was one of e most tiring day in my life.. couldnt rem e last time i used up so much of my energy.. first.. i woke up at 6am.. e first time in a longlong time.. to get ready to go botanic gardens.. luckily i got e car coz parents still in penang.. anw drove to pick up cuicui b4 goin over.. nearly got lost but luckily we managed to find our way in e end.. didnt expect bringing 20 p3 kids on a trail would b this tiring.. i realli almost dieded! i was screaming e whole 2hrs!! it's hard earned money man i tell u.. e claz i got was realli naughty.. n it's so difficult to even juz do a headcount.. n i tot children were cute..

lunch was great.. thai express.. drank so much water there.. duno it's e screaming or e green curry.. hahas.. but e trail realli left me feeling damn dehydrated! den on to hong's hse to play mahjong.. YAY.. been so long since i touched those tiles man.. n hengheng won nearly 20bucks :) haiis.. but suaysuay tiao 'sumon' at her hse coz i onli put 1 parkin coupon.. hahs.. so eventually wat i won wasnt enuff to cover e cost BOO! den on to 85 4 dinner.. hahas.. e usual ba chou mee.. yum.. but was realli drained.. coz started e day so earli

todae was more of a slackin day.. didnt do much except got a haircut near clarke quay.. my mum signed tis package ting n she wans to use it up.. i realli liked my new haircut.. until she decided to chop off some more fringe.. now i haf sum short ones.. which i dun quite like.. but overall.. alrt lar.. tink i look fresher! b4 that my hair was in lk total mess!

haven seen dear 4 lk 3 days :( i miss him..

been gettin so much headaches recently.. slping too long.. eatin at irregular timings.. watchin too much video clips.. somehow or other my head will ache.. makes studyin lk 10times harder than it already is :( in e end i'll juz go to slp.. hahas..

2 more days to e end of exams!
yahoooo~!!! cant wait :) i haf 10 days till most pple finish exams includin deardear..
aft that all e work n shit will come.. so 10 days is all i have to enjoy myself!
plus tink of tings that i wana do b4 my big 2 0 arrives :) tings that TEENagers do..
gotta start planning already..

im realli glad u rem :) somehow my tiny brain juz cant function as well as urs.. it's not that it means nothin to me.. it realli does! study hard k my dear!

actualli below is juz a load of crap.. it's realli nothin significant or impt or interesting.. so dun bother to read.. but i dun wan to delete it coz i spent lk 15 min typing it so... yea.. bte.. i wrote tis para aft i wrote e following :)

everyting has been goin WRONGWRONGWRONG todae.. hahas.. ever since mel walked wif us to e bus stop.. he's realli suay.. n he made us suay! hahas.. first ting.. while walkin past hall7 to e bustop we saw 1 bus zoom past.. but since it's e peak hr we tot e nxt bus would come along pretty fast.. in e end we waited 4 lk 15 4 a stupid 179.. den my farecard had no money! n i put in $1 which e bus driver insisted i put in 10cents more.. so geigao.. not lk e money go to him.. anw.. den we boarded e mrt.. gd ting we managed to catch it n got seats.. den took to outram to change to NEL.. we went up e wrong escalator which we eventually had to climb down by stairs n walk even further n we juz missed our NEL train by lk 1milllisecond! we were already so late! den we had to wait 4 e nxt train n when we finally reached clarke quay we had to lk run n walk realli fast.. in heels! n juz as we were abt to cross e road.. e light turned red.. juz went we decided to dash across ok.. den we waited.. again.. n we finally reached our destination 4 our job briefing.. n gues wat.. yeah.. we waited AGAIN! 4 lk 1 damn hr.. doin nothin.. they juz threw us a form to fill n didnt tell us lk anyting.. den finally went 4 e briefin 4 lk 45min which was totally irrelavent coz we were doin another venue den we had to stay another extra lk 15min 4 our briefing.. that wasnt e end of all e bad tings that happpend.. we randomly went to tis fish place 4 dinner.. tink it's called e fisherman's wharf if im not wrong.. anw.. we chose tis super terrible seat.. hahas.. it was direvtly facing e toilet.. n cuicui had e toilet bowl staring at her when she was eating! hahhas.. gd ting i was back facing it.. den we took a train back.. n yes.. it was super packed n we had to stand e whole journey :( when we reached boonlay gerald offerd to come fetch us back.. but we didnt wan to trouble him.. another bad mistake! hahas.. in e end we took e bus n e air con was lk blowing in our faces.. n i couldnt close it coz i was jammed! now im back in my rm.. it's time to go back to by books.. :(

haiis.. no hope of pullin up my proj grades wif e papers for 213 liaos.. sucks.. had super bad time management :( wonder if i became slower.. i usually dun haf time management prob leh.. haiis.. e past 2 papers ive been struggling.. mayb it's under e influence of freddie.. hhaas.. jokin.. but he so poor ting.. he dropped his template that we spent so much time n effort cutting out.. so that we can juz trace e shapes in our flowcharts fr e template.. sad case..

hahas.. but on a happy note.. our 201 proj got A! im so surprised! yay! hahs.. n my claz participation got B.. wows! given that i missed lk so manymany lessons i still got a B.. im realli v glad n relieved.. at least there's a chance of gettin better grade 4 201.. if i dun screw up my paper..

shall party e rest of today! yay! n e new 9oclock show abt dance lk rather sucky leh.. e acting sux lar.. so far haven got to c them dance.. juz watched 1 episode ydae.. ohh.. n actualli i wrote a post abt "so u tink u can dance" but it couldnt post n was gone.. anw.. it's tis v nice show similar to american idol.. juz that they r searchin 4 dancing talents instead of singers.. its realli cool!

haven been bloggin.. why? coz i simply cant sign in.. at least 4 e past few days.. duno wat's wrong.. they keep redirecting me to sign in again n again.. hahas.. mayb they're tryin to stop me from wasting time on bloggin.. hahas..

3 more papers to go.. once it starts.. everyting juz zooms.. hmm.. 202 was alrt i guess.. but no time to do leh.. haiis.. n there was tis pt that i wrote down on my Q paper to remind myself n i 4got to include in my ans!! *ouch*

i c rainbows in front of me.. hahas.. my notes n books r all beautifully tagged wif e colourful tags.. hahas.. 3 out of 4 of my papers r open bk tis sem.. so taggin is realli impt.. saved me lotsa flippin time.. but taggin itself took me quite some time already hahas..

making plans 4 hols liaos.. let's c wat i haf lined up...

1. funka trainings - hopefully can get peter again.. realli hope to work wif him again.. can totally predict tis is goin to suck up most of my hols
2. SP rehersals - duno wat's e schedule lk yet.. but totally expecting lotsa pracs.. hope my role is small though
3. tennis trainings - im in my hall's tennis team though i noe nuts abt tennis.. hahas.. pretty interested in learning but might not even hav time for trainings.. scared all my commitments clash :(
4. road trip to msia wif fam - dun tink i'll get to go though.. so much other stuff to dobut will c how lar..
5. cele my bdae/meetin up wif pple i haven met up in a REAL long time(kunz/sw!) - hahas.. start bookin me pple.. i haf a v tight schedule!
6. read books - wana read some gd books tis hols.. hopefully can squeeze out some time.. any gd bks to recommend?
7. moving hall - wow.. big proj.. hahas so many tings to pack n clean up n stuff.. pretty excited abt e new dance studio too! n also haf to go shopping 4 new stuff to put in e new rm :) matching bedshts etc. yay!
8. mj dance camp - realli lookin 4ward to it.. but im afraid it'll clash with everyting else den i wont noe wat to do!! haiis.. realli wan to noe e mj pple better.. i wana feel lk part of them!
9. our anniversary* - yay! :) totally lookin 4ward to it
10. work - not that i realli realli wan to work.. but e job jason recommended sounds pretty fun.. but they dun need pple currently.. i need some cash!

lookin at my schedule.. can predict i'll b in hall most of the time.. not that i mind lar.. hahas.. nothin to at home too.. better get back to my bks now BOO!

havin cramps sux! haiis.. but at least it gives me a break fr studyin.. EVERYONE is lk muggin rt here.. it's so scary.. e tut rms r all booked.. pple bringin mattresses to slp over in e rms n stuff.. it's juz unbelievable.. hahas.. been goin to e tut rm to study too.. we're realli lucky to haf found a rm.. n since den.. we've been hogging it.. hahas.. n there's no way we're givin it up.. even brought cushions.. kettles blahblah over there.. e onli prob is that it's damn cold! hahas..

anw.. haf been realli bad tempered lately.. haiis.. juz cant help but get irritated by e slightest tings.. wonder wat's wrong! n still cant find instructor for funka... HOW!?!?!

yumyumm~ 

and more food! 

more food.. 

so much food!! 

mum n dad :) 

ussssssss :) 

family :) 

haiis everyone hates to b e bad guy.. but sometimes we haf no choice! hope u can put tis incident behind soon :)

e funka person juz called to say e max no. of pple is changed to 8.. lk HUH!!!WAT??? howww.. we r goin to die!! we onli have 5!!! if she had juz called me one day earlier.. tings would b so diff!!

hee.. had a great wkend.. fri nite went out wif e gals.. met up wif yiling n headed to town tog.. it's been a long time since we chatted lk that.. den met up wif e rest n had dinner at marche.. ive been missing 2 wks of outing.. n i wont b goin tis wk coz of tax quiz on sat :( sobsob.. so u gals haf fun lar.. hahas.. still cant believe we sat at e ocbc booth n talked so long.. hahas.. i wouldnt haf done it with any1 else.. onli wif u gals.. hahs

sat.. cele mum's bdae at teahouse at china square.. e 6 of us.. my parents, bro n gf n me n dear :) e food was great.. it's ala cart buffet.. n they had such a wide variety of food.. hahas.. e tea was v interesting.. e cup was so tiny that we had to refill it once u take a small sip.. in e end we all requested 4 glasses of water instead.. hahas.. had so many nice dim sum.. there's tis v special 1.. fried shrimp n mango in beancurd skin.. that was nice.. n i lk e beijing duck.. YUM! hahas..

it used to b onli e 4 of us.. me.. my bro.. my mum n dad.. now there's lk additional pple in e "family".. it juz brings me to tink abt how much we've grown.. now we haf to drive 2 cars to accomodate every1.. hahas.. we actualli agreed that i'll tail my dad's car to get there.. but in e end we kind of lost each other on e way.. so funny.. anw.. my dad drives lk a tortise n i cant stand it! hee..

aft that dear n i went indochine at clarke quay.. it's such a nice place.. n i love their tidbits.. they had tis special ting in their tidbit mix that i realli lk :) i mean.. can u imagine.. aft e buffet dinner i still couldnt help but gorged down tidbits.. hahas..

sunday at dinner dears hse was fun too.. i helped to grill e prawns n sotong.. n deardear made his famous dessert - deep fried mars balls with ice cream! :) got to play wif max too.. he's so cute.. hahas..

better get back to my bks.. HAIIS

feeling partially numb now.. cant feel happiness.. joy.. love.. all i can feel is anger.. tiredness.. stress.. haiis.. even my fav tv shows cant lift my spirits.. even desperate hsewifes r not working!! i need to find new ways to vent my fustration and more avenues to find happiness.. but where r they???

mum's bdae nxt wk.. im a v forgetful person.. sometimes i cant believe how forgetful i can get.. been forgettin my mum's bdae 4 lk 2 yrs now.. tis yr i better make it up 4 her..

e stress is gettin to me.. i cant function properly.. feeling v irritable these days.. sorry dear.. haf to put up wif my nonsense everyday.. haiis.. all e projs presentations n deadlines r juz drowning me!! plus exams is lk in 3 wks!! exactly.. n i have NO time to revise.. dun foresee that i'll have time to study till lk nxt wk.. n 2 wks to study 4 modules is IMPOSSIBLE.. plus my course work already suck! can i b in a worse situation? prob yes.. but still.. haiis! tot doin proj wif cuicui n fred would b fun.. but it isnt fun spending so much freaking time on stupid projs.. if i dun get A.. i'll kill everyone in tis world!!! can juz summarize my life in a single word.. SUX!

choices choices choices! so many decisions to make..


firstly.. moving hall.. which blk to get.. wat level.. wat rm.. rmmate.. hais.. damn lar.. i wont b gettin single rm when we shift hall end of e yr.. SUX! im e suay 20 gals hu cant get single! but nvm lar.. at least i'll b wif cuicui.. n not sum funny rmmate.. so it's gd.. n can share costs n stuff too goodie! so many fightin goin on arnd.. as in not physical.. but so many pple fightin 4 rms.. doesnt realli concern me coz i'll b gettin a double.. n me n cuicui shd b one of e higher pters 4 double rm.. anw.. e fight 4 single rm is realli xiong.. at first every1 attackin blk 3c.. us, noeing how lil pts we haf.. decided to tk 3d (deemed not e so gd blk).. den now those hu tink they'll b losin in e fight 4 3c r coming over.. ARRR! den how... realli worry 4 e guys.. esp dear.. though shdnt haf much competition 4 double guys oso.. but he will wan to stay wif e single guys oso.. aiyah.. so complicated e whole situtaion..


went over to e new hall site to haf a look.. it's not ready yet.. but we sort of have a better idea now.. me n cuicui prob stayin 6lvl.. n rt outside our rm would b e open air terrace :) hahas.. hopefully tings goes as planned.. though highly unlikely.. latest news is that MF gals tking 3d oso.. hahas.. it'll b so much more happening if they come over.. but their freshies r lk damn noisy..hahas.. but i guess it'll b fun


oso.. have to decide on e funka team lk soon.. coz reg is by end of e mth.. though i tink aft that shd still b able to reg.. but wana confirm b4 exams.. howhowhow! now that mel got back wif his gf.. cant haf ideal team anymore.. no idea team hq wont wan to join too.. den dance will cui!! cannot cannot! actualli i was quite decided on not joining tis yr.. aft last yr's experience.. i wont say it's bad lar.. but there's realli ALOT of sacrifices to make.. n i wasnt ready to do that again.. but seeing e passion and commitment of my fellow dancers.. im realli convinced to give it another shot tis yr.. wat's more i feel that i'll chances would b higher.. provided we sensd e ideal team lar.. but without mel.. tis whole ting will fall apart..


furthermore.. i got into e hall SP.. i realli wana act in e coming production leh.. it looks fun.. plus cuicui fred jj cindy r all in.. sure fun 1! but if i join funka.. i'll haf to give it up.. :( n most imptly.. i'll haf less time 4 my dear!!!! haiiss.. dun wan that to happen!! n we haven found an instructor! howhow! if we dun send a team.. it'll b cui! i mean every yr they send in a team.. den if we discont tis tradition.. wat will they tink of e dance coords?!?!?! not lk i realli care lar.. but.. i realli feel we haf a chance tis yr..


choices choices choices.. we feel powerless when we're not given them.. but we feel e same even when we haf them.. life SUX!

forgot to add that im realli into pride now.. HALU SAN!! so damn cute!!! arrr!! cant wait to cont watchin.. :)

so many tings to blog abt.. let's see...

had tax quiz ydae.. realli couldnt b bothered to study 4 it u noe.. it's lk 'who cares!' bad attitude which shd b thrown farfar away!! exams looming.. muz change change change my ways.. studystudystudy!! anw.. went waraku at marina square ydae.. it's a nice place n e food is nice.. we went arnd 3 plus n it was lk completely empty.. hahas.. their udon is realli nice.. they put tis yellow tingy which makes e soup real fragrant.. i had tis set where u haf to dip e beef in egg.. quite fun.. though i didnt realli c e pt coz not much diff in taste.. hahas..


went indochine at wisma on fri nite.. nopes.. not to chill.. it was 4 sum dance comp org by ntu n smu (actualli we onli found out aft e event).. it's spon by LIME.. but i'd say it's pretty much a flop lar.. didnt even noe of tis event.. we onli decided to enter on lk wed latelate at nite.. n there were onli 3 teams includin us.. n on that dae.. one pulled out.. hahas.. so yep.. we got 2nd ( hahas.. lost lar.. but i mean.. we cant possibly win e MJ team rt) but im still v happy.. coz of e extra exposure 4 e freshies.. n also.. did justice to e dance me n mel cheoro.. coz senses was quite a flop.. e music was total screw up.. couldnt hear e base.. so i'll pretty much rate it a 6/10 performance.. prettty disappointed wif e first performance as dance coord.. so im glad we got a second chance to perform e same item..


n e irritatin ting was.. dear bluffed me he wasnt coming to watch me perform.. (he missed e senses 1 already coz of street challenge) n i was realli disappointed.. rather pissed off e whole journey fr hall to town.. den when we were markin our positions 4 e dance.. he came!! that idiot.. planned all along to come but he pretended otherwise! anw was realli pleasantly surprised :) thanx dear!


oh yah.. OC supper.. it was a major success.. i feel lar.. fr e planning to e food to e bondin n e money canvassed in.. hahas.. but poor freddie.. hahas.. tink he almost died! anw response was realli gd.. e ramly burgers were so popular e producin line nv stopped.. n we managed to sell everyting!! e profits were oso higher.. great job every1.. n thanx 4 ur support hall 3.. hahas..


choosin new rooms in e new hall nxt wk.. i wont b able to stay single rm wif my current pts :( but shd b fine lar.. me n cuicui shd b sharing rm.. though we haven officially tok abt it yet.. coz i duno y.. hahas.. but it's so diff to squeeze 3blks into 5blks.. i mean.. all e wings will b broken up.. can foresee that e bondin wont b as strong.. but hopefully im wrong lar.. seriously hope we dont get e lousy blks or get e foreinger blk or sumting.. hope e HRC will do a gd job in allocating every1..


exams coming up!! arrrrrrr!!! feel lk screaming man!! n still got lotsa unfinished proj n presentations.. howhowhow!! theres IT proj 201 proj+report 213 presentation tml which we haven prep at all! n 202 report!! arr!! how to study!! n still haf 2 tuitions to juggle! :(


ohh.. n 2 every1 hu has been tryin to contact me.. im sorry my sim card got deactivated.. anw.. everyting's fine now.. u can contact me at e same no. :)

everybody!!!! 

e seniors fr my year 

e gals :) 

hock in cast.. e rest with their heads wrapped up 

e gals at swissotel merchant court 

so busy! im drowned in everyting! no time to even breathe!! wat im goin to post is goin to b super disorg.. coz i cant realli tink properly now.. hhaas.. watever comes to my mind first will b blogged :)


ok i got a new phone!! it's a O2 Xphone 2m :) it's super cool n i love it! n dear got e exact same phone! ahhas.. actualli we planned to do that.. it's not a coincidence.. lalalaa~ my mummy paid 4 it YEAY! hahas.. but i paid 4 e mini sd card i bought.. yayayayayay!


edna n keith treated e whole OC main comm to swissotel merchant court! thanx alot man! e buffet was not bad.. e desserts were YUM! e main courses were soso lar.. nothin special.. but they had fried ice cream n their durian paste.. WOW! den aft that we went indochine at clark quey.. that outlet is realli cool man! had a great time playin drinkin games wif them.. but i feel it's a pity that we bond so late..


anw.. hock injured his hand while playin soccer.. he fractured his arm!! haiis.. so cham.. 4 him n us lar.. prac so hard liaos den cant dance.. :( n we haf to do last min changes coz we're short of 1 man.. but his arm will affect lotsa tings too.. duno whether he can recover in time 4 funka.. tink it'll b realli difficult.. arrr!! den how!! no more freshie guys!!! hais.. wonder if we made a mistake when choosin pple into dance.. i mean not mistake.. but our choice wasnt e ideal 1.. but i guess it's too late to say that now :( jiayou hall 3 dance!


n deardear hurt his head while playin soccer AGAIN.. (hock injured while playin soccer).. stupid sport!! scared me ok.. but luckily shd b fine lar.. hee...


dance performance.. tml
board meeting.. tml
OC supper.. wed n thurs
tax quiz.. sat
me.. DEAD!

hee had a secret adventure on sat nite.. it's a secret adv coz i have to keep it a secret.. rt dear? haha.. stayed over at dears hse on fri n sat.. in other words.. hahs.. i didnt even slp at home tis wkend.. bad gal.. but i went out wif my parents e whole of sat n ate dinner at home.. :) ohh.. they went msia.. but my dad's legs r givin him prob.. e doc says he ate too much 'nutty' stuff.. so muz cut down.. haiis.. anw hope they're havin fun in msia! n i haf e car till they're back yeah!


went breko at holland v ydae... sf treated us coz she had lk $300 bucks worth of vouchers which r goin to expire soon in lk a wk.. so e 8 of us hu went to do canvassing had a great feast.. it realli feels great to juz order watever u wan on e menu n not worry abt e price.. hahas.. had a taste of wat rich pple feel n it's SHIOK! hahas.. we ordered all e side dishes.. all 11 of them ok! hahas.. e sides n drinks already cost lk $100 over.. hahas.. their baked potato is realli nice.. YUM! hahas.. it's a much better experience compared to e last time i ate at e bugis outlet.. hee.. thanx sf!


tis wk shd b a pretty alrt wk.. not too packed.. so muz study as much as poss lar.. at least start e ball rolling.. if not i'll b dead.. nxt wk will b pretty packed i predict.. soo.. STUDY!

it's been a long time since we cooked (excluding instant noodles) yeps.. didnt turn out as nice as we tot hahas.. but e fried mars bars r super yummilicious!!! ate them at far east n dear wanted to try makin them.. n deardear painted back his wall :( haiis.. realli dun understan y they r so strict on tis when they're goin to tear down tis place in lk 3mths time anw.. so infelxible..


anw.. i've been cryin for e past 2 days.. hahas.. e day before i was laffin till i couldnt walk anymore n had to squat outside boonlay mrt.. deardear was so irritatin n makin a fool out of himself.. hahs.. i couldnt help but tear.. n ydae.. watched tis korean movie.. actualli i watched it b4 in e cinemas.. but still cried.. it's so touchin.. i juz cant help it! now my eyes r lk super swollen.. n ugly of coz :( i realli cried alot watchin e show.. arrr!! it's e 2nd korean show that made me cry so much.. e other 1 is a moment to rem.. that 1's lk super sad too haiis..


not doin anyting productive these days.. n i cant b bothered! arr!

fishy fishy.. e light bulb that dear went all e way to qian hu to get..