haven been bloggin..4 v valid reason..coz my comp in e hostel cant use yet..sian leh..im a total pc idiot lar..n experts always seem to b bz..either that or i wont b free...haiiss...hopefully it'll b done by tis wkend..livin w/o comp damn pathetic..

sch is realli fun..but i tink that's onli coz im stayin in hostel..if not it'll b quite sian..first wk of sch onli have lecs..all on tues..so e rest of e wk damn slack! wed did flag dae wif e og.. yibao helped me alot..hahas..he has e kelian face leh..so pple juz donate to him..hahass..thanx alot man! but still tink wont earn much pts..need to b 1/4 full to get 1 pathetic pt..hahas..3/4 full 4pts..dun tink ani1 of us did so much..ohh..n muz thank my dearest rmmate n her sis 4 helpin me sell e tix heee...oso earn pts..

den aft that went phuture wif e dance pple..jun so damn hot got picked up lk a zillion times..hmm..e place lk packed to e max..got stepped on a zillion times too..hmm..when sch starts dun tink we'll b goin clubbin tog oft yepp..

anw had jcrc nite ydae..it's lk a tok tellin u how to earn pts in ur hall so that u can cont to stay.. sounds damn diff..realli abit scared leh..lk need to join 1million tings if wan to stay on in hall.. haiis..anw went ktv wif them aft that..hhaas..all coz of hong..that crazy woman..anw had lotsa fun lar....juz that we wasted money coz e package is 12-3 but we went lk 1245 yeps.. yipee can sing not bad..quite funny

later goin bro's guitar concert..anw ec oso signed up 4 guitar...guys that can play guitar are SO COOL (hinthint) hahas..mayb there're sum exceptions hahas..lk my bro? but i mean generally lar.. guys that can sing n play guitar DAMN COOL..

i found a new eye candy!! heee..opps.. anw hong insist on sharin wif me hahas..tis guy realli damn cute hong sae same as yongnan..but rite now cant rem how yongnan looks lk.. hahahas!

anw sch has been quite screwed..didnt do aniting ydae..later im havin 3 lecs.. in a row..1230-730 same place..siao liaos..n i haf no lec notes! hahas..c how tings go lar...it's fun livin in a hostel.. yet to visit yl n rx's hostel!

n my comp still cant work! im usin hong's one..e expert haven cum leh..sian!!

I PASSED MY DRIVING!! hahas...so damn happi i didnt even finish e test route den e tester asked me go back to cdc liaos..i tot i was gone..hahas..coz in e circuit..i sort of go when it's amber light den e stupid car in front stop den i tink e butt of e car was in e yellow box..but i guess not lar..if not i would haf failed..duno lar..e tester mentioned sumting abt yellow box..den i alreadi sian diao..go out test route he still cut short i tot i was gone..n when we went into e evaluation rm he said PASS! hahahs..damn happi..

anw e camp is not bad too...dar is happi where he is..quite slack oso alr..e bosses even treat them to restuarant on his 2nd dae..so lucky got lobster n stuff....ohh im in VALOUR...had fright nite juz now..realli muz commend on their acting n planning skills...realli *thumbs up*

ohh..n im online coutersy of my dearest rmmate..ms hong =)

ive been cumin online soso oft..anw todae was so packed.. had tuition in e morn wif bro n fren..realli enjoy teachin them u noe..unlike danny..anw aft that went to meet weilong wif my mum 4 awhile coz my mum wanted to meet him..tink he's realli v nice lar..den had to rush down for dance..last belly dance lesson...not continuing..coz no more belly dance3 on sundays..so yah.. shd b doin hiphop at jitterbugs 4 e time being..but it's expensive leh..haiis..shall c how.. den aft that went 4 my 2nd last drivin lesson b4 my test..realli feelin scared..n i realli mean scared.. damn scared i wont pass..HOW!!! hong n yh takin tml..all e best to u 2.. aft they pass i'll feel even more stressed..haven been drivin properly recently..duno y..lost e magic touch..haiis.. which is realli bad..
 
anw..today i got tis instructor which taught me once b4..he rems me noe..n aft recallin awhile i rem him too.. e ting is he rem wat i wore that dae u noe.. that was e dae i went pinic-ing at botanic gardens wif dar..later i asked dar whether he rem wat i wore..he said..NO ahaas..anw e pt is tis instructor is realli v gd..feel lucky that i got him b4 my test..if i realli pass..credit would go to him man..realli pray i pass..mayb i shd do more gd deeds these daes..
 
ohh..n my poor rmmate's hp stolen!! at sentosa..those planning to go muz realli tk care of ur belongings k..so dangerous..yepps..anw goin 4 camp tml..hope we wont b playin stupid games.. anw tink e tj prom queen oso stayin in my blk near me..so we'll b in e same camp grp.. fantasy aisle.. dar tinks she's damn pretty..ohh n rx n pl stayin 1 blk away..their blk seems nicer.. hahas.. ohh n thanx sl 4 lendin me sandals..
 
ohh n dar shd b goin his new unit tml..hope pple there will b nice n he'll b happy there..

went back to clean up e hostel again.. it's so lk e other end of e world.. luckily daddy fetch.. hmm.. now e hostel is at least fit to live in.. bought lotsa stuff at giant todae wif hong n bf.. hahas.. it's sort of lk a double date! we bought pillows floor mats towels FOOD! hahas.. yeps.. stocked up so much.. i feel so happi when i open e cupboard n c all e food! heee.. life would b tough without them u noe..
 
hm..aft that hong n bf went ikea to cont to shop while me n dar we went to town.. u noe tis carpark-turned-hawker centre place..realli duno e name..but heard damn popular in e past (tink read in papers or sumting) yah..went there..sOSosOSO many pple ok..but we still managed to find seats.. aft a long wait..n that's not all.. e queue 4 all e stalls were lk horrible! sooo long.. e whole meal took lk nearly 2hrs hahas.. tink we spend at most half an hr eating.. we ate hokkien mee cha kuay tiao roti prata mutton soup n sugar cane juice..hahas..imagine how long dar had to queue.. e food wasnt fantastic lar.. but it's e atmosphere lar..
 
anw i fell down while tryin to board e bus.. painful ok... dar was quite worried... he tinks im 'fragile' .. lk real.. hahas..n on e bus saw ys's bf.. i was lk tinkin tis person damn familiar.. den he lk oso lookin at me but nv sae aniting den ok lor..i told dar i tink is him n he lk INSISTED it's not him..n we lk tok so much hahas..his fren was lk sittin in front of us ok.. bet he heard everyting.. anw it's lk so hilarous..i had 2 msg ys to verify whether it was him..which of coz i turn out to b right..as usual.. =)

went to collect hostel keys in e morn...rained sososoo heavily.. anw..e rm looks ok lar..generally r whole place was better den expected..juz needs a BIG clean up which is goin to tk place tml..yepp..den we;ll b goin shoppin..buy all e stuff we need!! hmm..not excited abt goin e hall camp lk at all..but yah lar.. i mean i tink i shd go lar..juz that i cant make myself feel enthu abt it..tink im juz goin to slack hee..

came home to change shoes b4 goin 4 my driving..in e end took cab down coz i was already late..in e end e driver duno fetch me to where...wasted my precious(i realli mean precious..5min costs me arnd $3) time okk..same instructor again..drove badly todae..realli..haiis..hope miracle can happen on my test dae..

ohh..n went to meet up wif e dance pple at nite 4 mean girls! in e end onli me fen n raz turned up..hhaas..jokes man..but it was still a fun outin lar..i mean..meetin up wif frens is always a happy ting..n mean girls realli nice too! ate at lips..love their cakes man! ohh..n raz's hp line got cut off coz he didnt pay his bills 4 lk e past 2 mths..hmm..

ohh..n my dad was lk askin me how much pocket money to give me.. i mean..tis kind of ting how to tell him..so yah lar..watever they gif me i'll juz tk lar..hopefully they feel generous..sumtimes i realli dun appreciate them enough..u noe? they do so much 4 me..but sumtimes i realli juz dun feel grateful..tink im realli unfilial at times...but they r realli great parents..shd reflect on myself more...

hmm..todae was workout dae..went amore in e morn den played badminton wif dar in e aft..i nearly died man.. achin all over now..

goin to collect key tml..hmm..realli duno wat to expect..hope it isnt as bad as i imagine..n my rm mate seems to b vanishin fr e surface of e earth..call her nv pick up..msg her nv reply..hahas..but eventually did lar..

eve passed her drivin..realli hope i can pass mine too...v scared.. tryin not to haf high hopes though deep down im dyin to pass..i mean hu wont lar..yah..juz pray luck is on my side lar..

spent a real boring nite at home..but i was tinkin wonnt haf much chance to stay home on a wkday n taste my ah ma's cookin mahs..yep..n all e shows r lk so boring..haiis..

ohh n guess wat..i juz ate maggi mee..n i did eat dinner at 7 u noe..n it's lk onli wat time..haiis..im not hungry but juz felt lk eatin..when im at home n bored e onli ting i do is eat.. so it's actualli a gd ting 4 me to stay away fr home heee..

ive been tinkin abt wat ive been doin tis past half a mth w/o sch.. well..i experienced workin..at e flower shop..learnt to arrange flowers..sold ice cream 4 lk 2daes..n realize doin sales is realli tough..i took quite alot of lessons too.. amore did kickbox/cardio sculpt/hi-lo aerobics..jitterbugs did belly dance n a little hiphop..learnt flower arrangement too..went thailand japan n tioman

yeps..n realli met up wif lotsa frens that i haven met in awhile..pple lk cs n sw jf gina wenxin..yah..tink my relationshop wif dar also improved alot..i feel that we're in another phase of our relationship..he agrees too..guess it was quite a fruitful hols 4 me..recharged? not v sure..dun tink im ready 4 sch yet..but i guess there's no stoppin sch reopen rt..so i'll juz haf to tk tings as they cum..hope i'll b able to handle =)

coughed so hard that i teared n nearly vomitted todae..tink i gave shuwen a scare hahas..was with her in taka when e stupid sausage that i bought triggered e cough..so terrible..i bought a black pepp chicken n a cheesy chicken..didnt even get to eat it.. so irritatin to b sick!

anw i pierced a 2nd earhole..wanted to get it since i was lk sec2..but then my mum was lk so against it..so too bad..i mean i still needed to get pocket money fr her n stuff..my life depended on her u noe..hahas..not that now im independent or aniting..it's juz that im goin uni..im goin to b an ADULT..n adults make choices for themselves..rt? plus i dun tink pple will tink im a 'bad gal' as my mum puts it, juz coz i haf a 2nd earhole..rt? n i rem when i was in sec 2 she was lk..'ur bf's mum wont like it..she'll tink u're sum hooligan or sumting' hahaas..so dumb

anw..time realli flies..n i mean flies..i'll b goin hall camp nxt wk n e followin wk..kaboomm..it's sch reopen! so fast..im lk not even prep..haiis..sososososo fast..means lk these few daes r my onli remainin daes to play..but haf to settle hostel stuff..so buzy!! arrrr!!!

ohh..n dar's got his postin..supposed to b a secret..i mean he shd onli noe by nxt mon..but e person v nice..so lk secretly told him..n he's not supposed to sae..so i better not blog it hahas..

y is e world so pessimistic..aft readin pple's blog..im feelin kind of heavy now..haiis..i realli duno wat to do..i mean wat every1 saes is true..we're bound to lose sum friends along e way.. it's a realli sad truth..i can onli agree to that..im sure every1 is a victim or have lost sum frens here n there..but tis is life.. face it..there r alot of tings that happen that is totally out of our control..yes we can try to sustain friendship..u noe..put in more effort to keep in contact but whether it realli works is another matter all tog.. i can onli say we haf to tk tings easy.. let go when it's time..

saying all these make me tink of e diff grps of frens ive made
*lower pri: charmaine cheryl (not in contact)
*upper pri: jingfang gina wenxin (once in a blue moon, improvin though)
*lower sec: shuwen chengsi (meetin tml)
*sec: sj gals (my closest bestest frens)
*first 3 mths jc: hailing xinying irene charmaine (nv contact)
*jc: classmates esp von fel sf ting (once in awhile)
*jc: dance frens esp kunali fen syd (not too bad)

realli hard to maintain close relationship wif every1 esp when i still dar n my fam to care for..feelin kind of sad now..n imagine im still goin to haf uni frens...haii though im realli not in e sociable mode to make ani more new frens now

so unfair! my bro juz got a new bed n a new shelf!!!! my parents r biased!

ohh...in my excitment i realize i nv mention wat hall i'll b livin in..it's gonna b hall3..hmm..well..it's lk e cheapest n prob e lousiest n oldest hostel..fr pic lar..i mean im quite sure it is 2 lar..but it's lk e nearest to e sch..i guess e company is more impt den whether e buildin is old lar..n peiling n rx same hall!! yeah man! cool..but still quite envious of yl n cat..they're gettin e 2rm share 1toilet hostel..so irritating..but life is nv perfect..so guess i'll haf to live wif tings lar

gettin sick now..as in throat v uncomfortable..realli tink vincent pass to me..n he's lk damn happi over it..sicko..

ohh..i got angry at dar todae..n he was angry wif me too!!! n he always claim that he's NEVER angry wif me..so..hmm..but we're fine now..tink we're misunderstandin each other alot these daes.. eg..he wanted to pass me sumting..but i said i wasnt goin to bring a bag..so if he bring 'bag' den ok lor..n he tot i meant bring 'back' lk bring it out den bring home again..so stupid.. anw hope he gets his postin soon..

we went to e outdoor extention of e foodcourt at parkway 2dae..tink it's called e cave hahas..anw..i tink it's a realli cool place! n they had pple singin n playin guitar..realli tink it's damn cool man..

yeppieee yeahyeahhhh!!!!!! finally done! yeah man! yooohooooooo! my perserverance paid off!!

haven felt so pissed in lk a million yrs..i cant rem my matriculation no. n y is that so..well i saved it in my fone which my bro borrowed n DELETED it..n my mum packed my rm n i haf absolutely no idea where e hell e piece of paper i wrote down e info on went.....PISSEDDdd.............

ive been sleepin w/o aircon for lk abt a wk..ok..minus e 3d2n in tioman but still..it's killin me!! piangs..i got mosquito bites! so irritating! i cant slp well w/o ac how! i mean i lk woke up in e nite so mani times these daes... =( how m i goin to adapt to hostel life!!

watchin liu xin hua yuan now..quite sad..yeps..hahas..they're lettin shootin stars to decide whether they get tog..if they c shootin star they get back if not they split..lk com on..how oft do u c a shootin star..even though it's a show but still..

anw met up wif vincent juz now..hmm..quite funny listenin to his story abt his angel..hope he meets her soon..if he realli manage to track her down..i mean it's realli realli fate..haahas..i pray 4 him too lar..

hmm..one of my best pals bdae tml..everyting's in place..i hope so juz hope e bdae gal enjoys herself tml..anw px n yl both got new fones! in e short 3d2n that we went tioman they got new fones!!! anw e new singtel plan sounds damn gd..i might change to it too.. free incomin whole dae 100min outgoin 500sms sounds gd? best part...25bucks a mth..hmm..sounds lk a great deal! esp since im goin to b in hostel..realli need lotsa tok time... will c how lar..

oppss n guess wat..there r shootin stars..but they didnt c it...wth!!!! how can!!!! haiiss....stupid show..cant believe im wathcin...

e tioman trip's pics r up go check it out!

e pics will tk a while to upload..so pls enjoy e ones below first yeps..hmm came back fr tioman tis aft..e trip was fun..realli fun..but e place turn out to b a far cry fr wat i imagined..tot e place would haf been much nicer..plus 3d2n simply too short..but it's e company that matters! had lotsa fun..thanx 2 e gals! hmm..e stars there were amazing! we were damn lucky coz e first dae drizzled n e sky was clear that nite n we saw so mani stars!! so beautiful! we took our chairs out 2 e beach to juz chill..hmm..ohh n we saw a rainbow! i was juz tellin sl on e coach it's been a long time ive seen one n later in e afternoon i managed to catch 1..haas..it's lk a dream cum true!

2nd dae went snorkellin..it's been a long time since i screamed so much..hahaas..can u imagine fishes swimmin lk so super near u!! n do u noe y..coz bread is lk always thrown at me!!! n fishes eat bread...as simple as that..anw..while in e water i keep tinkin lk fishes swimmin into my ear or belly button n stuff hahas..cum to tink of it quite stupid..but it was fun lar

hm..i tink it's not bad travellin as a grp of gals..i mean pple tend to take care of u more..anw..we've decided that our nxt overseas trip will b a city trip which means SHOPPING! hahaas

ohh dar's havin sore eyes now..they're puttin him in e sick bay..scared he spread to others..anw hope he's doin fine..n he'll get his postin soon..ohh n greece won euro04..so unpredictable.. tot they shd b out lk so long ago n they actualli emerged champs..tink lotsa pple lost money coz of them..feel happi i didnt bet e last match..

hmm..still haven heard aniting abt e hostel yet..hope can faster get tings done..i cant wait to move in!!

us in our life vest goin snorkelling 

at marine cove 

my fav pic (me n hong jumping!) 

all of us 

ohh yea..meetin cs n sw tml at sw's condo! realli love her place! hope it'll b fun tml! den goin hong's to stay over den goin tioman on sundae!!!!! yay! so fun! im so glad we're realli goin!! it's lk yayaaa!!

n hope dar b happier...seems to b bothered todae...

did i mention there was tis real cute bartender at cb..haas..he has dimples u noe..but onli got to c him earlier in e nite..aft that duno where he went..

oh..spidey2 was great..kristen dunst is DAMN PRETTY..

im waitin 4 e match to start..pray i can stay awake till then

we're realli goin tioman! YAY! cant wait..hmm..guess it's worth all e trouble i took! tiomantioman here i cum!! of coz wif a bunch of cool babes..sl ys hong mj n yh! yeah man..we're goin to rock e place! settin off tis sundae goin to miss belly n haf to cancel 1 drivin..but it's alrt lar..

ohh..went chinablack ydae..so cool e place..totally love e deco..v posh n classy hmm but e music rather sucky lar..i lk those they play earlier in e nite but those not dancy lar..n they onli played arnd 1hr of rnb hip hop..aft that is lk all house music =( but left earli ydae lar..sum of them wanted to watch soccer which i didnt manage to catch simply coz i was too tired..

hmm..gaf fen her present ydae..it was realli funny..

kunali: when shd we gif her e prez?
me:later lar
fen:all of u all wearin earings tonite except me
(i turn to look at kunali)

hahas..it's almost lk she gaf us a que to gif her her prez n yes we gaf her a pair of pink danglin earings..hope u lk it gal!

n syd hope u'll cheer up lar..k..