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wont b in s'pore 4 countdown tis yr..
goin msia wif my family..didnt realli feel lk goin but i guess it's onli rt 2 spend more time wif my family..u noe..family bonding...yepyepp..so dear frens..pls do not miss mi!!

hmm..we sorted tings out quite abit..but we're givin each other time 2 tink tings over...yepp

i feel numb...
cant realli feel much..
ok but i noe 4 sure i haf real GREAT frens hu would realli go v far 2 make mi happi
thanx 4 every1's concern but i dun realli feel lk tokin abt it...n sorry 2 pple that i screamed at..i wasnt realli in control of myself..i realli feel quite bad 2..coz i duno whether i'll do wat my fren did if i were in her shoes...im realli touched..

haiis so xmas was rather screwed up..dinner SUX!!! lk one of e WORSE meals i've ever had..real sucky...i wonder how yl n ys manage 2 finish their food..den hong's hse was ok lars..tink i slp 2 much so didnt realli join in e fun

chalet was ok..but didnt tk ani pics though..that's 1 funny ting..n e xmas pics all quite sucky 2..2 dark lars..haiis.. yeps.. but at e end of e chalet realli felt a tinge of sadness..as in..duno when will b e nxt time i get 2 c them..even though we agreed 2 meet up durin CNY..sumting tells mi it's not goin work out..

aiyah..im feelin lk shit now.

cant believe i woke up so earli..or shd i sae allow myself 2 b woken up so earli..
i barely closed my eyes noe...ydae we were lk one of e first few 2 enter e club n we stayed till e lights were on.. no wonder my leg's hurtin now hahaas..but ydae was quite fun lars..went wif e dance pple 2 phuture which was linked 2 zouk..(i nv knew that) i didnt noe it was ladies nite 2 which means i dun need 2 pay =)
hmm..yeps..didnt c ani1 i noe e whole nite..n syd n june left earli..
we stayed in phuture most of e time coz we got a table (duh..we were there lk so earli) e crowd there was supposed 2 b more mature? hahas..didnt realli matter 2 mi lars..e music was fine hiphop rnb 4 awhile b4 it turned...hmm..yah..so we went over 2 zouk which was playin sum retro music it's their mambo nite?..not bad noe..at least 4 awhile..hhaas..though i tink it felt more lk a concert..every1 was singin n there was tis stage ting n e guys on it look as if they r performin..4 us 2 c...hahaas..
n fen spotted tis v cute guy in red shirt..as in his actions all v cute hahaas!
haahs..got 2 use my OWN id 4 e first time! act oso nothin much lars..it'll haf had more impact if we'd gone on grad but evert1 was tired includin mi..oh yahs..tat is realli a v nice person..it's lk he practically paid 4 everyting fr drinks 2 cab fare.. hahas..wonder y he still dare 2 cum out wif us...

ok let mi tok abt e drinks we drank..act everyting was ordered by tat coz none of us knew aniting abt such stuff heee..
my fav is called pinapple malibu..it's got tis sweet taste tink it has v little alcohol content i can barely taste it
we oso drank others lk midori sprit? hmm it's got tis bubble gum taste..sweet lars..syd seems 2 lk it.. den there's tis 1 which taste lk ice cream at first but turns a little bitter after u swallow it..hee..cant rem e name.. n we drank barcadi.. that's abt all..yahs..we didnt realli finish e drinks lars..but it was better than e previous time we went tog..

hmm..n my bro got into tp..i feel that tings turned out 2 smoothly 4 him..
it's lk..i duno..i feel that they shd put him in a longer period of torture or sumting..hahaas..
but im glad tings turned out fine lars..
haiis..that problematic bro of mine....*shake head..*
n sumhow im havin prob uploadin e pic of my flower =(
it's still nice n pretty sittin in e livin rm

how dumb can we (mi n hong) get..
realli couldnt beleive wat we did..
even now i feel stupid juz recallin wat happened ydae
hahaas..but e flower claz was quite fun..though more tiring den i tot
took sum pics wif my creation..upload later lrs..
hmm..goin clubbin wif e dance pple later..first aft my bdae..
aft im an officially legal clubber~ hope 2nite will b fun
n dar muz faster recover k!

hmm..papa bought mi cup corn 4 supper last nite..
quite touched lars..coz he learnt that i lk cup corn fr e msia trip..
hmm..he bought mi rubber bands(e kind 2 tie hair) 2..
hahas..coz that trip i wanted 2 buy but when payin e barcode ting not there so cant scan
yeps..hmm..tink i haf a wonderful dad..
n lookin at wat my parents r doin 4 my stupid n lazy pig bro hu 4got 2 reg 4 JC n is doin nothin but slpin tinkin everyting will work out fine (yeah..in his DREAMS!) yah..i tinnk i haf great parents!! =)

yepps..we had a feast 2dae
hahhas..went lavender eat..
hmm..he ordered tis wantan mee that was simply YUMYUM!
hahas..but 4 bucks 4 2 small wantan..but e soup was soooo delicious plus e noodle not bad..
n he queued 4 lk a million yrs but it's all worth it lars..
den we ate satay n my fav hokkien mee..
n that's not e end of e story..
e journey conts at marche hahas..he suddenly got e urge 2 go marche so we went lars..
but we were both 2 full 2 realli enjoy e food..yeps
n i bought my first liquor in my life..though i helped my bro bought afew daes ago but not 4 mi so not counted..
yahs..but it tasted lk sum cough syrup...2 sum up..it SUX
hahas..but 2dae quite a fun n happi dae =)
hope everydae can b lidat....

stupid eyes...or shd i sae eye.givin mi probs..AGAIN!
haiiss..mayb i shd treat them better...they muz b revengin on mi..
=( i could hardly open my eyes w/o tearin in e morn!!
den went 2 c sum stupid doc...(shall not elaborate)
aiyah..but e eyedrops real effective lars..
at least i can c wat im typin now hahaas..
ok..many plans screwed up coz of tis eye!

hmm..met up wif hong n ling n MY GOD!!
hong...u wont recog her if u c her man...
she's lk SOOOOOOOO diff now..
haiis..but she's still one of my bestest friends ever lrs!!
nothin is gonna change that~!

i haven cried so much 4 a long time....
went 2 watch crazy first love juz now..
wanted 2 watch love act at first but changed our minds..
i tot it's that kind of laff ur head off show..
in e end it turned out 2 b so touchin i was cryin so hard that im havin a realbad headache now..plus my ulcer hurting!!! i HATE ulcers!
haiis..n dar's sick 2..not enuff rest lars..that's y so went 2 c doc wif him juz now n took cab home...shall start job hunting 2ml..if i feel ok......

oks..im back!
hmm..didnt buy much stuff but e trip overall quite enjoyable lrs..
learnt quite abit abt my dad n bro..
hmm..my impression of my dad changed quite abit..
not bad lars..got 2 tok 2 my dad quite alot during e long n boring bus journey..

now that im back..lotsa tings waitin 4 mi 2 b done..
1)meeting up wif friends (esp those that i haven met up wif 4 a LONGGG time..)
2)lookin 4 job
3)settle scholarship stuff (duno wat 2 do..haiiis..)
4)register myself in sum useful courses
5)make myself happi by buying myself stuff =)
6)spend more time wif my dar b4 he goes NS
7)do sum sewing

oks..it's set lar..im goin KL 2ml cumin back on wed...
dun miss mi pple!!!!!

i got a shock of my life as in hong got her braces!
so unexpected!! i mean we were juz casually tokin abt it on e train e other dae n now..she has it on!!! can u believe it!!!!!!
hahas..n im realli rather stressed up by them coz they so enthu abt findin jobs...
mi on e other hand quite laid back..lk waitin 4 money 2 drop fr sky....

i muz admit..i tink my dar looks absolutely gd lookin 2dae....
ahhas..rarely c him lidat....n summore it's w/o my help..
he got all his grad stuff himself...hahaas...

oks..i haf sosososososo mani pple 2 thank!
ok..firstly..all my lovely nursings!!
they're so super sweet! they came earli in e morn 2 suprise mi wif cake n everyting..
hahas..though i knew it b4 they appeared..coz i happen 2 buy breakfast wif my mum den when we drove past my hse i saw tis bunch of gals sittin at e steps in front of e main gate..realli v touched...coz i noe most of them r juz PIGS! gettin them 2 wake up so earli n get 2 my hse..im realli touched..hehes..n esp need 2 thank yanshan 4 makin e cross stitch..n huijun..made e super pretty foto frame..sl 4 all e chocs..n of coz every1 hu turned up..yeps..made my dae start wif a BIG smile on my face!

den it's e dance pple..so sweet..i nv expect them 2 cele 4 mi..hehees..realli caught mi by surprise..when i entered e hotel rm it was all dark..i cant rem hu was holdin e cake.. n thanx 4 all e petals n bathin salt they prep 4 mi 2 bath after grad.. so sweet rt? haiis..reallirealli wanna thank u guys! esp at tis kind of time..as in got grad n after As..im sure every1's lk spendin alot n v broke..so realli wanna thank every1!!!!! i realli appreciate everyting u'll haf done 4 mi! n kelly n kunali 4 e prezzie! thanx!

n of coz i cant leave out my clazmates!!! hahas..though i would haf preferred a surprise..but im realli v v happi liaoss..i tink it's v nice that e waiter served e cake..hehes..hu ever came out wif e plan thanx alot!!!!!! hehes..n also 4 e prezzie!!
i'll definitely wear it!

oks..that's 4 my bdae..but before i go on 2 grad..muz also thank every1 that msg mi =)
realli glad u guys still rem my bdae..hahas..n realli wanna sae sorry 2 sum1..yahs..

oks..grad!! im realli happi wif my hair make up..evryting lars..i oso got e ugly necklace changed...so everyting was realli perfect i felt lars..though i feel that part of grad was quite boring..n my seat was realli quite bad..nearly got a neckache turning 2 c e stage e whole nite..n e worse ting was i was SHIVERING throughout e nite! hahas..n wanna thank this guy that gaf mi flower though i duno e person..but realli made mi happi lars..i love flowers =) actualli i felt real sad when i was undo-ing my hair 2 bath..but they got ready e water n petals n stuff..hehes..i didnt take foto wif every1 i wanted lehs..but nv c those pple so nv tk lars..guess it's juz 2 bad..

that dae was a super long dae..fr morn they came my hse surprise mi..den went 2 do mani..den went hotel rm put stuff..den go do hair make up..den after go grad..den came back..hehes..juz sososo mani tings..but i was realli HAPPI! e onli ting lackin was my dar lars..if he was wif mi i would b much happier..but at least he came 2 tk foto lars..oh yah..need 2 thank my parents 2 4 ferrying mi 2 e hotel =)
aiyahs..2 sum up..it's a happi dae!

happi bdae to me..
happi bdae 2 me..
happi bdae 2 meeeeeee...
happi bdae 2 mi!

happi bdae weixuan! =)

heeas..spaz? ok lars..my bdae mahs..so crazy nvm..
i always feel that bdae is a v special dae..
n not a second of tis beautiful dae shd b wasted..
even on slping..yeps..but tis yr i've alreadi wasted 7hrs n 15min slping..but no choice wat..2nite grad..muz look pretty~! hees..ok lars..i c a v bz dae ahead..hope everyting goes well..esp e makeup n hair..realli duno wat 2 expect..keepin my fingers crossed!

hahaas...im burstin wif JOY man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can finally change my ugly necklace 2ml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!hhehees...wowws...2dae such an eventful dae!!!!!!!!
but everyting has a happi ending!!!!!!!!
n i mean realli everyting thaat went wrong became right!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im SOOOOO SUPER HAPPI!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i tink tis blog has e most ! ehees...but that's coz im feelin EXTREMELY happi!!!!!!!

ok..e first ting that went wrong 2dae:
i went parkway 2 buy body glitt..act i hav but i wanted gold..hehes..
but 2 my disappointment i couldnt get it...
den wanted 2 draw money but e queue lk SUPER long...so gaf up e idea..
but i donated money...mayb that's y i got rewarded..hehehss..
in e end i decided 2 use my old glitt so e ting lk close liao lars..
but i feel abut bad coz i promised px i'll lend her that..but she being such a nice n understandin gal didnt mind at all..at least that made mi feel alot better

second ting:
e ugly necklace that i bought on sat..wanted 2 bring it back 2 change...but i tot i didnt have e receipt wif mi..but i still went wif sum hope in mi..n of coz they didnt allow mi 2 change saying 'it's our LAW..we muz haf e receipt..' aiyah..i can understan lars..but i still felt real dejected n sad hehes...but thank god..a miracle came true!!!!!!!!!
i told them i hope that when i reach home e receipt would b sitting on my bed...
n it came true!!!!!!!act stupid mi lars..i nv search my bag that dae i went 2 look in another plastic bag i was holdin that dae..hahhas....but still happi ending!!!!! i tink im damn blessed~!!!!!! so im goin back 2ml 2 get it changed!!!!!! YEAH!

n that's not e end..i met my dar near his hse 2 get my prezzie since i'll b damn bz 2ml..n that's e third ting that went wrong:
i saw him smiling when i got of e bus den he handed mi tis box n asked mi 2 open it..
guess wat..there were 2 live hamsters in it!!!!!!i nearly dropped e box man....
i all along v scared of such stuff..n i screamed lars..aiyah..i noe my dar muz b real disappointed n sad..he said he tot of tis 4 mths..den he black facce...he NV black face mi b4..first time 2dae..n i was tinkin it's not my fault..but that's not e pt..den we started callin pple 2 find a hme 4 e poor hamsters...yanqi didnt want them..his frens said no..his sis said she dun mind but in e end we went back 2 e shop hopin 4 a refund..logically speakin e man could haf juz said no n chase us away...but i muz sae that man is a GD man! he's so super nice!!!!!!! he actualli refunded e full sum!! 66 bucks! i feel damn grateful 2 him!!! ani1 hu wans 2 buy ani pets..food 4 ur pets or aniting...go serangoon ave 2 k..there's tis pet shop beside tis shop selin fruits... he's so nice!!!!!!

yahs..2 sum up...everyting is wrapped up nicely!!!!!!HAPPI ENDING!!!!! yeah man!
im feelin super high now!!!!! called mani pple wantin 2 share my joy but none picked up...=( sl juz called back lars..hehee...wat a gd way 2 start my bdae..although still sum hrs away... =)))))))))))

I FOUND E RECEIPT!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEPPPPPPPPPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAHH!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2dae i got my veri first bdae present! (even earlier den my dar..)
hehes.. realli lk 2 thank every1 that's chippin in..4 e benefit of those hu r payin but r not present..they got mi a shawl 4 grad..
hahas..it was quite a shock 4 mi..n i realli mean a SHOCK..
i was choosing n showing them..den i decided i shd get that 1 coz i realli dun feel lk searchin 4 more liaos..den juz as i was taking money out of my wallet 2 pay..
a v forceful arm GRABBED mi..it was csl den she pulled mi despite mi tellin her i wan 2 pay hahas..den she lk anihow grabbed sumting n asked mi nice not..
huh..n 2 tink i realli tot abt it b4 answering her..hahahs..
n e nxt moment my tingy was paid 4 n i was dragged out e shop..i tot e rest paid first coz i suddenly disappeared..den they 'it's ur bdae present!' hahas...wat a surprise!
yepss..thanx alot man~

2dae was realli a fruitful trip though i can bearly feel my legs now..hheees..
bought everyting i need..yeps! great lars..v happi wif my purchse.....
saw fen 2dae 2! another pleasant surprise..hehees.. she's recovered fr her pox.. n she juz msg mi that she needs 2 gain weight..hahas..that's so opp of every1 i noe..i mean all my friends not fat lars..juz that always saying need 2 jian fei..

n my bro..another problematic 1...kids nowadaes...realli..haiis..tink my parents realli damn disappointed in him..aiyah..guess i didnt do a gd cover up job..
but i tink my parents shd b less strict 2 lars..it's impossible 2 ask him dun hang out wif e trent..n i dun tink he's e root of e prob either..i juz feel lucky my bro's not my son..
i realli wont noe wat 2 do wif him man.. i tink my parents need 2 close 1 eye if they intend 2 live longer hahahas..

ohh yah..n im still stickin 2 my joggin hehes..so proud of myself! but ytd dint run..hehees..i realli ADMIRE my dad! he has incredible determination.. yes n i tink e hard work is payin off! hehess...so happi...but guess i shd slp now..im goin 2 STUDY 2ml!
wish mi luck~

dar finally got friendster...though im gettin a little bored wif it now..
how cum fri nite got no shows 2 watch..realli sian...
2ml need 2 go sch 2 get testi..9am..hmm..after that is SHOPPING!
town again...AGAIN..aiayh..hope evryting settle 2ml den mon can ktv!

2dae i went 2 tan..alone..tanning alone is quite borin..no fun at all..i shall try not 2 do that nxt time..but wat 2 do..nobody likes mi..i haf no frens..hahahas..
n it rained 2dae! y muz it b 2dae!! when im wearing jeans.. i wear jeans lk once in a million yrs? den met him at city hall..den went town..lunch ate sum pasta which was quite nice.. den walk n walk..didnt buy aniting..nothin much 2 saaeeeee..so..bubyee~ im goin 2 carry on wif my boring life..

ohh yah..eve got her ears pierced..hahhas..n in my excitment juz now i msg px 'eve pierced her eyes' hhahaas..i tink i scared her..cant believe i did that..aniwaes..
e pt is...v pretty!!!!

ydae was another crazy dae!
we wanted 2 send tis fren of ours hu's flyin 2 aust 4 holiday wif her fam (im still havin papers n she's enjoyihn herself!!! e worse ting is by e time she's back i still haf 1 last paper!!! LIFE IS UNFAIR!)
yah..n it was supposed 2 b a surprised..e onli info we managed 2 dig was she's taking SIA n she's supposed 2 meet her tour grp at 645(which was wrong info)
in e end we ended up searchin high n low ALL over e airport..r T2 den T1 den T2 again...
juz when i was abt 2 gif up tinkin we'll juz haf 2 c her when she cums back WE FOUND HER!
hahahs..tis is one lesson we shd learn..nv gif up..no matter how bad tings may look..
though tings may not always haf a happi ending..hehees..watever e case..realli happi our efforts were not wasted..she was reallli touched..hehes..n we took a few pics..though every1 was 2 tired 2 look nice
hehes...ohh yah..my foot ached when i reach home fr all e excessive walking at DOUBLE QUICK time..
2dae did quite sum walkin 2..went studyin den shoppin wif kunali..hm..saw a few stuff but didnt buy lars.. after phy on thurs den go c more lars...

wonder how's px's hair..n 2dae surprisingly i exchanged many msg wif hj..hmm..lost contact 4 quite sum time..hmm..she seems 2 b in a gd mood lars..den she asked abt every1 n grad..hmm..used 2 b v close wif her..but ever since we went 2 jc..tings sumhow changed..i mean..of coz i dun expect us 2 stay e same as b4..but..aiyahs...feels lk i've lost a fren..she's sum1 i cant realli grasp..duno wat she's tinkin of..sumtimes she's fine..den e nxt moment..she's unhappi abt sumtings.. i tink tsd 'opened' her mind so now she sees tings diff..includin us..she doesnt seem happi spending time wif us..or mayb is juz wrong interpretation on my side..yah lars..n e KL trip..i duno when we're goin now..probably after xmas n b4 ny..mayb counting down there..haiis..didnt turn out exactly wat i pictured..even im getting a little sian of all tis...

oh yah..n i haf decided 2 enrol myself in a one wk jogging course..wif my dad n e dog..hahas..that's e least i can do 2 prep 4 grad..though i dun tink it's of much help..but at least it's sumting alrs..e ting was supposed 2 start ydae but my lazy dad fell aslp!!!! n i seriously need 2 tan but it's always raining these daes...mayb i shd haf bought e sunless tan e other time..i was doubting whether it realli works.. but now im desperate! haiiss..mayb e shawl can help..stupid bike hike!!n y did i wear e stupid top!! hope mr sun dun b lazy n cum out soon *praypray*

2dae i nearly exploded...lk...BAAABBOOOOOOOOOOMM!!!!!!!
aiyah..but cum 2 tink of it now..oso nothin much lars..
juz that all my best frens told mi we were supposed 2 meet at one
den ok..i was doin sumtings den i looked at e clock..oppps..12:07 better bath..den i went down..in e end e earliest person turned up arnd 2plus..actualli if it's juz studyin i wont b mad lars..but i tot it was quite an impt gatherin lunch...in e end..sum went blah..others blahblah..hahahs..they tried 2 pacify mi by buyin choc n lunch hahas...aiyah..but e dae turned out fine..juz that i had 2 rush home 2 feed e dog..yah lars..hope 2ml can study moreeeeeeeeee!!!

yeahh~blog revamped!
but sumhow juz cant make e stupid font size bigger..try again another time..... tired alreadii..hehes..

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im feelin =)
first time in duno how mani million yrs i saw pple..alot of pple...alot alot of pple!!
it feels great!!!!!!!! went town juz now..though didnt do much but still feel v =)
mayb it's coz it's fri..i tink i feel esp =) on fri!!!!!!!! duno y.....=)
ohh yah...n eve's sososoo prettyyyyy! =)

it's pouring outside now..im feelin real bored..wif all e studyinnn..2dae shall b my rest dae! was so irritated juz now..found my bro slpin on my bed when i came home..y r bros always so IRRITATING! he has his own bad own fone..wat's his prob..cum my rm 4 wat! i HATE it when he takes my stuff without askin mi..enter my rm..go thru my stuff..doesnt he haf ani idea wat privacy is!! he better dun let mi catch him doin such tings again..i got my bedsheet changed which is sumting i dun rem doin 4 a long time..hehee.. aniwaes 5 daes into As..im feelin..hmm..duno..dun feel lk gettin back results..i've no confidence at all..haiis..tot could watch matrix 2dae..i was still lookin 4ward 2 2dae but nvm..mayb nxt wk lars..i wanna watch wishing stars oso..hmm..wat else? tink i'll go 4 a movie marathon after As..it's been a long time since i did that...e last time was realli fun.. hmm..wonder wat im goin 2 do 2 all e notes lying arnd in my rm..shd i throw them away imm..keep them 4 my irritating bro(NOOO!!dun even tink he'll need it aniwaes)..recycle?hahas..burn them lk wat bingde sae..dun buy charcoal den burn notes during BBQ hahas..but watever e case..my rm shd b much more empty by then..hope can redeco my rm..shift e furniture arnd? buy sum new stuff..paint e walls?aiyah..i'll haf so much time after As 2 tink abt those stuff..rt now muz conc..n make sure i dun regret when e results r back..

it's been a long time..feelin quite sick now..flu plus sore throat..
haiis..but dar shd b havin a harder time..sprained his ankle a 2nd time..though diff leg
but twice in less than a mth..haiis..hope evry1 stay healthy....
muz b e rain ydae..i hate havin flu..my nose lk no longer mine..
aaiyahs..v long nv dress up 2 go out..nowadaes always go out mug..
quite bored..luckily these kind of daes r goin 2 b a ting of e past...sooon..
yah lars..tink mrs than v rt..i tink muz realli push myself..i dun wan 2 haf ani regrets nxt time..yeps..rather suffer abit more now..every1 out there jiayou!!!!!!
oh yah..realli hope e trip 2 KL wif e nursings will realli work out..im realli excited abt it..

friends r v impt pple in life..juz lk pillars in life..i always knew that..
im v touched by wat sum of e guys did 4 my dar..
they r realli his gd frens..
tis reminds mi of sum frens that i've 'promised' 2 keep in contact but failed 2
hmm..chengsi shuwen lar..hailin xinying..
yepyepp..but not like we entirely dont contact lars..
but hmm..yah lars...tink it's time i do sumting abt it.....
we're realli gd frens n i believe we can b gd frens 4 a v long time 2 cum
provided we make an effort 2 keep it goin lars...
many times we would juz gif ourselves excuse.."oh.im 2 bz..alot of test"... "alot of tuts 2 do!".."dun feel like ..." yahs..we drown ourselves in excuses
but that shdn't b e way..i tink vincent is realli gd at keepin friends
at least he makes e effort 2 call n ask mi out..(though i often let him down..)
yahs..quite admire his spirit..n he dont juz tok he practise wat he preach
hmm..so i tink it's time that i do a little sumting 2 keep e friends arnd mi..

sumting sad happened 2dae..e onli ting im happi abt is that my dar is takin it well..
time will heal all wounds lar..

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....v cute...

A girl and a boy were on a motorcycle, speeding
through the night. They loved each other a lot..

Girl: "slow down a little.. I'm scared.."
Boy: "No, it's so fun.."
Girl: "please..it's so scary.."
Boy: "Then say that you love me.."
Girl: "Fine..I love you..can you slow down now?"
Boy: "Give me a big hug.."
The girl gave him a big hug.
Girl: "Now can you slow down?"
Boy: "Can you take off my helmet and put it on? It's
uncomfortable and its bothering me while i drive."
The next day, there was a story in the newspaper.
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because its
brakes were broken. There were two people on the
motorcycle, of which one died, and the other had
survived...... The guy knew that the brakes were
broken. He didn't want to let the girl know, because
he knew that the girl would have gotten scared.
Instead, he was told the last time that she loved him,
got a hug from her, put his helmet on her so that she
can live, and died himself...
Once in awhile, Right in the middle of an ordinary
life, Love gives us a fairy tale.


so touching......*sniffsniff*

did so mani stuff over e last wk
hmm..got my grad dress..nothin fantastic n lotsa details 2 b worked out
n got my new fone..gettin 2 like it more n more wif each passin day =)
went sentosa..took quite alot of fotos but duno how they'll turn out
hmm..started my studyin plans..still workin out ok..hope they cont 2 stay tis way

hmm...got back all e results..haiiis..dun tok abt it lars...
tok abt edison!!hehee...got 2 c him 2dae..we met in e cinema..
but obviously he was in e screen lars..
but that's gd enuff 4 mi larss..he realli can melt my heart man...

WOWS..that's all i can sae abt my wkend
after maths S in e morn i went 2 eve's hse 2 help deco
after much obstacles (hong shd noe best) finally managed 2 reach her hse
yeps..we oso saw videos of eve n her siblings when they were young
super cute! hahahs..
den e party at nite..quite fun lars..almost all nursings turned up(xcept joyce)
haha..e most shockin ting is that e guys actualli didnt resisst when we drew a pile of shit on each of their faces b4 we allowed them into e func rm cant believe it man..
they muz b out of their minds
hahahss...den her clazmates...quite a ok lot lars...xcept ..hmm..
e cake was i-still-wan-more!!!!
den there was e usual tradition of yumyum hehe..i actualli 4got n took a few sips b4 that..hehe...thirsty mahs plus i headache wat
aiyah..it was a great party lars...although her claz n us didnt realli mix
yepps..realli hope eve's happi...im quite sure she is lars..n muz sae adeline is raelli a great sis..hahas..

ok...den nxt on met my dar..we ton e whole nite...
hmm..our first time lar..we met at city hall den walked 2 esplanade..
he actualli sprained his ankle n we still walked so much..realli feel quite bad abt it lehs
haii..when we reached there den felt lk watchin midnite show den walked again all e way 2 marina den e way we walk couldnt get us thru (closed liaos wat so late)
yah so we gaf up den went back..we sat n tok..n i almost fell aslp a couple of times
den we decided 2 go eat sumting..after walkin quite a while den went 2 tis 24hr eatary but e food lk not nice lehss..so we decided 2 go tis bao shop..bao as in dian xin that kind of bao yeps den we took cab down..
on e way we saw pple racin cars...as in reali racing noe...reminded mi of fnf
n there was also a rd block on e way..my first time seein that kind of ting
rather exciting...hehhee...n we had 2 hurry put our sitbelts
ok..2 cont..we went there n e bao shop not opened..i tot i was 24hr but it turned out not 2 b..den we walked..again..2 geylang rd..not v far but not 2 near lars..
after snackin den we walked 2 aljunied mrt den sat there wait 4 e trains 2 operate lor..tok n tok n tok abt lotsa tings..hmm....yep...... :)

den on 2 e bike hike...piangs! it's so much fun...we went fr east coast 2 esplanade there 2 harbourfront..cant realli believe it...my legs nearly broke!
n im a LOBSTER now...all red..actualli mostly face n my back n hands lars..
hehee...itchy lehs..
hmm i guess every1 fell down but sl was e first den norman's most stupid..
rode into tis big drain claimin he didnt c it den jumping off e bike hahas..
but e onli serious 1 was mj lar...scraped her knee..
n my slipper spoilt when we were nearing our halfway pt..
haiis..so irriating.. was lettin pple go first den i accidently duno how i step on my slippers e strap broke..den cycled barefoot lors
but on e wway back 2 EC i used a bandage shawn bought 2 wrap my feet
in order to 1)prevent hurtin my feet as steppin on e paddle was quite painful w/o shoes 2)prevent contact wif e hothothothothot floor when need 2 push e bike
hehe..v fun lars! but e after-effects..sum r yet 2 b felt...haiis..
tis kind of tings realli fun but shdnt b done 2 often if not e element wont b there animore

yepss...e whole wkend..didnt even catch a wink of slp! i tink it's like sort of a record 4 mi..usually after tonnin one nite den will slp lk a pig e nxt dae..but tis was a 3prog marathon...hehhes...realli fruitful wkend!! spent time wif every1 i wan 2
yeps..juz hope i wont feel 2 sad 2ml(gettin back papers)

every1 else muz b havin lotsa fun now
hehee..but it's alrt larss
i juz haf 2 console myself... :)

cant believe wat i did on mon
i went 2 sch in e morn when my paper was in e afternooon
i was tis little gal wanderin in e canteen wonderin where's all my clazmates
ahhahas..so stupid! haiis..
n that unfortunately wasnt e end of e story
guess wat? i didnt bring out my wallet!
which means i haf no money wif mi n i didnt haf my ezlink card!!!!!
i tot that meant i had 2 walk home
but as im a clever little gal i called my mum 2 pick mi up

2ml is phy p3 hopefully tings turn out welll......
e whole prelims haf been rather demoralizing...realli quite worried 4 my As
dar seems 2 b feelin abit low 2dae..
it's been a long time since mi n my dar spend time 2gether
yeps lookin 4ward 2 after prelims..there seem 2 b lotsa prog lined up
hm..hope haf enuff time 2 do everyting i wan!

prelims is juz lk a few steps away..
well..after studyin 4 so hard n so long...all my life so far
finally e big hurdle is here..
now it's e dry run..
realli duno wat will happen...
dun dare 2 tink abt lars...
realli hope tis will b over
den i'll reward myself!
yeahhh~ =)
hmm..there's tis singtel ad abt e podlite tingy
it tink e guy damn shuai!
hahahs..tink he'll make a gd eye candy 4 e time being
e panasonic guy oso not bad..hehe..e one wif e baby noe?
juz tokin abt them makes mi feel happier heheee..
ok lars...dun tink i'll b bloggin 4 awhile..at least mayb end of prelims
yeppiee..gd luck 2 every1!!!!!!!!!!

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shitty..aiyahss...go watch my holland v..

came across tis found it v cute so decided 2 go 4 it
yepyepps try it out larss

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i feel super unhealthy..
haven been exercisin 4 a long while..
i tink it's time 2 turn allll e fats into muscles!
hahahs..

had such a bad dream juz now.. scary!!
dun wan 2 tink abt it
nv cum online 4 a million yrs
read alot of mails n frens blogs..
every1 dun seem 2 b happi..
im oso feelin rather numb nowadaes
wake up study slp eat watch tv study slp
nothin seem 2 b able 2 lift my spirits
realli hope tis period of time would past quickly
im realli lookin 4ward 2 after As..
so mani mani tings that i wan 2 do
i cant wait!!
parents cumin home 2nite..
cant slp in their rm animore.. :(
their bed so comfy.. but all tings haf 2 cum 2 an end
ys's bdae was quite a success..
hope she was realli happi e fotos came out ok 2..
nowadaes there's realli nothin much that i can look 4ward 2
holland v is one ting i look 4ward 2 each dae
plus all e meal times..hehee..
i muz realli start 2 save up now..
my acc realli draining..haii..
hope every1 will brace themselves n face e challenge
suddenly feel lk goin 2 e beach..feel e sea breeze..
but den again im 2 lazy 2 make e trip there
it'll b nice if e beach can cum 2 mi instead hahahaas

hmm...i dun quite like cats act..
but it's quite true i haf mood swings but i tink it's more controlled nowadaes
1wk away fr anni..lotsa tings in mind..but not much strength n energy 2 get aniting done...
haiis..n im a little behind schedule..muz push myself more!

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hmm bz weekend..little work done..n i actualli felt damn guilty not doin ani work e whole of sat
haiis...my intensive study plans start 2ml..
realli hope i can stick 2 it wish mi luck man!

i bought myself a belt 2dae..realli love it alot!
hahas..but dun realli tink it goes well wif my clothes leh..
aiyah..but v happi i got it lars...i've been eyeing it since ydae but they all told mi not 2 buy
but i cant stand it animore so went 2 get it 2dae
hehehee...

meet up wif sum ambulance 2dae..
realli quite a reunion...
hmm..it feels v gd lars...but had 2 share cab home coz no more train liaos
hmm changqi was there 2 n he treated us 2 ice cream so nice! hehee..
toked abt lotsa stuff...thailand trip 2 marriage 2 blahblah..hahahs...
i tink changqi slimmed down..e rest nv change much...weilong still as funny ahhahas..norman slps everywhere
n edwin..hehe...n shawn..still as hyper as ever
quite a fruitful dae lars...except in terms of studies..

suddenly feel like swimming..
alot of pple goin grad v gd! much more then i expected
e stupid SCs..realli irritating..y is e ting at ritz n y is it on e 2nd!!
haiis...but guess there's nothin i can do abt it lars...
my shoulder achin again...siann..i haf 2 study v hard
i wan my 4As..e rj pple realli freaky
e SA nite they were also e guest performers but they were actualli studyin there
all of them!!haiiss...sickkening..
n hope hong's bdae party would b successful..gotta check out e venue 2ml..

haiis wonder y im always feelin so tired
all day all nite long...bz wkend ahead...im so full now...ate dinner v late..

WE GOT GOLD~!
ahahhas...my godd!!!!!
okok...well...duno y i didnt feel as happi as i tot i would..
hmm..mayb e gd news haven realli settled in mi yet..
it's reallli diff fr e st john comps i took part in..fen juz called..aniwaes..
yah...how cum i dun feel happiness burstin out of mi..aiyah..
aniwaes..top five means we'll haf 2 compete again...e tot realli puts mi off...
but if that's e price we need 2 pay 4 gold i rather compete again
yepyepp

zooOOoooOOoOoOOoMmm...
syf is over..so sooon...hmm...cant realli believe it..
yep this is my first n my last syf..
but it's realli finally over!!!
hm..i feel...happi...yah quite relieved...
everyone did their veri best..though e results r not out yet i realli feel like we've won
i can feel that every1 felt e same 2!
im glad that we gaf it our best..yeahh!
n e cele..muz realli thank e yr1s..2 bad they wont get a chance 2 join syf but hope they do well in other comps 2 lars
n miss wong realli chose e wrong occasion 2 tok 2 us..
realli spoilt our mood 4 a moment esp syd's..
but e cele went on...we went marche 2 eatt
but on e bus alot of us alreadi couldnt take it n napped
so fun! we nv realli go out 2gether b4..as in all of us..so it's e veri first time
hope it wont b e lastt
yepp..hope e results would b out real soon! i cant wait!
hopefully we can realli all cut bangs!!!!!

den went back dunman after e cele...
so happi...12 of13 nursings went back...onli joyce didnt go backk..
hmm..wat a pity...e ambulance...shame on u..onli so few went back..
haiis...n sean koh...bluff mi ar...sae u'll go but in e end nv go...
hmm..n weilong realli slim down quite alot..
cant recognise him hahahas..but most of e rest nv change lars...
shawn is still e naggy n jovial old shawn..
ohhh...siling lent mi her pretty earing n i wore it 4 e nite...heheee~
n we saw fireworks!!!!! so prettyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(hehee...cant wait 4 national dae...)
haii..2 bad my camera went out of batt later in e nite..couldnt take ani more fotos
n huijun permed her hair...so pretty..n she looked v grown up
e deco v nice osoo..n i took sum silvery stuff home...
aiyah...ydae was one of e happiest dae tis yr
nowadaes realli feel quite stressed...
haf 2 study 4 As..but i dun wan 2 haf ani regrets in e future
so I WILL WORK HARD!!!
i muz!

hmm..these daes nv realli tok 2 ani1..except galv of coz
as in realli tok..hmm quite happi weilong n vincent called mi 2 tok
yah larss..duno y nowadaes nv realli tok 2 ani1..
it's juz so funny...haiiis...every1's juz 2 bz wif their own lives...
there's juz no time 2 stop n catch up wif every1..
hope e cumin sat would b a gd time 2 catch up wif every1...
it's oso SYF dae..hope everyting goes smoothly

my shoulder is hurtin again..
hmm..irritating..wonder if there's ani cure 2 tis
n my eye has also been gvin mi lotsa probs tis yr
hmm..tis yr doesnt seem gd 4 my health
wonder wat's wrong
*wonder*wonder*

opppss...1 damn impt ting...
my fmaths got highest in claz!!!!
hahahhas...can u believe it???
i cannttt!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahhahass....

wooooooooOOOOoooooooooo......
tings r happening 2 fast...
i feel lk im laggin behind haiiis
finally there's 1 dae i can reach home b4 e sky turns dark
hmm...these few daes realli rather hectic..
sl's bdae lars...syf rehersal...midyr results...blahblah
i've been missin e 7 n 9 oclock shows
yeahh..but can watch later!

2dae was realli fun e bbq~
hahhahaas...hope fen enjoyed herself as much as i didd
but realli rather tiredd now
hmm but everyting is worth itt!
yep e sickening midyrs r finally OVER!!! :)
juz hope my results wont b 2 bad larss

hmm..e final battle shall b fought 2ml!
hope i dun get wounded 2 badly......

1 paper down!!! 4 more 2 go!!!
hheheee...2dae...shd b quite ok lars...
juz that i nv use e cont correction at all....shit man!
haiiss...but hopefully everyting else is alrt
heheee...now time 2 pia econsssssss
wish mi luck!!!!!!

hmm..quite happi wif my progress 2dae....
went ys's hse 2 study...lalaa...i ate 4pieces of pizza!!
ahhahass..so damn full after that
n ys's mum paid...feel abit bad...but i oso 2 broke 2 pay her lar
hmmm....suddenly feel like eatin durian again...heheeessssss
so long nv eat...juz now went 2 e pasumalum (duno how 2 spell....but u noe wat i mean...)
hmm..nothin much larsss..yah lars...hope 2ml will b a great dae 2!!!! jiayouuu~~~~

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hmm...tried 2 push myself harder 2dae.....
but stilll.....haiiiss.....n worse of all i juz realized vectors is in 4 midyrs!
my god....2 tink i was still laffin when weilong told mi he studyin vectors
arrrrrr!!!!!wat a disaster!!!!!!!!!

well...watched charlie's angels
super nice!!
yeahh~ wif papa
hahahhas...so nicee!
but im havin a little small headache now......
sooo.....haiii 2dae nv do ani work.....
2ml muz work harder!

juz ate porridge wif egg
hm..tasty!
hehees...e egg got lime v nice!
n i saw e review 4 e dance performance we watched...
hmm...oso 2 chim 4 mi 2 understan
ehehheeeesss
n ecnad realli exists noe...i saw on e papers 2
hehehe...so qiaooooooooO

yohooo....went 2 take e NEL wif papa mama juz now
hehehe so funny

i better study hard b4 i regret it.....
haisssssssss

papa gimmi his 3310
he usin e other fone
hmm
he said i look lk a star!
aahhahas.......so funnnnnyyy

hmm...meet wenguang 2ade....
hmm....he better tk care of his face
ehhee....m i v bad..no rt juz concerned yep

hmm..studied ok 2dae lars...
went out wif siling 2 parkway 2 study
hmm..dae3 w/o fone......
actualli im quite ok wif it
ahhahahas....duno y

life SUX!
my fone is S P O I L T!!!!
haiiisssssss stupid mi 4 jumpin into e sea wif it
haiisssss SHITTY~~!!!!
no cure liaoossss
haiiiiiiiiii

oh man...my progress is like a tortise!!!
super slow...i better buck up man
dance 2 ml not much time 2 study 1 wk left onli
econs n phy not touched yet at all!!!!!!
n my fone!! haiiss...2ml get it done.,..
i feel terrible without my fone!!

lalalallalala
no sch now
but life is still as miserable!!!!!!
aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!

first time tryin tis ting out...hmm...
ok..here goes...well...2dae is start of e wk...
nothin much lars...lessons like usual....yah..den pe...den got spaper...
hm..watched abit of their ahs dance...not bad lars...
hehe...got abit of urge 2 dance lehs...
heheee......edwin called juz now...rather shockin...
yah...hope later can do more work...haven been doin aniting...
haiiss...n SAT tis sat....hope everyting goes well!!! gd luck 2 mi!!