e gals workin at liang court sum jap place..taken wif my fone so v blur

sl e cook! hahas

ohh..waitin 4 daddy to cum home wif supper for dar..ohh..my fav 9oclock show juz ended todae..wat m i goin to watch nxt time =( ohh..dance prac earli in e morn tml hmmmm...im not makin much sense..haahas..as in everyting lk in bits n pieces anw ive been dreaming these daes..n 4 those hu duno i seldom dream..lk once in a million yrs..realli yahh..but sumhow ive been dreaming of tings or rather pple that i shdnt b dreaming of hahas...anw sl mentioned jeremiah 2dae..hmm...he use to b my eye candy..wonder if he's realli in deep shit lk wat sl said..im gettin tired *yawn* n hj gaf mi sum sugestions on wat to do wif my hair...but wat m i goin to do wif my hair?!?? i realli dunoooo ohh n haven collect my coloured contacts yet..dar's supposed to get it! but he's realli bz n bothered wif all e OOC stuff..i dun blame u dear~anw tink my entries gettin more n more boringgggggg! n that's coz life is gettin boring..or rather im gettin bored wif my life! i need sum surprises..tings to spice up my lifeeeeeeee! realli lookin 4ward to goin japan!!! i wanna go rt now!

juz gaf my rm a small lil clean up coz dar's cumin over later hahas..hj oso cumin soon...later goin to liang court to look 4 hong n sl wif shan n hj hope it'll b fun..wonder wat it is lk to do waitressin..mayb can try aft i cum back fr japan...duno whether to work not leh..or shd i juz slack..if i work wat kind shd i look 4.. booo ohh n abt dar..e specialist sae he's born wif 'jumper's knee' so his knee jumps? duno wat it means lar..anw he said too much exercise in a short period of time is e cause of his pain..e prob is..his prob is not serious enuff to down pas(pes) watever yah..but anw he'll need to OOC first den c how..at least he'll b excused fr exercise 4 3mths which is a gd ting..haii..my poor dar =(

another off dae..hahass..im as slack as my daddy!!! ohh..n i shd b teachin my bro n his frens tuition..hahas..but everyting so uncertain coz i duno when i free yahh i wanted fr e start to teach grp tuition anw im onli chargin 250(tog) 4 e 2 other kids...obviously i cant charge my own lil bro rt..tink abit bo hua 4 mi but aniting lar.. c im so nice =)

hmm haven settled e hostel ting wif hong..no time!!! anw hello rm-mate if u're readin tis..though i doubt so coz u're simply to bz pa-tou ing haiis..so gd =( anw dar's sis sae yr1s cant choose halls..duno true anot leh..haven go check it out yet..anw she stayed in hall6 same as yanzi! ahahas..anw hong sae her senior sae hall 9 v happening as in all heavy clubbers n stuff...hmm though i tink actualli every batch diff rt? duno lar gettin a little excited abt uni.. NTU here i cum!!!!! vrrooom~~

dar's goin to e specialist todae!! ohh..wat's goin t o happen~!~!! heheee..stay tuned to find out! juz came back fr driving..sian..stilll cant bk test date coz haven pass FTT lk irritating! still haf to wait arnd 2wks..n wat if i fail AGAIN! tink i'll juz bang e wall..ohh..n i bought 100plus worth of stuff fr my shopphahas! to b deducted fr my pay..=( but e stuff in my shop realli nice! there's tis mango purse that i absolutely LOVE! but one big prob is it's too smalll to put in ani cards..u noe ezlink n stuff...im so fustrated..shd i stilll get it? but it's so inconvenient..but i so love it!! aarrrr!!

e wkend came n went..haiis..dar's back in there again..but he'll b out soon!! thurs..but i got drivin in morn n work in e aft =( cant go wif him to e specialist =( but my fri off! yeah~ tokin abt driving..tink im goin to tk tings slow lar..2 lessons per wk..no hurry.. as long as i get my lisence b4 i go U..so long nv go drivin..i lk messed up here n there 2dae..took mi 2 lessons to clear e stupid parallel parkin..it's a waste of my precious time n money! cant they build more lots 4 parallel parkin..everytime haf to wait lk half n hr juz to do 2 stupid parkin n requeue all over again!

ydae had dinner at long beach wif my fam n my mum's fren's fam den went to picnic wif e nursings!! so fun..it's been super ultra long since we had such a big scale gathering.. ohh..n sum1 got a diamond ring! im so jealous! hahas..no lar..but so cool! lucky gal~ ohh n i got myself a room mate!!! great..now onli need to decide wat hall to choose.. ani advice ani1?

sat had to work den met dar 4 dinner.. we ate lk so much..so much..first we went sum pizza place at raffles city n we ordered sum baked pasta n pizza aft we still went cartel to eat softshell crab plus soup plus bread hahahass..tink these daes my eatin habits abit siao..on fri nite aft cumin home fr ktv wif von fen n fel i ate 4 har gaos 3 siew mais n 1 char sao bun! n no..that wasnt dinner..i ate kway chap 4 dinner..hahhass! madness! anw i tink e ktv place quite nice..plus realli feels gd to meeet up wif those gals.. n fel! she doesnt want to join s;pore idol!!!! how can! haiiss...realli a waste of her talents..

anw later got FTT at queenstown..hope i can find e place..n i better pass tis time!

ohh..it's my off dae! AGAIN! hahas..went clubbin wif e dance pple ydae..n kunali went..she told mi she wasnt goin but she turned up! supposed to go chinablack but it was closed 4 sum private event i tink..hmm..i wana try chinablack...anw in e end we ended up at cheeky monkeys..tis place that kunali freq lars..anw she got picked up a million times ydae! hahass!she's so hot! there was tis guy hu end lk GRABBED her..oh..n syd/fen's fren caryn v sweet lookin..that kind that'll melt ur heart..pretty! yep..n poor marie..we were playin dare or die(yea we were bored) den she gulped down tis galss of alcohol n in e end she lk vomitted twice..n every1 still had to work todae..kunali even has SMU int..i feel so lucky~

oh..anw my mum won 4d..though not alot i tink..she's gonna treat us..n dar oso..n oso e fam which helped her win..coz she got inspiration fr them..lalaa..wat shd i do 2dae? feel lk shoppin...if onli money could drop fr e sky..how wonder would thaat b..no one replied my sms on goin shoppin xcpt shan but she onli free aft 4 n im goin ktv wif von n sf they all at 7..mayb i shd call von..duno whether she's workin...........

oppss im bored again! =(

swimming at hong's sis's hse (look at how fatty i m!)


we're hafin so much fun!(w/o tsl) hahahss! kidding!

juz did my uni ting but it's not complete coz i haven made e payment! hahas..anw tis morn was so screw up..im pissed but not at ani1 lar..im juz realli upset how tings turned out.. obviously im not angry at my dearest frens since tings will still remain e same no pt..mayb i shd tk tings easy...i tink i get upset too easily these daes...aniting can affect my mood

did i mentioned that im gettin COLOURED contacts? hahas..im so excited abt it! hahas..but cant get them till wed lars..mayb i'll collect it over e wkend since e shop is near dar's hse in other words..so far fr mine hee..

ohh..n i juz got e letter i got into NTU acc yeps..nothin to b v happi abt lars..yah but ok.. at least i noe where i'll b goin..anw supposed to make a payment of lk $100 but my bank acc is now freakin 2-digits..hahass!! i tink im mad spendin so much anw hope my pay cums real soon! supposed to get it in e middle of e mth n it's lk 20th alreadi..i totally need to save!

ohh..n dar's got an appointment wif e specialist nxt thurs..duno whether im workin..hope i can go wif him if his mum isnt

took me e whole morn to finish readin everyone's blog...ohh..but it's so nice to noe wat's happenin...oh.. sat nite fever was GREAT..it's lk so super cool! my god..those pple were lk so energetic 4 e whole 2hrs..can u believe it..they lk not onli dance..still haf to sing..realli tk my hat off these pple...they're realli great..n i realli lk tis gal..i tink she looks lk jasmine fr aladdin..she's e gal in e dance comp in e show..e first couple...yepp..tink she's fantastic.. oh.. n i even saw tis man who was alreadi baldin though his part was quite small but still.. i tink they're amazing..realli admire them! lk how can they rem all e steps e moves n everyting.. how they keep their energy level so high thru out e 2 hrs.. superb! ohh..n e last part when they prompted e audience to dance tog..every1 actualli did.. most of e pple at least..ahhas..i lk their costumes too!! so glittery n flowy! hahas..n e pple on stage were lk so into each other when they do lk couple dance n all..hee..i tink e funniest character is e dj cum dance instructor in e show..his chest hair n everyting so hilarious hahas!

ok..enuff of sat nite fev..hmm..anw that nite both of us realli dressed up n it was realli funcoz haven done that 4 lk so long! ohh..dar looked great..we took a few pics but lk too dark leh..n i wore a skirt! hahas..

haven been workin 4 e past 2 daes..oh..went 4 tuition..i guess it was pretty ok..juz felt a little sian...e gal's hardworkin lar..n i dun tink she's stupid so it's great lar..duno whether i shd tk up animore students..c wat cums along lar..

oh well..no drivin tis wk..coz couldnt get ani slots..im tkin it easy lar..as in i cant rush my drivin coz i still haven taken my FTT n it'll tk lk 2wks later to noe whether i passed onli den i can reg 4 prac test which will tk another 4wks..plus i dun tink i'll pass e first time =(

juz while im complainin abt e inefficiency of e tut agency one called back n i accepted tis yr1 SRJC gal livin in bedok..hope she'll turn out 2 b pleasant n everyting..e pay is low 4 a JC kid but aniting lar.. $180 per mth..plus first mth e agency tk 50% =( plus im supposed to lie that im 20yrs old hahas..lk real i look 20! n i tink e guy that gaf mi e details damn funny hahas! he lk pretend to b e parent n started questionin mi..so stupid..anw i need to go to work if not i'll b LATE!!!

opps..but dun tink dar'll b happi abt tis haiis..he lk planned tis sunday's prog liaos n i lidat...im so idiotic!!!

came back fr brunch wif my parents..so FULL! im feelin slpy but need to go work later....oh irritatingg..n all e tut agencies nv call back aft i rejected them haiiss..though that's not realli botherin mi 2 much..rt now i juz wan 2 slp!!

juz came back fr 'swimming' at eve's hse..basically i juz soaked myself in e water..but it realli feels great lar..in e end onli left wif mi n shan..if it's in e past..im sure there'll b much more of us..as in now everyone's bz wif their own lifes..we had so much more free time when schoolin..realli miss those daes..haii..i noe it's impossible to go back to those daes..even if we go to uni tings would b diff..it could even b harder to get tog...

wat a boring dae... =(

went to e childcare wif hong eve n yh in e morn..surprised that i could actualli get out of bed ( we met at 9am at tamp ok) yah since i slpt rather late last nite..yeps..e kids were ok lar..i dun mind goin down when im free if e others go lar..hmm..there was tis social worker there called martin hu claims to b 26 when he absolutely looks 16 hahas..hmm..guess he muz b real carin to a social worker..admire tis pple..i definitely cannot do it..mayb tis is wat xiao bai wans to do..izzit?

anw aft that met ys to blade at EC..it's been yrs since i touched my blades hahas..once i tink of bladin i tink of yanqi..yepp..miss that crazy gal hahas..used to blade wif her so oft..yep...anw im realli tired now coz i even bladed home fr parkway..sumting which seems easy to me yrs ago..but now..hahas..my stamina realli...

oh..called a few tuition agencies..but they always dun gimmi wat i wan..haiis..i tink i irritate them by turnin them down all e time hahas..ohh..n there's lk sumting wrong wif my tagboard..i cant seem to tag on my own tagboard!!! arghh! anw joyce..my shop is near sakae sushi beside carefour there...yeppss..neear toilet..cum when u free k!

dar juz called..hmm..his leg is givin him lotsa prob..goin to accompany him to c dr chan tis wkend..hope it helps..hope my yokoyoko helps 2..

ok..im all stinky n dirty..so goin to bath noww tata~


at EC (notice how tall i m hahas! but that's coz im on blades)


wif jing at cream bistro, tis gal is as pretty as ever!

i tink NKF is mad..how can they make e artiste do all e dangerous stunts..siao man..esp e sharon au's 1..i tink they r absolutely MAD!i lk cant even bear to cont watchin...crazy! i noe they run of out of stuff to do liaos but oso cannot lidat wat...madness!

anw didnt send dar to pasir ris todae coz im simply too lazy hahas..feel so bad...anw bumped into eve n addy aft my dance lesson but they seem to b in a rush to i duno where..anw hope tis tues outin will b fun! it's been a long time since we do sumting fun tog yepss..

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they came my shop to find mi

hmm..but 2 bad couldnt go out wif them...but i met up wif fang n gina..im realli v glad we still keep in contact..

ohh n i lost my mum's ezlink card n my dad tinks im tis irresponsible youngster coz of that..so stupid..arrRR!

watchin tis show wif shawn yue n charlene choi? duno lar...quite lk her lehs..

ohh..n i realized that i haven been wearin a skirt 4 a million yrs..i always wear 3quarts or lk jeans to work..hmm...nv dress up 4 so long....ohh n i lk sl's skirt..every1 pls look above!

haven blogged in awhile..hmm..i linked so mani more pple 2 my blog...guess blogs realli bond pple 2gether..as in i feel more involved in every1's life..at least i noe wat's happenin to everybody..so all my dearest frens pls do blog (e above msg to sum1 wif e surname tan n initials sl)

ive been workin so hard these daes..my last off dae was lk sundae! but realli enjoy my work..miss e pple at paragon..they r so much fun..hahas..wont b goin back there animore tis mth..stuck at suntec..not that it's a bad place..juz that nancy is arnd hahas..

dar has been cumin 2 my hse to watch tv wif mi these daes..im such a tv freak! hahas..but e 9oclock show realli v nice! i absolutely love it!!! n of coz AMI! hm..a little worried abt his leg..always givin him prob..haiis..

ohh..n my dar has a blog..pple do check it out

ydae nite i was watchin e 10oclock news (n eatin fruits at e same time) n they reported that tis guy actualli earns 7million last yr..piangs..sum director of OUB..7milllion lehs..wah.. that kind of money..i tink i'll tk 7 lifetimes to earn it n tis guy juz brings home e money in one yr..wth..plue he alreasi so old..earn so much 4 wat..life's unfair...

hmm..went to paragon ydae.. to work lar..not shop..tink e environment there lk better.. at least there's no nancy hahas! ohh..but too bad..im onli there 4 one dae..goin back suntec todae..n same shift as nancy! SHIT! actualli i tink im v lucky alreadi as in one whole mth i onli haf one dae wif e same shift as her yeah! thanx alot ping( e person whu schedules our work)!!

anw..dar seems to b gettin on better in there though he sae it's quite sian n he sae he's surrounded by jungle..which i tink is a gd ting wat...green is gd 4 ur eyes dear! hahas..hope he'll b out 2nite..he has 2 interviews 2ml..so hopefully he'll b out den he'll b free thurs fri sat sun! yeah! but i'll b workin so wat's e use blah!

it realli feels great when pple buy e flowers i arrange or lk sae e bouquet v pretty n stuff..realli makes mi v happi! =) yepp..of coz i onli do e simple kind lar..ohh..i taught my bro maths ydae..hmm..feel that im gettin rusty..better get that brain to exercise soon.. hope my bro can get mi sum tuition deals leh..or ani1 got lobang? i wana teach maths! preferbly grp lar..lk 2students..n preferbly sec or jc..hahass..so mani request..

n pple i haf nxt tues n wed off..so faster bk k.. =) eve i wanna go blading 2!!

juz gotten used to hafin dar by my side n *poof* he disappears..haiis..feels kind of empty w/o him by my side plus ydae was lk one of my worse dae at work..e best ting was siling came 2 visit plus had lunch wif yiling though onli she was eatin..haiis..e rest of them got scolded coz there was sumting wrong wif e acc..obviously i wasnt involved since i was off on sunday n plus i onli temp..e mood was so tensed ydae haii..n nancy once again had 2 screw sumting up n made me n juan stay back coz e acc didnt balance AGAIN..arrr...feel lk slackin at hoome n dun work..yay! hahas..

oh..n belly dancin was ok..guess it's not so fun yet coz we still cant get e moves rt..e instructor damn pretty..looks lk lucy liu..but didnt sweat at all..ohh..n finally got 2 wake up later..no driving..no work in e morn..i need more slp seriously..one look at my face n u'll noe y...

ohh..i haf so mani tings to sae..so little time!! ok..dar got into sispec..tink he's happi..im happi..yep..my belly dance lesson starts 2ml..tis is exciting..well..hj actualli msged mi..yahh..hmm..nancy is gettin more n more irritating by e day..im lookin 4ward to my trip to japan yeah! my fam seems 2 b in sum financial probs though..coz my dad was sayin we're alreadi startin to dig into our savings or rather their savings..hmm..my mum got demoted n stuff..haiis..i tink i can help alot by spendin less...but that's so diff!!dar's goin in again..haiis...actualli e onli gd ting when he's inside is i get to save alot more money as in i spend alot less when he's in there hahas..ohh..n i juz ate durians again! hahas..love durians!! YUM i seem to b more pampered nowadaes..tink i was much more independent in e past..wat's goin on!!?!

ANNOUNCEMENT: ok pple..i haf lk a million off daes tis mth (how i noe y) yeps..so pls DO date mi

actualli it's gd that i haf lotsa off daes so i can do much more tings that i've been depriving myself of such as shopping! yeps..but e bad ting is my income is goin to shrink! haiis..but it's ok lars..lk i told sl ydae..ive been seeing more of her mum than her..hahas..coz sumtimes aft my drivin i'll stop at eunos so go sae hi 2 her mum yeppps..tokin abt drivin...realli hope i can get my license soon..lk real soon! i wanna get it b4 i go uni..is it poss?

hmm..so mani tings happened but i juz haf no time to blog!! ok..firstly..no scholarships got back to me...lk absolutely zero! haiis..siannsss! aiyah...got 2 go 4 breakfast they rushin mi!!!arrr!!!!!