My current wallpaper. totally love e reflection idea. Go Gold Fac 3!!!
Sunday, January 28
another episode of dancefloor over. didnt even feature us. boo! hahas. how ironic i kinda dont want to c myself on tv yet i feel lk i wasted an hr watchin tv onli to find that we werent on it for more den lk 2.22284095857 sec. hahas. mayb coz i was expecting them to slam us on our costume (gold pants). tis must b e longest dance comp i've ever entered in man. i mean we started getting tog n practising since lk sept. it's been lk 4 mths now. n e episode they were showin today was filmed lk b4 my exams which was lk donkey years ago man!
went for manicure training today. helpin SP do some canvassing. im kind! hee not in e comm but i help out :) but it was fun. juz not confident helpin others do yet. hopefully with some prac i'll b gd. hahs. goin to try on my guinea pig.....Ah Koh!! hahas. love all e fanciful names O.P.I give it's nail colours. wonder how they come up with them.
i tink my late nites are taking a toll on my health. got e feelin that im fallin sick again. boo! but i juz cant get myself to slp earli. i realli feel that im wasting my life by slping. dear's gettin sick too. obviously fr too much gaming. we better both tk care of each other. CNY's coming!!
went for manicure training today. helpin SP do some canvassing. im kind! hee not in e comm but i help out :) but it was fun. juz not confident helpin others do yet. hopefully with some prac i'll b gd. hahs. goin to try on my guinea pig.....Ah Koh!! hahas. love all e fanciful names O.P.I give it's nail colours. wonder how they come up with them.
i tink my late nites are taking a toll on my health. got e feelin that im fallin sick again. boo! but i juz cant get myself to slp earli. i realli feel that im wasting my life by slping. dear's gettin sick too. obviously fr too much gaming. we better both tk care of each other. CNY's coming!!
Wednesday, January 24
feeling so much better now. aft a wk of torture from e free flowing tap up here n e constant ear blocks/headaches/cough. i tink e cure to my sickness is NO MAJJONG. hahas. which translates to early nites n more slp. i mean realli. been playin everynite last wk even on sat. lack of slp is e main reason y i cant recover i guess. but nowadays i realli feel that slp is a waste of my time. a waste of my life. i can do and experience so much more in my waking hrs. i feel weird if i were to slp lk b4 3am.
im realli proud of e cheerleading team. they won first!!! but they train realli hard. almost everyday till lk 2am. when we play mj could hear them clapping away in the comm hall. so gd job guys! haii.. but hard work doesnt pay off all the time. booo!
anw caught e auditions of dancefloor. didnt have much shots of us. (Thankfully) somehow it juz feels damn weird to c myself in that box. lk i feel realli ugly n yucky lk i cant wait 4 e shot with me in it to b over. hahas. spotted deardear in his 1 sec of fame too! anw nxt wk's 2nd auds shd have more of us as we get criticised for our gold pants. but i hope they'll show e gd comments e judges gave us coz it's goin to b e first n last time gd tings r said abt us. BOO!
settled e air tix for our WAT. feel realli broke now. lk REALLI broke! gotta save up fr now. eat more in e canteen. less suppers. less goin out. less shopping. actualli shd b NO shopping! i gotta savesavesave!!! n im lookin for tuition lobangs! pls help me keep a lookout :)
im realli proud of e cheerleading team. they won first!!! but they train realli hard. almost everyday till lk 2am. when we play mj could hear them clapping away in the comm hall. so gd job guys! haii.. but hard work doesnt pay off all the time. booo!
anw caught e auditions of dancefloor. didnt have much shots of us. (Thankfully) somehow it juz feels damn weird to c myself in that box. lk i feel realli ugly n yucky lk i cant wait 4 e shot with me in it to b over. hahas. spotted deardear in his 1 sec of fame too! anw nxt wk's 2nd auds shd have more of us as we get criticised for our gold pants. but i hope they'll show e gd comments e judges gave us coz it's goin to b e first n last time gd tings r said abt us. BOO!
settled e air tix for our WAT. feel realli broke now. lk REALLI broke! gotta save up fr now. eat more in e canteen. less suppers. less goin out. less shopping. actualli shd b NO shopping! i gotta savesavesave!!! n im lookin for tuition lobangs! pls help me keep a lookout :)
Friday, January 19
feel that my social life is heavily impaired. due to 3 main reasons:
1) dancefloor pracs realli sucked up all my time. days, nites, wkends. bleah. at least it's over. for now. more shit coming up soon though.
2) dear's soul has been sucked into another world. he is always here physically, but i cant seem to reach him inside. all day n nite he juz stares at his stupid comp.
3) been sick for e past wk. cant rem e last time i was so sick for so such a long period of time. tink my body juz gave up on me aft all e stress fr dancefloor. got kinda freaked out last nite when i sneezed out mucus wif blood stains. yikes! hahas. for a moment i tot wat will happen if i die. hahas.
1) dancefloor pracs realli sucked up all my time. days, nites, wkends. bleah. at least it's over. for now. more shit coming up soon though.
2) dear's soul has been sucked into another world. he is always here physically, but i cant seem to reach him inside. all day n nite he juz stares at his stupid comp.
3) been sick for e past wk. cant rem e last time i was so sick for so such a long period of time. tink my body juz gave up on me aft all e stress fr dancefloor. got kinda freaked out last nite when i sneezed out mucus wif blood stains. yikes! hahas. for a moment i tot wat will happen if i die. hahas.
Thursday, January 18
i wan to get well!!!! hate being sick :( cant eat lotsa stuff!
subj reg has been a headache man. cant seem to get wat i wan. simply coz i realli duno wat i wan. actualli i do. i wan an elective that is easy, no need to attend lessons, no projs no participation n preferbly no exams. hahas. where can i find such a GE?
dear got his expansion pack. he's changed into tis monster that i seem to know anymore. all his waking hours r spent WOWing. wonder how long more of tis shit i gotta endure...
subj reg has been a headache man. cant seem to get wat i wan. simply coz i realli duno wat i wan. actualli i do. i wan an elective that is easy, no need to attend lessons, no projs no participation n preferbly no exams. hahas. where can i find such a GE?
dear got his expansion pack. he's changed into tis monster that i seem to know anymore. all his waking hours r spent WOWing. wonder how long more of tis shit i gotta endure...
Sunday, January 14
e show is over. but e shit is far from over. cant help but still feel v affected by e judges comments. i mean i know we're not as gd as e other teams. we're realli not in e same league but to hear that from someone else's mouth on a show which would b shown nationwide juz dun make me feel that gd. im realli thankful to all our supporters though. parents esp! bfs too! thanx 4 all e banners posters e screams n shoutings. was so touched to c them all staying back to wait 4 us aft e show at e reception i actualli cried. e sight of e yellow sea (they all turned up in yellow!!) juz made me tear. thanx 4 being so encouragin n supportive throughout guys!
anw ours is e first shuffle rounds. so i guess it'll b aired in early feb! rem to catch me on dancefloor on ch5 k! but dun have too high expectations. e other teams on my epi r realli gd though so it'll definitely b worth camping in front of e tv! my money's on breakforce crew :)
anw ours is e first shuffle rounds. so i guess it'll b aired in early feb! rem to catch me on dancefloor on ch5 k! but dun have too high expectations. e other teams on my epi r realli gd though so it'll definitely b worth camping in front of e tv! my money's on breakforce crew :)
Tuesday, January 9
screw mediacorp. realli suck. all they care is abt their production n how good they'll look. boo! anw realli feel bad i had to tell some of my frens they cant come to e show aft inviting them. realli sorry man! it's realli diff for me to distribute my v limited tix esp when they're still separated into lk up n downstairs seats. there's juz too much of such stupid stuff to distract us fr our dancing. which we desperately need to focus on!!!!
many thanks to peter whom despite his busy schedule squeeze out some time for us to do some cheoro for us. we're really dry aft 2 rounds of auditions. im realli glad peiru made that call. hahas was realli hesitant initially coz i was really afraid e styles will b drastically diff (which it is) n e whole dance will lose it's theme. but glad everyting is turnin out well.
aching all over rt now. hope it'll b worth it! i dun wan to look stupid on tv!
sch has started. officially. but im totally not in e study mode. i dun even feel lk im a student. i wan to juz spend my last sem PLAYING!!!
many thanks to peter whom despite his busy schedule squeeze out some time for us to do some cheoro for us. we're really dry aft 2 rounds of auditions. im realli glad peiru made that call. hahas was realli hesitant initially coz i was really afraid e styles will b drastically diff (which it is) n e whole dance will lose it's theme. but glad everyting is turnin out well.
aching all over rt now. hope it'll b worth it! i dun wan to look stupid on tv!
sch has started. officially. but im totally not in e study mode. i dun even feel lk im a student. i wan to juz spend my last sem PLAYING!!!
Thursday, January 4
so e new year is here. i find that for e past 3 years i had bad starts to e year. meaning ah koh will do stupid tings to make me really mad at him.
2005 (gosh that sounds lk donkey yrs ago):
his new yr resolution was to quit smoking. we were at chong's hse n at abt 3am he was holding a cigarette in his hand while playing mahjong. i mean all along i nv forced him to quit (of coz i wish he will n i noe he will eventually). i always feel that smoking is not e worse ting anyone can do compared to lk drugs or someting worse. but i hate pple who dont mean wat they say. going back on his words lk in a blink of an eye. booo!
2006:
at fisherman's village aft a gathering with his fam at e caribbean. someting to do with his smoking again.
2007:
now that he's quit smoking (yeah it's true!) it's his newly found addiction that realli hit my nerve. he has been OBSSESSED in his own world. WOW. world of warcraft or someting. i admit e game is realli interesting n all. but to spend lk ALL his waking hours on it is simply mailto:!@$^&##!!
actualli im not really lk angry mad at him. it's more of disappointment. i was pretty upset for lk a day. till my mum enlightened me in a totally irrelevant context. she said 'it's much easier to change yourself than to change others' which is realli true. so in tis new yr, i've decided to manage n adjust my expectations. this way, i wont feel disappointed when pple fail to meet up with my expectations. i guess e key is juz to not tk tings too seriously in life.
2005 (gosh that sounds lk donkey yrs ago):
his new yr resolution was to quit smoking. we were at chong's hse n at abt 3am he was holding a cigarette in his hand while playing mahjong. i mean all along i nv forced him to quit (of coz i wish he will n i noe he will eventually). i always feel that smoking is not e worse ting anyone can do compared to lk drugs or someting worse. but i hate pple who dont mean wat they say. going back on his words lk in a blink of an eye. booo!
2006:
at fisherman's village aft a gathering with his fam at e caribbean. someting to do with his smoking again.
2007:
now that he's quit smoking (yeah it's true!) it's his newly found addiction that realli hit my nerve. he has been OBSSESSED in his own world. WOW. world of warcraft or someting. i admit e game is realli interesting n all. but to spend lk ALL his waking hours on it is simply mailto:!@$^&##!!
actualli im not really lk angry mad at him. it's more of disappointment. i was pretty upset for lk a day. till my mum enlightened me in a totally irrelevant context. she said 'it's much easier to change yourself than to change others' which is realli true. so in tis new yr, i've decided to manage n adjust my expectations. this way, i wont feel disappointed when pple fail to meet up with my expectations. i guess e key is juz to not tk tings too seriously in life.
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