where is my pot of treasure?

caught red handed

ah koh did someting really out of e blue yday. 

he came to surprise me at my hse at nite. 

he's back in jurong camp for reservist tis wk.

but he can book out at nite (thou he told me he'll stay in coz no transport so no pt travellinig back n forth)

n he just appeared at my doorstep unannounced yday.

in e end, e surprise was all his. hahas.

i happen to be out with perry.

i tried to tell him but he was in camp (read no communication) 

i called him b4 i went out (but he didnt pick up)

but lucky for him. we were just in e neighbourhood. planned to go cheesecake cafe at siglap but was closed.

so in e end went back my hse to pick him n e 3 of us went for drinks.

ok here's some background. 

perry's my ex-bf though i just tink of him as a gd fren now lar. it's been way too long anw. 

aiyah. e pt of my whole story is im glad e 2 of them get along so well.

n im really glad my bf isnt e jealous kind. 

i mean looking at e facts man, it doesnt look gd rt.

bf in camp, den i go out w ex-bf behind his back (unintentionally lar)

i tink normal guys might tink otherwise. 

oh n im really glad perry's attached now. hope tis one last. she's a gd catch man.

 

sad life

yea. i just cooked myself some instant noodles.

n tat's after i drove myself out to buy e instant noodles (didnt feel lk eating anyting else alone)

can u believe it? there's nothing edible at home!

except CNY goodies which doesnt count.

such a sad life. parents out having fun. 

bf having fun in camp (just called me saying he drank 6 cans of beer! lk hello! i noe it's cheap but u dun have to die there!)

me. sad lil soul stuck at home 

for pple who duno me. or not well enuff.

i need to tk my meals. at mealtimes.

i NEED to eat. if not i'll feel faint, get a headache or just feel unwell. u noe. lk cant function properly.

i dun snack. not usually anw.

coz i eat proper food during mealtimes.

tat was 1 huge prob when ah koh n i had drastically diff lifestyles 

hence slping patterns during my first yr at work while he was in his final yr.

i always woke up early feelin hungry while he just snores away. 

den i have to wait lk 2-3hrs for him to wake up/wash up b4 we grab food

usually after much of my whinning/ kicking/ threatening

yea. vday came n went. funniest ting was when i joined e gang at settlers at smu on fri (vday eve).

i was commenting 'where got pple buy vday gift from robinsons one!' (refering to tis huge robinson bag beside chris) n in e end, it turned out to b my vday gift! hahas! shall reveal wat it is in my nxt post!

p.s. im v surprised n touched at e same time tat there r still pple reading tis! im really encouraged to blog more frequently again :)

help me!

i dun wan to stop blogging. really.
it's just tat most of e time im too lazy.
i tink tis l-word is ruining my life. seriously!
i tink being lazy is one of my worst character traits.
pple who noe me w noe e extend of my laziness.
sometimes even i amaze myself.
n it's not just laziness. it evolves.
becoz of my laziness i tend to b more passive
u noe.. not so on e ball. only do tings being thrown to me (if absolutely necessary)
over time tis got ingrained in me n i adopt a 'take it easy' kinda attitude to life.
the way i see tings is tat there's nothin tat i can live w/o
everyting happens for a reason. no need to fight it unnecessarily
tis 'chill' perspective to life worked pretty well for me in e past
but now im at a point in life where i feel tat my time is running out
in fact i've been tinkin tat for some time now
there's a million tings i wanna do before i die
life is slipping thru my fingers.
it's high time i chuck tis heck care attitute aside for sometime
n really do tings tat i will regret not doing
so i need some help frens. a nudge or a push. anyting!
need to slip myself out of tis comfort zone for a while to do tings i've nv dreamt of doing.
den i can come back to this kind of life
so pls help!
anw.. didnt blog to tok abt my laziness.
but dun feel lk bloggin alr.
till nxt time (which shdnt take too long if i do manage to change)