bday party + exams + job interviews + dancefloor +internship = STRESS!!!!!

halfway thru e exams. left with 2 papers. i realli screw up today. sad :( wish i can have a second chance man. nowadays i cant fall aslp when ive paper e nxt day. i guess my bio clock is realli spoilt! i hate e feeling of not falling aslp n rolling abt in bed. booo! 2 more papers. n im already feelin so slack. hahas. tml's GE prob goin to study thru e nite or juz tml morn or sumting. n 206 nxt wk. dun even noe wat to study.

not lookin forward to after exams at all. hahas. im lookin forward to my party. but not e work b4 that. hahas. n everyones too bz with exams to help me too except my deardear who has to bear with all my worrying n all. hahas. still got all e interviews to prep 4 n also my internship. haiis. no break 4 me :( i wana go on hol!! mayb first wk of sch? anyone got cheap lobangs? hahas. gotta save up 4 WAT USA. i need lotsa job lobang nxt yr. prob onli takin 2 or 3 mods so shd b quite free! that's if i clear everyting tis sem.

cele cui's 21st bday party! hope u had fun gal! so sorry 4 e failed surprise. hahas. she came back b4 we could hid all e shoes outside my door. e bday msges turned out pretty well :) much nicer den expected.

combined effort from everyone!

hahas. e white ting in e middle is a cake. NOT toilet roll!!!!!!!!

does it realli look lk toilet paper?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROOMIE!!

on another note, my dear's brain works lk a 6 yr old kid. so to make him do 2 online lectures back to back (he was running out of time) i asked him to state his terms n he said he wanted a PSP. so yep. here it is.


u noe exams is e time where pple go crazy. here's proof :)

WE GOT IN!!! oh my gosh oh my gosh!!! hahas. took awhile 4 that to sink into me. yay! top 32. all e late nites. sundays in hall. bruises. aching muscles. everytingeveryting juz paid off! but i muz say that we realli wasted lotsa time at mediacorp juz waiting. esp when i have a paper e nxt day. cant even study coz was realli nervous. was realli scared. seeing other realli gd dancers fr all genres. actualli many teams b4 us which i tot were realli gd were in e mayb list. n e crew were sayin e judges were in a bad mood. hahas. anw tings turned out great! we got 4 YESSSSSS! hahhas. realli feel proud of us. we did it!!! actualli i feel that 4 competitions, alot depends on e judges. if they lk u, u're in. as simple as that. hahas. couldnt fall aslp e past 2 nites. e nite b4 was coz v nervous. n ydae was simply too happy :)

on another note. e audit paper SUX. lk realli. shall not tok abt it. plus my cousework is lk e lowest ive ever gotten :( n it's lk 50%. booooooo. tax is realli a wise choice. now i juz pray 4 interviews. shd b released in a few days. pls shortlist me!!!

i wana watch phantom of e opera. any1 else wana watch tog?? anw goin to slack 4 lk mayb 1 day? hahs. goin out 4 a bday cele later. den tml still haf to go kpmg to sign contract. stupid.... lk in e middle of exams. how dumb. yay. can go home finally!

feeling kind of down now. haven been home 4 lk 3 wks? 2 wkends lar. ive been wanting to go home. i tink tis is kind of lk e first time i miss my parents n home so much in all my yrs stayin in hall. esp so tis wkend. it's their wedding anniversary n my bro passed his driving so we were supposed to go out n celebrate! but i had dance on both sat n sunday :( haiis. so we initially planned a sunday dinner but my phone had no reception blahblah. aiyah conclusion is i'll b eating canteen food (yet again) later. wat's worse is my mum tinks im too bz 4 them n i dun pick up my phone which is totally not e case.

went 4 nra's concert last nite. they r gd lar. but not as gd as blast. beat them hands down. but e amt of pple they have. totally SCARY. it's realli scary u noe. as kenji puts it. it's lk watchin e matrix. they juz get multiply. but still. it was $10 v worth it. but e hosts were crap. wish could talk less. totally dragged e whole concert. n daphane sang lk 4 songs? goodness. macham her own personal concert.

finally settled a place to hold my bday. but there's still lotsa tings to take care of. tryin not to tink abt it all at once. now it's one step at a time. aft dancefloor, focus on exams den bday planning den internship. wahhhhhhhh.

can u guess wat's tis? hahas. it's done by a v bored individual (not me!) though ive been pretty bored myself lately. my higlight of e day is goong at 7pm on chU. hahas. turning back into e old tv freak self. tinkin whether i shd juz watch goong on comp. but den it'll b bad if i get hooked so badly. need to study! exams! quiz! pweeeeeeeee. onli 1 quiz 1 report n 1 presentation left. plus onli 1 wk of sch left. hahas. n for me onli 1 last sem in my entire education. pretty sad whenever that tot comes to my mind.

applied for e big 4 joint recruitment. hope i get shortlisted for someting. hai. didnt choose audit in e end. against everyone's advise. even my mum's. hopefully it doesnt land me in trouble. exactly one mth to my 21st! i'll b more excited if it wasnt so near e exams. boo! sometimes i'll juz study n wander off to imagine abt my bday. hahas. cant focus! boo!

been shoppin online. ALOT. but luckily im too broke to realli buy much stuff. but still spendin lotsa time surfing through those stuff. sucks. im realli broke :( when will it rain money?

dear's been having probs with his comp lately. hopefully it's nothin major. he'll die w/o his comp. hahas. though that will mean spendin more time with me! we've been slping at weird hours these days. awake when normal pple r slpin n slpin when pple r awake. but wat's new. hahas. been eating more breakfast these days den i have e whole yr. hahas. seldom awake at 'breakfast time' u see.

went brewerkz for steve's bdae treat. he's realli a generous guy hopefully he gets e gal. we were sitted outside n there was tis other table that ran off w/o paying e bill. wat's worse is. they actually ordered takeaways! my godness! where did these pple come fr. didnt witness this lar. tink they juz walked away un-noticed. tina told us aft that. n e poor waitress serving e table has to pay ok. no wonder she cried. those pple shd rot in hell.

time to hit e books man. wish me luck!

that's where i'll b nxt may-july! exciting exciting! hope it'll b real fun & hope i dun spend too much money! US here i come!


on a side note, i definitely gonna miss deardear lk siaoooooo! hope i'll get thru these 2 mths fine. n it's that time of e yr again.. time to MUG!!! e study rooms n libraries r getting packed. hahas. not there i was there to witness lar. bleah. i juz noe. haiis. there's still 2 quizzes, 1 report & 2 presentations ahead. hope i cross tis hurdle man! lookin forward to next semester. 1 core left. shiok!

we all dressed up for the big 4 networking nite. my dearest nbs mates! sch would nv have been e same w/o e 2 of them! hope we all have bright future. though mine still looks pretty uncertain.

roomie n me! boy those shoes hurt man. walkin to e audi n back nearly killed me!

us in a weird formation. hahas. we were kind of running late n we still took all these silly pics.

went 'taos' at paradiz centre for my mum's be-early bday cele. food didnt taste as nice as before. or mayb coz i wasnt hungry. e 7-course dinner was really filling! they even had a live band singing! hahas. but in chi. which is lk e first live band i heard singing in chi. my bro seem to have heard of them. aft that we played some pool. pretty fun i muz say! really enjoyed myself teaming up with deardear to play against my parents. hahas. we won of coz!

bro n i. in really similar outfits. hahas. unplanned of coz. we didnt leave fr home tog. his face is getting better though. being a clerk does have its benefits.

love of my life! :)

pics from shufen's 21st at aloha loyang!

e theme was UNIFORM! so we turned up in our army outfits! even used camo on our faces :)

that's how dear looked for e rest of e nite! hahas. that clown.

that's chriz. la bi xiao xin of e nite! hahas.

e army gang!

e bday gal :)

makes me wanna haf a party too! stay tuned!

been really lagging in my posts.. everyting is lk at least 1 wk late. hahas. been up to nothin much these days. quiz again tis fri. been to recruitment talks. planning for work travel. visited vivo city with fam n deardear. quite bad experience though. wkends now r v homely. been staying home (both mine n dear's) more than ever. these days we juz cant get our butts out of e hse. it's nice to juz laze home. click on e tv. eat desserts fr e fridge. haf mums cook nice food for us. n also we dun haf to spend a cent goin out wif parents. hahas. been watchin more tv den i had e past 2 yrs. that's hall life. even a tv freak lk me dont get my dose of tv. e reception here sux lk hell. plus everytime when we're finally done with everyting it's lk 1 2 am. n there'll b nothin on tv. boo!

i feel lk playing mahjong!

some pics from conviviere:

freshies from hall. they're pretty gd! better than e last batch at least.

e guys. all young and old!

e current hall dancers!

my current eye candy! he's so cute! hahas. but i was so shy takin pic with him.. so many pple niao-ing me hahas.

my dear! still e best!

planning to go on work travel USA as a grad trip. hopefully tings will go as planned :) anyone's been on e prg? any advise? rt now it's a fight btw morey's pier n paramount. but tink morey's might b real competitive. boo!

quiz over for tis wk! yay! so many recruitment talks these wks. shd b goin for a couple. of coz e most impt of all. e big 4 networking nite! hahas. make it sound so hmm.. BIG. hope im not too over confident of finding a job. i mean my current plans would b to start in e big4. stay arnd a couple of yrs den c where to go fr there. yeps so i'll b sloggin n earning peanuts for e nxt 2-3 yrs get my CPA first den figure e nxt step.

painted my toe nails red last nite. n it brought me luck in mj! lk i got realli lucky! hahas. i shared wif dear last nite coz there were too much 'kah'. n we won lk 20 over bucks (we played 10 20 cents ok)! heee happyhappy! been watchin lotsa movies (on e comp of coz) lately too. desp hsewife 3 is OUT!! hahas. exciting! n still following prison break 2 every wk.

we got thru e dancefloor auds! actualli we joined tis out of boredom. all of them r workin xcept me. so we kinda got tog coz they were itching to dance. n at first i tot e auds were in earli sept (they changed e aud dates) so i agreed. wont tk up too much time..hahas.. didnt expect us to get past e first round. anw. WE DID! n im so proud of us. even though we're not at top 32 which we initially tot they would select but im still glad our 1 mth of effort didnt go to waste! i had a great time

GOLD FAC3 (pronounced as factory). that's wat we call ourselves. 3 coz we're all fr hall 3. or were. hahas. n gold coz it's our hall colour! plus i lk gold.. hahas.. anw we wore army pants coz we didnt want to spend money to buy. hahas. we're cheapo! turned out not bad lar.. hahas. 4 someting that is free.

term break has been realli tiring! lost alot in mj hahas. serve myself rt for wanting to seek escape fr work n studies thru mj. booo!!

taken at UCC aft watchin 'The Next Wave' staged by the NUS dance ensemble. they r good man. i esp lk e opening item wif raz in it. everyting fr e costumes to e backdrop were realli exciting! nxt would b e other item wif raz n kel. was realli strong on e senses. fen was great too! realli lk to thank my dear 4 goin down wif me though he doesnt realli appreciate such stuff. but compared to 'Shut Up and Dance' i tink e prefer the latter. heee. it was plain fabulous. no doubt abt it.

caught forbidden city: potrait of an empress over e wkend. it was a surprised i planned 4 my dear :) glad u enjoyed urself. it was realli gd. e singing were great. damn zai! power man! many funny parts in e show too. too bad there wasnt much dancin but e use of props n all realli zai. hahas. if onli hall productions could reach such standards. i wonder how e cast can tk performing nite aft nite 4 lk 3 4 wks in a row. must b realli straining.

went 4 my weekly visit to see my granny at St Andrews. cant help but feel sad everytime i c her. but still haf to put on a cheery front n juz listen to her stories. she's makin improvements but it all tks time. i hope i wont burden my children when im old. i rather die den go blind or lose my ability to walk. i rather choose death over illness. which makes me realli respect the caregivers at these centres n e hosp. wonder how they remain so cheerful n patient seeing so much sadness n fustration.

my dear wrote me 'love poem' e other day (coz i forced him to! hahas) n it goes lk tis:

Huh? What's that noise overhead?
What's that figure on my bed?
I can't see you from afar,
But u definitely sound like the revving of a car.
As i inch closer, I suddenly find it hard to swallow,
Staring right before my very eyes, was a huge stain on the pillow.
The smell that instantly filled my nostrils made me want to vomit,
All over my dear curled up like a hermit.

Cant stop laffin everytime i read it. anw he was describing me sleeping lar. such an idiot! but realli sweet n cute :)

some random pics:

deardear before he hurt his knee while blading. as expected his craze over blading lasted for abt 2wks.

cute lil max! bet he'll grow up to b a cassanova. hahas.

e reason for my sore throat.

e love of my life!