feeling partially numb now.. cant feel happiness.. joy.. love.. all i can feel is anger.. tiredness.. stress.. haiis.. even my fav tv shows cant lift my spirits.. even desperate hsewifes r not working!! i need to find new ways to vent my fustration and more avenues to find happiness.. but where r they???

mum's bdae nxt wk.. im a v forgetful person.. sometimes i cant believe how forgetful i can get.. been forgettin my mum's bdae 4 lk 2 yrs now.. tis yr i better make it up 4 her..