was kinda bored from studying. anw we found tis really nice place n we juz couldnt stop snapping.

dear got tis cool phone! its really DAMN cool. totally in love with it hahas. gian to get it myself! but gotta save $$!! now everyting i do or spend on i haf to lk tink rationally whether i need it or whether it's worth to get it. BOO! stopped my online shopping already. since i prob wont b getting it b4 i leave for US! expecting 3 more packages. hopefully'll reach b4 i leave. plsplspls!

uber tired fr last wk. somehow when exams r near i'll land myself in some stint which will suck out all e energy in me. at least tis time was kinda fun lar. in retrospect. brooklyn rock totally rocked. just that our performance kinda suck. was nervewrecking. my muscles felt so strain on stage. under e scrutiny of some of e best dancers in spore we juz couldnt work it. boo. n we were e first to perform yikess! guess e rest of e grps realli burnt e dancefloor. sooo duper hot. i love love love e blast performance. hahas. n thats even if they didnt have their striptease act. Osch was gd too.

feeling drained now. gotta focus on my studies! last sem! cant afford to buang. presentation later. hope everyting goes well. theres these 2 exchange students who tinks that it's fine that they dont contribute at all. lk hell they're goin to get it during peer evaluation.

so.. sch is ending. hm. how do i feel abt it? actually pretty numb. no excitment no sadness. tis is actually my most bz wk so far tis sem. attended all my lessons. lects n tuts. was really tiring. attending 2 lessons a day really drains me. i noe lotsa pple muz b cursing me rt now. but i cant help it that i onli need to clear 1 core n 1 GE rt? opps. anw back to e draining me part. these days i juz feel so lethargic. cant seem to push myself to do anyting. even leaving sch 4 dance pracs r a chore.

been hooked on 'heroes'. yea..i noe im slow but didnt wan to b caught up in so many series at one time. but now that prison break2 has ended (wat an irritating ending!!! cant wait 4 e sequel!!) i guess it's e rt time. haha. watched lk 10 epi in 2 days. kinda makes me wish i had some special powers too. if i can choose. i wana b lk hiro! he can bend time n space which means he can travel in time. how cool is that!

yups n it's that time of e yr where i gotta put my studying cap on. last sem! no accidents!

hall office getting on my nerves man. woke me twice tis wk. there's juz smthing abt them knocking e doors n shouting 'hall office' thats reaaaaaaaaaally irritating! boo! now im awake with nothin to do :( last few wks of slack life. better cherish man. exams coming up though. 2 closed bk. haven had a closed bk in awhile. hopefully i'll b able to manage. e gd ting abt closed bk is that pple dun lug lk 10kg of stuff into e exam halls n e authors n publishers dun earn $$ at e expense of us poor students. u noe how pple go crazy over buying every single related textbk. i rem there was 1 mod which they 'recommended' us to get 3 textbks. n mind u they were not cheap at all.

been online shopping again! badbadbad me :( but i cant help it since i have so much time to kill. it's only natural that i'll run out of sites to surf n eventually end up shopping. went to far east to search for jess's cap. i found it but they dun haf gold anymore. only left pink n it's kinda not my colour so nope didnt get it. really wan to get a cap badly. hahas. seldom i find caps that can compliment my head. they usually end up making me look really ridiculous.

want to cut n dye my hair before goin US. n how come pwc still haven replied me on when i'll start work?!??!? duno if they received my mail coz ntumail n edventure is lk goin kuku. but i dun wan to lk spam them. haiis. juz haf to wait awhile more i guess. cant plan my guangzhou trip yet. hm. or shd i go shenzhen? heard it's pretty dangerous though. but there's a 75% off for bookin tiger air. no reason not to go. hahas. so cheapp!! i like!!

feet hurts. fr e new shoes i got. sometimes i dun get myself. it's lk i noe i would get blisters fr new shoes. yet i still buy them. wear them w/o plasters somehow. m i waiting for blisters to appear before i put on plasters?

was so blur the other nite. i was on e phone with ah koh n i got off e wrong mrt stop. i was so blur i even tapped to get out before realizing it. n lakeside n boonlay r way different. hahas. stupid me. i juz saw everyone arnd me getting off n tot i've reached. boo! den on e way back hall i pressed e bell one stop too early. hahas. hopefully no one saw.

work n travel tok later. v excited over e trip but at e same time dreading all e planning n packing (yikes! so much to pack i mean all my hall stuff gotta bring home!!!). but really looking forward to getting away fr here for a long period of time. had tourism (my GE) presentation ydae. there was tis 2 germany exchange students who did on germany. really made me wana go there. hj muz b having e time of her life there man. yups i'll go! nxt time when i have e $$ of coz. wana go during october fest! :) hiaksss!

pics from last msia trip:

love tis monkey!

im back fr my genting getaway! i cant believe i spent all e time in e casino. lk ALL E TIME! except mealtimes that is. it's really crazy! initially i tot it might be a lil boring coz i cant quite imagine wat we can do up there for 4 days. i was still tinkin of exploring the outdoor theme park which i haven been to since lk 5yrs old. hahas. all plans juz fell thru. dear wanted to watch 300 there too. in e end we juz couldnt stand spending time away fr e casino. hahas. all in all, this was a fabulous trip! enjoyed myself so much i didnt wan to come back. i guess thats usually how it is. no one wans to come back to face reality. if only i can juz run away n not come back. how cool is that! ryan's mum is lk totally wild up there. hahas. can totally c e gambler in her. hahas. actualli i find pple up there rather rude. as in they're always pushing n rushing, cutting queues so they can get back to gambling. it's really quite an eye-opener.

now that im back. got quite a few tings to settle:
1. my US trip. some cock ups here n there. wanted to change our return fr LA instead of NY but now we gotta pay 200 instead of e org 75 that e lady told me :( boo! but i noe everyting will work out eventually. im realli looking forward to it!! hahas. if only there were no exams b4 that. argh..
2. all my remaining projs (for e rest of my study term). that's lk 1 report n 2 presentations.
3. gotta find out when exactly im expected to work so that i can plan my guangzhou trip (tink shop shop shop!). i tink e official start date is 1 july which i'll miss coz im still in US. have a bad feeling that i wont b starting work with e majority of my batch. booo!
4. study for exams. it's abt time man. my very last hurdle in NTU. all im aiming for is to scrap pass all my mods. hahas. shows my lack of ambition. i mean when u're juz takin 2 mods n have already secured a job, it's hard to b motivated lar. hahas. mayb it's juz me. opps!

ps. i love my parents! they went out to eat with me late last nite even though they juz came back fr dinner. i mean they r e pple i can always count on :)

cant wait 4 my well deserved holiday! i need a break! tk me away! refresh!!

just finished e IT show. really gd money. looking back i truely enjoyed it. thanx 2 e pple. that crazy bunch. oh btw i was selling DSLR cams. kinda interested in them now. but not crazy enuff to get 1 myself lar. but e quality of pics is realli out of e world compared to e normal compact digis. there were quite a few gd deals but didnt have time to walk arnd. plus realli wana save up everyting that i earn. n im realli glad didnt tk up e first job hahas. imagine lk working e same hrs but earning so much less. i tink i'll juz stab myself n die. out of e 4 days of work i actualli played 2 nites of mj. realli amazed at myself. how hardcore i am now. but i juz not much chance in future. so dun stop me!! anw e past 4 days realli juz zoomed. once e doors of e halls open n e pple come streaming in till e end of e show time juz flies. no toilet breaks no lunch no dinners. hahas. not so bad lar. but e last day was realli stressful coz if we hit target our commission doubles. thats alot of money we're tokin abt.

ok enuff abt work. did a damn lousy presentation juz now. hoping for a B-. tis wk seems pretty boring. nothin much to look forward to. but goin genting for 4 days nxt wk! cant wait! jackpots here i comeeee!! hahas. im such a gambler. it's in my blood. hahas. though both my parents dun gamble. not even during new year.

oh. dad's turning 50!!! still duno wat to get him!! tinking of sum yun nan hair care package or someting. hahas. feel so bad im not doin anyting special. shall use all e energy that's left in me tis wk to squeeze some surprise for him. big 50!

WOW! dear just secured an attachment that pays him $1000. hahas. looks lk i can depend on him to support me after all! hahas. yay! looks lk our overseas trip aft my WAT n convo is goin to come true!

hmm.. now gotta decide where to go..
1. bali
e sun/beach/massages/relaxing
2. thailand
live n eat lk king! plus shopshopshop!
3. guangzhou
dear will b a mute there though hahas. but heard losta cheapcheap stuff! strongly recommended by my mum. n siling juz told me e flight is lk 244 only!

ok.. but before that gotta work n save money! have been working hard (hahas) tml till sunday doing IT show oso. haiis. i actualli was supposed to work for compA but my fren didnt manage to get it. so in e end he got lobang fr compB which has lower pay but higher commision. so decided to go over to compB. anw i selling nikon cams. which i predict will b v difficult to sell. hm kinda regret. but juz hope it'll b more fun n can earn more!! i bet compA is cursing me tis v min. oppsss!

curbing my online spending too! not expecting any packages now.

CNY came n gone. though it's still cny coz there're 15 days all tog. but all e celebrations n all haf ceased. tis year's collections were pretty good. i better save up every cent for my WAT. everyting quite e same. had reunion lunch at home den had dinner at ryan's with his parents. lou hei twice so far. once on e eve at ryan's hse. that was realli yummy! n e other during e msia trip (more of that in another post i guess, all e pics in e comp at home). lady luck has been smiling on us tis yr. so far we've won abt $100 odd through mj n 'bun luck'. i even won some at genting playing e jackpot. juz ended another round of mj n 'bun luck' in hall n made a lil. good good hope tis luck stays with us :)

brought max out to downtown east e other day. someting which i haf wanted to do for a looong time but was afraid at e same time. i mean bringing other pple's kids out is a real huge responsibility. anw ryan's dad was supposed to bring him n we tag along but he was too tired so in e end onli me ryan n max! i love max! he's soooooooooo cute! if i haf a son nxt time i hope he'll b at least half as cute!

max e fire-fighter!
max e terrorist!
max e truck drivermax e drummer!
i love e way he smiles with his face all crumpled up n his eyes closed. sooooo adorable!!

another shot with his favourite characters. barney n friends!!

my favourite shot of e day. ohh so sweet :)

it's realli v tiring to bring kids out. but i realli enjoyed myself! very much! but kinda collapse when we reach back home. max oso concuss on e cab back. he's soooo cute! we were discussing whether to tk a train den bus or a straight bus den max said: 'aiyah, tk taxi lar' hahas. love his 'lars' soooo cute when he says it.

Had a v simple celebration tis vday. but tis is one of my happiest vday ever!

coz now im staying in his rm so he made this table for me to put my laptop when i use it on e bed! n he made it fr scratch! lk wooden planks into this. im pretty amazed though i was no surprise. hahas. there's no where he can hide n do tis coz im arnd him 24/7. n we came up with e design tog. was supposed to b a huge butterfly at e top right corner but it didnt come out well. so in e end decided to replace it with e poem that dear wrote for me some time ago. i love my table. decided to name it MLT - my laptop table. hahas. guess only ntu pple will get it. anw. b4 we painted e white designs they all commented that tis looks lk an alter. hahas. n e gerbaras! my fav flower coz they r so colourful n vibrant :) n guess wat. my blur dear actually tot those were real when he bought it. lk duh! but i guess it's better tis way, can keep longer in e rm hee.

what i did 4 him pales in comparison. juz a cushion (yawns) n this comic strip ting. hahas. which i still find pretty hilarious. anw gotta save up 4 WAT so cant splurge.

love tis monkey hahas. he looks so funny here! bet he'll kill me for using tis pic coz he topless. but how to tk decent fotos when he's topless lk 80% of the time.

anw. now that vday is over. there's CNY to look forward to!! i'll b gone in msia pple so dun miss me! i'll b gone fr tues to fri aft that do jio me for mahjong n visiting!! i need angbaossss!!

it's back to e boring routine life. i wish all e other grps best of luck! really sorry to all those who have wasted your money on us! hahas. but ur love n support is strongly felt! i feel that all 5 of us emerge from tis episode stronger in our character as well as dancing. we're can tk all e critisim in e world and the most important ting i got out of this experience is e v special friendship that we have forged over e past few mths. this oso made me c e ugly side of the entertainment biz. e amt of work behind every budding star. for all those earning big bucks from their fame, they really deserve it!

n i swear i will kill whoever invented e stupid game WOW. if i ever get to lay my eyes on u. that'll b e last time u will b seen.

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