i feel numb...
cant realli feel much..
ok but i noe 4 sure i haf real GREAT frens hu would realli go v far 2 make mi happi
thanx 4 every1's concern but i dun realli feel lk tokin abt it...n sorry 2 pple that i screamed at..i wasnt realli in control of myself..i realli feel quite bad 2..coz i duno whether i'll do wat my fren did if i were in her shoes...im realli touched..

haiis so xmas was rather screwed up..dinner SUX!!! lk one of e WORSE meals i've ever had..real sucky...i wonder how yl n ys manage 2 finish their food..den hong's hse was ok lars..tink i slp 2 much so didnt realli join in e fun

chalet was ok..but didnt tk ani pics though..that's 1 funny ting..n e xmas pics all quite sucky 2..2 dark lars..haiis.. yeps.. but at e end of e chalet realli felt a tinge of sadness..as in..duno when will b e nxt time i get 2 c them..even though we agreed 2 meet up durin CNY..sumting tells mi it's not goin work out..

aiyah..im feelin lk shit now.