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another episode of dancefloor over. didnt even feature us. boo! hahas. how ironic i kinda dont want to c myself on tv yet i feel lk i wasted an hr watchin tv onli to find that we werent on it for more den lk 2.22284095857 sec. hahas. mayb coz i was expecting them to slam us on our costume (gold pants). tis must b e longest dance comp i've ever entered in man. i mean we started getting tog n practising since lk sept. it's been lk 4 mths now. n e episode they were showin today was filmed lk b4 my exams which was lk donkey years ago man!

went for manicure training today. helpin SP do some canvassing. im kind! hee not in e comm but i help out :) but it was fun. juz not confident helpin others do yet. hopefully with some prac i'll b gd. hahs. goin to try on my guinea pig.....Ah Koh!! hahas. love all e fanciful names O.P.I give it's nail colours. wonder how they come up with them.

i tink my late nites are taking a toll on my health. got e feelin that im fallin sick again. boo! but i juz cant get myself to slp earli. i realli feel that im wasting my life by slping. dear's gettin sick too. obviously fr too much gaming. we better both tk care of each other. CNY's coming!!

feeling so much better now. aft a wk of torture from e free flowing tap up here n e constant ear blocks/headaches/cough. i tink e cure to my sickness is NO MAJJONG. hahas. which translates to early nites n more slp. i mean realli. been playin everynite last wk even on sat. lack of slp is e main reason y i cant recover i guess. but nowadays i realli feel that slp is a waste of my time. a waste of my life. i can do and experience so much more in my waking hrs. i feel weird if i were to slp lk b4 3am.

im realli proud of e cheerleading team. they won first!!! but they train realli hard. almost everyday till lk 2am. when we play mj could hear them clapping away in the comm hall. so gd job guys! haii.. but hard work doesnt pay off all the time. booo!

anw caught e auditions of dancefloor. didnt have much shots of us. (Thankfully) somehow it juz feels damn weird to c myself in that box. lk i feel realli ugly n yucky lk i cant wait 4 e shot with me in it to b over. hahas. spotted deardear in his 1 sec of fame too! anw nxt wk's 2nd auds shd have more of us as we get criticised for our gold pants. but i hope they'll show e gd comments e judges gave us coz it's goin to b e first n last time gd tings r said abt us. BOO!

settled e air tix for our WAT. feel realli broke now. lk REALLI broke! gotta save up fr now. eat more in e canteen. less suppers. less goin out. less shopping. actualli shd b NO shopping! i gotta savesavesave!!! n im lookin for tuition lobangs! pls help me keep a lookout :)

feel that my social life is heavily impaired. due to 3 main reasons:

1) dancefloor pracs realli sucked up all my time. days, nites, wkends. bleah. at least it's over. for now. more shit coming up soon though.

2) dear's soul has been sucked into another world. he is always here physically, but i cant seem to reach him inside. all day n nite he juz stares at his stupid comp.

3) been sick for e past wk. cant rem e last time i was so sick for so such a long period of time. tink my body juz gave up on me aft all e stress fr dancefloor. got kinda freaked out last nite when i sneezed out mucus wif blood stains. yikes! hahas. for a moment i tot wat will happen if i die. hahas.

i wan to get well!!!! hate being sick :( cant eat lotsa stuff!

subj reg has been a headache man. cant seem to get wat i wan. simply coz i realli duno wat i wan. actualli i do. i wan an elective that is easy, no need to attend lessons, no projs no participation n preferbly no exams. hahas. where can i find such a GE?

dear got his expansion pack. he's changed into tis monster that i seem to know anymore. all his waking hours r spent WOWing. wonder how long more of tis shit i gotta endure...

e show is over. but e shit is far from over. cant help but still feel v affected by e judges comments. i mean i know we're not as gd as e other teams. we're realli not in e same league but to hear that from someone else's mouth on a show which would b shown nationwide juz dun make me feel that gd. im realli thankful to all our supporters though. parents esp! bfs too! thanx 4 all e banners posters e screams n shoutings. was so touched to c them all staying back to wait 4 us aft e show at e reception i actualli cried. e sight of e yellow sea (they all turned up in yellow!!) juz made me tear. thanx 4 being so encouragin n supportive throughout guys!

anw ours is e first shuffle rounds. so i guess it'll b aired in early feb! rem to catch me on dancefloor on ch5 k! but dun have too high expectations. e other teams on my epi r realli gd though so it'll definitely b worth camping in front of e tv! my money's on breakforce crew :)

love tis pic of me! look at how BIG e glass is!!


dear n me at walas :)

screw mediacorp. realli suck. all they care is abt their production n how good they'll look. boo! anw realli feel bad i had to tell some of my frens they cant come to e show aft inviting them. realli sorry man! it's realli diff for me to distribute my v limited tix esp when they're still separated into lk up n downstairs seats. there's juz too much of such stupid stuff to distract us fr our dancing. which we desperately need to focus on!!!!

many thanks to peter whom despite his busy schedule squeeze out some time for us to do some cheoro for us. we're really dry aft 2 rounds of auditions. im realli glad peiru made that call. hahas was realli hesitant initially coz i was really afraid e styles will b drastically diff (which it is) n e whole dance will lose it's theme. but glad everyting is turnin out well.

aching all over rt now. hope it'll b worth it! i dun wan to look stupid on tv!

sch has started. officially. but im totally not in e study mode. i dun even feel lk im a student. i wan to juz spend my last sem PLAYING!!!

so e new year is here. i find that for e past 3 years i had bad starts to e year. meaning ah koh will do stupid tings to make me really mad at him.

2005 (gosh that sounds lk donkey yrs ago):
his new yr resolution was to quit smoking. we were at chong's hse n at abt 3am he was holding a cigarette in his hand while playing mahjong. i mean all along i nv forced him to quit (of coz i wish he will n i noe he will eventually). i always feel that smoking is not e worse ting anyone can do compared to lk drugs or someting worse. but i hate pple who dont mean wat they say. going back on his words lk in a blink of an eye. booo!

2006:
at fisherman's village aft a gathering with his fam at e caribbean. someting to do with his smoking again.

2007:
now that he's quit smoking (yeah it's true!) it's his newly found addiction that realli hit my nerve. he has been OBSSESSED in his own world. WOW. world of warcraft or someting. i admit e game is realli interesting n all. but to spend lk ALL his waking hours on it is simply mailto:!@$^&##!!

actualli im not really lk angry mad at him. it's more of disappointment. i was pretty upset for lk a day. till my mum enlightened me in a totally irrelevant context. she said 'it's much easier to change yourself than to change others' which is realli true. so in tis new yr, i've decided to manage n adjust my expectations. this way, i wont feel disappointed when pple fail to meet up with my expectations. i guess e key is juz to not tk tings too seriously in life.

xmas gathering at huijun's:


done by eve (?) kinda small. hahas. try to spot who's in it!

few of us. all smiles!

mahjong is in my blood man! help!

thanx 4 organising! i always tink it's a skill to org parties. (n alot of hard work too!) yeps so thanx babe! lovely dress btw :)

haven been blogging. my bad. but these days just nothin much to blog abt. anniversary n xmas both over. juz had real simple celebrations. 4 anni we were both soso bz we cele in sch. went to e new ADM sch's rumoured romantic spot on top e slope grass rooftop. we had champange n cake 4 awhile n i got tired. (working really makes pple tired. at v early hours)

had a xmas potluck dinner gathering at huijun's hse. pics up later. send me e pics gals! simple dinner. hope everyone had fun :) thanx 4 org hj!

xmas eve was raining (wat's new? i hate rainy days!) went town 4 some real last min shopping! n it was SO packed. goodness! where did all e pple come fr man. den went wala wala with cui gerald robin n charlotte. ben n geraldine last min pang seh us for their special prog. hahas. anw had fun lar. drinks were one-for-one till lk 9. drank hoegaarden forbidden fruit 4 e first time. it's kinda more bitter den e normal hoegaarden n double e alcoholic content. e band was gd. lk really gd. enjoyed myself so much. not coz of e food e place e music. juz coz of e pple with me. thanks! :)

life has been really eventful. bday's over (thankfully everyting went well! :) aft e cele we went to st james. my first time there. or barely there i shd say. hahas. there were lk SO many pple. we couldnt get in. actualli more lk we didnt wan to queue. but den again. there was no queue. it was a MASS of pple. ok will go there some other time. den went altivo instead. gd choice lar. but i kinda prefer it b4 it was renovated. anw there was a live band that day. they dedicated a bday song to me. n dear got sabo-ed to go up n sing. it was so super hilarious. but realli touching. hahas. he sang love me by colin raye. along with all e other guys who saboed him. can u imagine e pain they put all e paying customers thru? hahas. anw i realli appreciated everyting that everyone has done for me n im realli thankful :)

my v timely bday present was also offers from all e big 4. hahas. may sound lk a gd ting but it sure is a hell of a headache to compare n finally decide which to accept. i mean there r juz a thousand n one factors to consider. e pple. e pay. e location. e furniture. e benefits. e bonus. it's my future we're tokin abt here. choosing e right first step would go a long way in my career. i hope. hahas. anw decided on pwc. let's juz hope 4 e best!

been doing my internship at kpmg. i feel my energy level at work dipping every single day. haiis.. cant imagine how it'll b lk when i realli start work. but pple at work are basically nice. basically. hahas. but i realli feel tax pple r more friendly n at home. as in they can tk off their shoes at work n call each other darling. i find it much more homely den in RAS. glad i transferred. i find snatching tables every morning a v stressful task. tax is gd. i get my own table! yay! food around e area is realli gd. i realize im always hungry by lunch time. working makes me crave 4 food. i guess that's abt e only ting that keeps me goin during work. hahas.

it's our 2nd annivesary in abt an hr's time. waiting 4 dear to come back fr his interhall billard den we'll pop e champange n celebrate!!!!! lovelovelove my dearrrrr!

My 21st Party....
was a great success! though pple didnt dress up but im realli v grateful for all the blessing n love i've received! n of coz e presents! hahas. if u turned up for my party, smsed me or in some way or another wished me a happy birthday, thank you! realli. it was realli memorable for me n indeed a v happy day.

lets start with e day before which i cele with my dear. first up we went to choose my present.

my own blue box! tiffy~ hee.

i picked it myself!
tis is my final choice :) it's a Elsa Peretti® Bean® pendant shaped in a heart. totally adore it! it's named tiffy! n tis period during my kp internship, it's tiffy which brings deardear close to my heart.

aft that dear brought me to Pete's Place. it's tis italian restaurant at Hyatts. he was so mean! stuffed me wif SO much food!! we ordered salad bar (free flow salad. they had smoked salmon!), calamari (e sauce was yummilious!) n seafood pizza (reminded me of e wala 1). hahas. ok n i couldnt read 99% of e menu. aft dinner we walked a lil round town to walk off dinner. n we decided to get some wine to cele at home. got a bottle of sparkling champange (pretty damn gd!) n small slice of cake fr e border bistro (soso onli). so had a mini cele at midnight wif his parents. was v heartwarming.

den came e big day! actualli not much tings to do lar. thanx to all those who came by early to help out! realli appreciated it!
e 'spider web' was disastrous lar. hahas. e caribbean is realli a beautiful condo. if ever i become rich i wana stay there man.
family who came fr both my mum n dad's side. n with ryan's parents n uncle auntie who booked tis place for me. love all of them! esp my parents. they tried their v best to help in every way they could. they had to entertain my relatives n my dad was e photog-in-charge plus he had to video e event. definitely a bz man. my dad insisted on wearing a brand new pressed shirt to my party. coming fr such a easy going (lazy) guy, realli meant alot. hahas. n of coz my mum who helped me get e cake n manymany moreee!!

my lovely nursings. pple i can always count on. no matter wat. so many of them had exams n they came anw. realli meant alot to me. n reading e 'newspaper' u all did 4 me. i muz admit that i teared. hahas. so many sweet wonderful memories we shared. many which i dun even recall myself. hahas. we've realli grown so much from the bunch of little gals we used to b. realli glad we're still stuck tog. hahas. those not here. bong n hj. thanx alot too!! n thanx 2 qingwei jeremy qihui galvin william weilong n shawn too!!

love u gals!

my jc pals! realli glad da du came! hahas. wasnt expecting her. anw realli glad to c u gals. realli wan to go on sunday. but i suddenly realize i haf dance pracs. haiiiissssss. i shall tink of someting. shufen is my mum's fav. always telling me she v pretty yada yada.. hahas

tj dance peeps. syd in her lovely dress (too bad her $4800 bag is not in e pic)

n last but no least. my hall pple! thanx 4 making every second of my hall life so exciting!

e pple whom i spent countless hours in e dance studio with.

gold fac 3!!


one of my fav pics of e nite..

n how can i forget e love of my lifeee!!! thanx dear for everyting!!!!!