so e new year is here. i find that for e past 3 years i had bad starts to e year. meaning ah koh will do stupid tings to make me really mad at him.

2005 (gosh that sounds lk donkey yrs ago):
his new yr resolution was to quit smoking. we were at chong's hse n at abt 3am he was holding a cigarette in his hand while playing mahjong. i mean all along i nv forced him to quit (of coz i wish he will n i noe he will eventually). i always feel that smoking is not e worse ting anyone can do compared to lk drugs or someting worse. but i hate pple who dont mean wat they say. going back on his words lk in a blink of an eye. booo!

2006:
at fisherman's village aft a gathering with his fam at e caribbean. someting to do with his smoking again.

2007:
now that he's quit smoking (yeah it's true!) it's his newly found addiction that realli hit my nerve. he has been OBSSESSED in his own world. WOW. world of warcraft or someting. i admit e game is realli interesting n all. but to spend lk ALL his waking hours on it is simply mailto:!@$^&##!!

actualli im not really lk angry mad at him. it's more of disappointment. i was pretty upset for lk a day. till my mum enlightened me in a totally irrelevant context. she said 'it's much easier to change yourself than to change others' which is realli true. so in tis new yr, i've decided to manage n adjust my expectations. this way, i wont feel disappointed when pple fail to meet up with my expectations. i guess e key is juz to not tk tings too seriously in life.