y is e world so pessimistic..aft readin pple's blog..im feelin kind of heavy now..haiis..i realli duno wat to do..i mean wat every1 saes is true..we're bound to lose sum friends along e way.. it's a realli sad truth..i can onli agree to that..im sure every1 is a victim or have lost sum frens here n there..but tis is life.. face it..there r alot of tings that happen that is totally out of our control..yes we can try to sustain friendship..u noe..put in more effort to keep in contact but whether it realli works is another matter all tog.. i can onli say we haf to tk tings easy.. let go when it's time..

saying all these make me tink of e diff grps of frens ive made
*lower pri: charmaine cheryl (not in contact)
*upper pri: jingfang gina wenxin (once in a blue moon, improvin though)
*lower sec: shuwen chengsi (meetin tml)
*sec: sj gals (my closest bestest frens)
*first 3 mths jc: hailing xinying irene charmaine (nv contact)
*jc: classmates esp von fel sf ting (once in awhile)
*jc: dance frens esp kunali fen syd (not too bad)

realli hard to maintain close relationship wif every1 esp when i still dar n my fam to care for..feelin kind of sad now..n imagine im still goin to haf uni frens...haii though im realli not in e sociable mode to make ani more new frens now