hmm madi gras was GREAT..but realli wasted sum of e dance performances were cut coz e stupid music screw up..heard e yr1(now yr2)'s dance that was cut off damn nice..haiiss.. wasted!!but besides that everyting else was quite ok lar.s...fen syd's performance v gd as usual..ohh n tis guy hu is june's fren noes abt palmistry n he said alot of tings abt mi n my life which i felt is realli true..im realli impressed by him..haas..duno whether it's a gd ting.. u noe..pple always sae shdnt believe 2 much of such tings..anw he said i'll b rich n im e study kind of person n i'll haf alot of frens in my life e onli bad ting he said was i haf a short life hahas..but he added i'll live till arnd 60 70..which i tink is more den enuff...

hm..n aft that dar came find mi n we ate n chatted at bedok den walked home fr there coz no more bus n i dun tink we shd waste money takin cab..ohh...n e guy oso said im e savin kind..u c...so true! hahass

ohh..n e cyc trip in ubin 2dae wasnt as fun as i expected...nothin much in fact...but ok lars..got 2 spend time wif frens..i tink that's wat's impt lars...im a little sun burnt btw

n my lil bro got 15 4 his Os...hmm..tink he duno whether wanna go poly or stay in JC but i can tell he wanna go poly..but he wanna go ngee ann poly which is lk all e way at clementi...that's lk so super farrrr!

finally got new pics dar*

it's been so long since i uploaded ani pics..hee..i did so many tings on my OFF DAY! is my blog nice? nicer? hee..feel free 2 comment!!!

due 2 popular demand (lk real)...im back bloggin again!!! hee..i've either been 2 laz 2 blog if not my bro would b hoggin e comp n i haf no chance 2 get aniwhere near it (poor mi =/) ohh..lil bro gettin results 2dae...feelin quite excited 4 him heee..he keeps boastin he'll do better den mi n stuff hahas..we shall c 2dae! of coz i hope he does better lar..n todae is e dae he decides whether he's goin japan wif us..tink w/o him e trip might not b as fun.. but he doesnt seem 2 keen on e trip lehs...duno wat e hell he's tinkin..anw im enjoyin work more n more everydae~ hee..e pple at paragon realli quite chatty n nice..though they treat mi lk a small lil gal (which i act m) yepps..which is act a gd ting lars..anw they always buy lotsa food 4 mi 2 eat coz they tink im 2 skinny hahahss! which is another gd ting =)

ohh..my last drivin lesson (which was act my first heee) was...hmm..ok lars..sumhow i juz cant get e instructor's jokes...lk real they were funny..but i mean he is ok lars..but he keeps askin mi ques dat i duno..ahhas..n he said sumting lk "aiyoh..lidat how 2 learn driving" hee...ok..my nxt lessons r nxt mon n fri!! hope i wont forget aniting (lk real!)

ohh..2dae goin madi gras!!! yeppiee~ hope it'll b funn!!!! hmm..but haven figured how 2 meet kunali n get tix fr fenny! ohh!! n dar's cumin out 2nite!!! woopppieE! so fun!! hee..wonder y im in such a gd mood 2dae...mayb coz it's my OFF DAY! hahas.. n yeah~ 2ml dun need 2 work!! hahs..act need 1..den last min dun need...so happi!! though i wonder y im so happi when i earn less money..hahas..aiyah..i tink as long as i earn enuff 2 get by it's alrt lars...anw im payin 4 half of my driving..so im realli broke.. =(

i saw joyceeey 2dae at e bustop!! but i was on e bus lars..hee..she didnt c mi though n i called her on her hp n chatted 4 awhile..n guess wat... she's waitressin at tis bar in EC so cool!! n that's juz her part time..she has a dae job at sum office in sum ajar place..duno where lars..anw she said 2 drop by e bar 2 visit her sum time! hmm..tis is one crazy gal u noe!! hahass..

ohh..n 2ml supposed 2 haf a cyc trip at pulau ubin but i guess it's cancelled due 2 poor response..or izit? i was quite excited abt it noe..nv been 2 ubin besides OBS.. now..mayb we goin sum nursing's hse 2 ton n watch vcds? aiyahs..act aniting is fine wif mi as long as we spend quality time tog!! it's been a long time since alot of us got tog.. these daes usually go out in small grps coz tis workin lars..that 1 tired lars n stuff..

n wanting asked mi 2 tk a pic of my hair n send her coz she wans her bro 2 highlight her hair e same way as MINE! hahaass...so i send her 2 pics..(coz she said e first 1 blur) anw ting is so lucky 2 haf a hairdresser bro (though not her real bro) n she gets 2 do her hair 4 free!!! haiis..now my hair growin out n e black parts showin..quite ugly noe..how!! anw tink e dae we're gettin results would b e last dae i get 2 c my claz..as a whole of coz..i mean i'll definitely keep in contact wif von lar..sf ting fel all these..but e rest..esp pple lk chendi audrey..dun even noe whether i'll get 2 c them again in tis lifetime...

ohhh..tis is a super long blog..but i juz cant stop typin..hahahasss!! im free anw i can type e WHOLE DAE!! hahahss! but ok lars..i shall find sum int tings 2 keep myself occupied..( lk wat?) im lookin 4ward 2 2nite!!!

went lau pa sa wif dar's clazmates...quite int listenin 2 them tok abt army life n tink my bro is gettin fr bad 2 worse..always sneakin out at nite..duno where he goes oso..mayb it's time i interfere...b4 there's no turning backkk im waitin 4 my dar 2 call mi =)

haiis..duno wat im doin these daes..dun realli feel v happi..duno y oso..im quite sick of my job..as in sian..im sian..basically i started workin 4 astoria onli coz i realli lk flowers..but aft actualli startin work..i realized tat 90% of e time is actualli not spent wif flowers..which is a realli sad ting..totally not wat i wanted wat i imagined..hmm..but den i realli got shaken 2dae(thanx 2 sum1 on e bus)..as in whether i shd still stay in e job which is realli payin much less den wat every1 else is gettin...though my initial tot was ok..if tis job is goin 2 make mi feel satisfied n happi im fine wif e pay..but e ting is..im not that sure rt now..of coz i noe money isnt everyting..yah..perhaps i shd juz hang on..lk wat dar said...rt now i will juz appear when there's work 2 b done n slack otherwise!

anw dar's gd fren is out of course..im feelin quite sad 4 him now..haiis..he's quite a nice guy..hope everyting goes well 4 him...cheer up buddy!

finally met e much-toked-abt mr gerald pang! well..i didnt realli haf an image of him b4 i went down 2 c him so yah..i alreadi approved him long ago..hahass..aft all he did 4 my dear nursing yepyep..hopes everyting works out lars..JIAYOU GERALD! dun b afraid!! there's lotsa pple bhind u! (hahas..as if he'll b seeing tis)

haiis..n my mum has been pestering mi 2 tell her wat vdae prezzie dar got 4 mi..how m i suppose 2 sae!! (4 those hu noe wat izzit..u shd understan...4 those hu dont..4get it) hahas..so i'll always juz change e topic..clever me! ohh..n im goin japan!!!! ahahas!! n aft bangkok! yeppie!! aft watchin 'lost in translation' which i tink is sum rubbish show except that it showed super nice sceneries of japan which realli made mi wanna go there n yes im realli goin there! wif my fam in june..den aft can go bangkok SHOPPING!! ahhaas.. yeayeaa~ quite excited abt e trip! but haf 2 wait till june coz bro schooling..but it's ok! i can wait! =)

n ydae met sum nice soul singing in e opp rm in kbox hu gaf mi preview tix 2 sum leon lai n faye wong show 'da cheng xiao shi' it's e kind of show that i wont watch..unless in tis case sum1 gifs mi tix 4 free hahas..(tink i sound real cheapskate) n went 2 watch wif shan since hong was not free not that shan is sparetire but coz hong was wif mi when e guy gaf mi e tix yahss..quite fun lars..guess we seldom go out in pairs ahas..

anw those workin at cpf seems 2 dyin 2 get retrenched..hahas..quite funny..ohh n im workin later! yea..hmm..i've been workin so little tis mth hahas..wonder wat my income will b..luckily i did e flower ting wif hong...at least sum extra income..yah lars..ohh n dar's cumin back fr e jungle todae! tink he'll b able 2 call mi soon!!

aft readin every1's blog..realli feel lk im missin out alot on their lifes..n i agree wif ys..hope e nxt nursing's bdae we'll haf realli get tog..miss all of u guys!!! btw im free these daes till e woman calls mi 2 tell me when's my nxt assignment n where so im FREE ok? n btw i made sum tings 4 u guyss duno when den can pass 2 u all haiiss ohh n did i mention i love my vdae present fr dar? hahhasaass~

wows..finally e big dae is over!! mi n hong lk slog 4 so mani nites 2 di e flowers..in e dae i still had 2 go 2 e flower shop 2 work..realli got a little sick of flowers hahas

10/2: got him present which i lk sososososoosoooo much ahahs..den went 2 buy e flowers wif eve n hong..den came back home 2 settle e flowers den went 4 our last claz..didnt realize it's e last lesson till that dae...e teacher sae we cant cont 2 intemediate coz our claz onli 4 pple..min need 5..so e auntie sae she'll try 2 find other pple..hopes she gets a fren soon..i wanna cont!!! n hong came over 2 start her camp n our torture!! we de-thorned all e flowers..so troublesum 2 work wif roses.. btw we slp arnd 4..in a fridge!! hahas..ok lars..exagerating..but my rm realli damn cold ok!

11/2: went GWC 2 work..boring..as usual..but that dae wat ULTRA boring..n e first customer came 2 collect e flowers fr mi..den at nite start work again n we slp arnd 3 that nite

12/2: went PS 2 work n was late coz slp so late e previous nite n guess wat..i fell down not once but TWICE! stupid mi...n i had to dethorn e roses 4 almost half e dae..sososo much roses 2 dethorn k..nearly killed mi..n my hands r full of injuries rt now coz of e flowers..i made sum deliveries 2 that dae..quite fun lars..heee..feel that im helpin pple =)e pple in e shop all all pretty nice n friendly..but they were reali 2 bz 2 teach mi stuff n expect mi 2 noe alot..lk real..haahas..but work was ok lars..

13/2: wat a nightmare..work was fine..met lotsa interstin pple..lotsa guys lars..but obviously att if not y buy flowers..n there was tis gal..lk younger that mi..she ordered 42 roses 4 her mum..cost $200 plus $300 k!!! piangs!!! rich kid man..n she had a credit card!! or supplement lars..watever..but she realli rich man!! n e bouquet was like HUGE! hahas..wonder how she managed 2 hug that ting back..den dar came out!! lk finally!!! hahas didnt c him 4 2 wks..he claims he is thinner though i cant c e diff..anw he stayed over 4 e nite..supposed 2 help us wif e flowers..but he was realli tired so got him 2 slp..while mi my mum n hong slog lk duno wat..haha..we realli nv quality control lehs.. i oso do until sian man..cant wait 4 e ting 2 b over..act mi n hong onli expected 2 receive half of our total orders..as in we met twice our target..so we realli had hell of a time..hahas.. act i dun tink e flowers we made were nice..ok lars..they were ok lars..but compared 2 e ones sold in my shop..wahh..realli cannot compare..haha..

14/2: well i left my hse late AGAIN! n i haf always been late 4 work so decided 2 tk a cab down in e end reached arnd 825..tot i would b e earliest..or at least one of e earliest(there r 5 pple workin there includin mi) in e end turn out i was still e latest..damn man..those pple r superman/women hahass..another hectic dae lars..quite a handful called 2 complain..n e supervisor gaf mi flowers! hahas..told u they were nice pple..anw she said she's gonna bill it 2 e boss heee..doesnt realli matter 2 mi..as long as i get e flowers rt? realli nice noe..got a heart shape design =) didnt even notice till my mum told mi..hhaaha..anw..realli need 2 thank my mum 4 ferryin mi n hong arnd lars..sendin galv 2 deliver e flwoers..deliverin e flowers..n all e support lars..late nites n stuff...she's a realli GREAT mum! n of coz there's my dad lars..hahas..n my bro hu bought flowers fr mi..n my dar! hu bought flowers 4 mi!! hahas..so funny rt..i made them 4 myself! but he bluff mi he was givin them 2 his mum..n i actualli believed him..anw yepps..but i tink i ruined vdae 4 him coz i was realli damn tired..didnt even catch a wink e previous nite..hahas..n e pple in e shop so nice..c mi so tired keep askin mi 2 sit down lars..rest lars..but they didnt noe it's coz i spend my nites makin flowers..anw..yah..i ruined his plans coz firstly i needed 2 work n can onli b free aft 10plus den i was 2 tired 2 realli entertain him n make him enjoy e nite..i even slp on e wat home...haiis..bad gf..but one gd ting is he's realli understanding!

15/2(today): tried 2 replenish my slp n energy went out wif dar 4 dinner den rush down pasir ris..lk didnt do much 4 e dae hors?ahhaas..anw he was supposed 2 bk in at 615 but their sgt toldhis platoon 815 so they all enjoyed extra 2hrs of freedom hahas..but i tink their sgt is goinn 2 get into deep shit..ohh..n heard sum complains fr hong's side abt e flowers..haiis..alittle demoralizing..n there's tis idiotic moron hu nv cum collect e flowers..i noe e flowers not fantastic but dun tink it's that bad lors..anw one ting bad abt doin business wif pple close 2 u is that u'll strain ties if sumting goes wrong lk in tis case..hope hong's copin well..hais..hate it when such tings happen.. anw i duno whether there'll still b a nxt time as wat hong suggested...e lost of slp n everyting..i duno whether it's worth e money we're gettin hahaas..but all in all it was a gd experience..

ok..tink tis is e longest blog ever written by mi hhaa..im missin my dar alreadi ahahs..he left sum packed food they eat in e jungle..sounds v int how chicken rice lar..nasi bryani green bean red bean can b condensed into sumting lk a big biscuit hehee..but accordin 2 galc it SUX..mayb i shd try it 2ml..haha..as i promised...

hmm..past few daes had been..ok..

mon:went out wif clazmates had a great time/meeting old frens in town/meet dar
tues:went bank settle stuff/wanted 2 red driving but went 2 late/flower arr claz
wed:lunch wif mum/met weilong n gang went 2 sell ice cream
thurs: reg driving/met shawn went his hse made ice cream/sell icecream wif wl n gang
fri:hmm..guess i'll b slackin till i meet fen they all at nite 2 watch 'hip hoora'? or sumting lidat lars..heee

well..burnt a hole in my pocket ydae coz of e drivin..haiis..i tink if my mum dun spon mi i'll b reduced to a beggar in no time hahas!

supposed 2 treat my fam 2 crystal jade aft gettin my first pay..in e end we ended up in e new food court at suntec hahas..my dad lars..said he wanted 2 tk a look n we nv got out..which is sumting gd 4 my pocket..hee..mayb i shd get each of them sumting instead..not lk im realli rich but since im not givin my parents money(i simply cant afford 2) shd get them sumting lrs..den aft e meal met dar n we all went 2 river angbao tog..so sian..as in e place..n i tot i'll b interesting..but went back 2 e familiar place..our waiting area 4 NDP...n as expected dar didnt even recognise e place..hahaass..n poor dar is down wif flu..=( haiiss hope he's feelin much better aft a longlong rest last nite..n hope e panadol flu tingy is effective.. though he sae it taste sucky..

ohhh..my nails r gettin long but i juz cant seem 2 find a nail clipper arnd..n i went e marina metro ydae...hahas..pple were snatchin stuff as if they were free..i bought myself a lip gloss..50% off k..but there were so mani pple squeezin theree..hee.. n e queue 4 e cashier was lk...WOW..anw im currently v free..waiting 4 e person 2 call mi 2 c when i start working where..she wont dua mi rt? i mean i gaf up a job lobang fr wanting 4 her noe..n she told mi not 2 look 4 other jobs.. ok..treat tis as a hol 4 mi =) n vinc called last nite..hmm..long time nv c him..used 2 tok 2 him lk everydae in e past..haas..that's lk a longlong time ago..he's copin well in there lars..he even said he enjoyed training hahas..shocking~ n yes i still owe sum1 a present..goin 2 meet my claz later..wonder hu's turning up..hee..goin 2 spend money again..haiis..tis is bad...but considering e sum i saved ydae..hahaas..supposed 2 go von's aunt's shop at farrer rd 1..but now we're goin pizza at suntec..not that e place realli matter lars..it's e pple i wanna c..hmm..i miss e nursings 2.. when r we havin a nxt reunion? ohh..n did i mention that i love rainbows? hmm...they're juz so b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l u noe... e last 1 i saw was in tj..when we were havin sum dance prac..e rainbow was lk so WOW..stretched all e way 2 e sports comp.. dar said he juz saw 1 on his way back fr tekong...so lucky!

hmm..lotsa tings happened 2dae...firstly had lunch wif von n fel at e hello building.. von was actualli wearing tis dress which i tot looked rather communist since it was green n tis pair of v cute n nice shoes..hahas..i lk e shoes..anw..yepss..so long nv meet up.. kind of miss tis gal..n she brought us 2 her work place but tis guy didnt allow us 2 enter..big deal..yepps..den went yio chu kang wif fel 2 reg her BTT..den took 20 stops all e way back 2 tamp 2 go shufen's hse..wat a long n tiring journey..anw..me n fel tot it was juz a normal dinner..mayb CNY..or juz a get tog lars..in e end..turned out 2 b fen's bdae..n e both of us actualli 4got! realli feel DAMN guilty n bad..lk realli...haiiss...cant believe i did tis!! n i didnt even suspect aniting when she invited us 2 her hse..shitty man!!!! n we didnt realise it on our own..she had 2 say it herself..haiis..sorry fen!! she muz b realli sad..i mean if im her n my frens actualli 4got my bdae i would b hurt 2..haiiss..reallirealliiii feel v bad....so in e end got wanting 2 cum wif a cake n we sang a song 4 her..

anw my stupid eye is doin it again..red n painful..haiis..i tink i'll go blind by e age of 30 mayb 25? haiis..idiotic..n worse still my stupid key got STUCK n i couldnt open e gate... so irritating!!!! so SUPER IRRITATING! in e end called my mum out 2 fix it..n she oso couldnt do aniting den went 2 get my dad..by den my eye couldnt wait animore so i climbed e gate hahas..i tink it's e 2nd time since i moved here..anw tink a neighbour saw..n i was in skirt...shitty man..but hu cares..my eye was hurtin lk hell...now still so i better go rest my eye..n 2ml need 2 work =( aiyahs..but my last dae there..im realli glad elvin's tkin over mi..yepps..tot we'll lose contact hahas..but didnt..anw my dar's present isnt ready yet..hais..wat kind of a gf m i.. =(

it's my off dae 2dae~ i told e person "I QUIT!" hhaas..but in e end she said she'll put mi elsewhere lars..ask mi bear wif GWC 4 e moment...dun even noe whether i'll b happi wherever she's gonne put mi..but aiyah..since she's so nice n is doin sumting abt it den ok lars..i shall wait n c..anw i realli lk flowers..u noe? love flowers...but fresh ones of coz.. so i guess i'll still stick wif workin in e flower shop =) prob solved..no more unhappi wx.. onli a happi wx! it's my dae off!!

meeting old clazmates later..not that they r old..hahaaas...yepps..lookin 4 von during her lunchtime lk a promised a million yrs ago..n fel oso cumin along..von wearing skirt 2dae..hahas...so my trip down is worth it! wonder whether i should doll myself up later =) guess im in a pretty gd mood rt now..dar's cuming out 2ml!!!! 2 bad i need 2 work..but it's ok lars..we still haf time 2 spend tog..plus mon is PH n he can stay till mon night.. hmm heard that pple sae bad tings abt dar...im quite angry act...but 4get it...i'll pretend i duno lars...sum tings..yah lar.s...

did i mention i LOVE e last flower arr we learnt...it's lk part of a hamper..it's juz so pretty e lily! hee..shall tk a foto of it later =) feel lk sewing all of a sudden hahas.. hope it rains less...i hate rainy daes!!! but den again..if raining means dar's training not so tough den let it rain all yr round lars... hahas... i miss every1!!!! hope every1's doin well..

im feelin...empty...feelin kind of low...haiis...

SO BORING e stupid job is so boring! haiis..so diff..lk poles apart fr wat i imagined..or expected...haiis...realli feel lk quittin e first dae im there.. they dun sell fresh flowers there..i feel realli cheated...a flower shop that doesnt sell fresh flowers! haiis..now e ting is i duno how 2 tell ping i wanna quit!!!!hahas..dar asked mi 2 bear wif it 4 awhile den c how..work 2 daes off 1 dae..haiis..so slack..wat m i suppose 2 do on my off daes...they do not fall on a regular dae of e wk u noe wat i mean? haiis..so it's yah.. duno wat 2 do...change jobs? anw got another more impt ting at hand.. dar's pressie!!
yeps..now that i haf a rough idea..hope can get everyting done 2ml! yepps..

on 2 dar's bdae..poorly planned by me but partially coz of e stupid rain..anw we went e expo bodyworks..hmm..not as impressive as i imagine(r my expectations juz 2 high?) anw..yahs..i tot everyting would b a 100times better if we had a tourguide wif us hahas.. luckily we paid JC student price..saved abit..(im broke...as usual!) den we went tony romas 4 dinner..nice food nice environment gd service reasonable price..wat more can i ask 4..perfect dinner! yepps..den later had 2 rush back 2 his hse get his stuff n go pasir ris =( haiis.. but met sum of his platoon mates lars..got tis guy v cute as in funny cute yahs..i feel gd 2 noe e kind of pple my dar is wif..not bad lars..at least im not worried abt him lrs.. so now..e onli prob is my job!!! haiis..shall wait n c 4 a few more daes...one wk? c how larss

haven been bloggin for a while..so fast..it's already e forth dae into chinese new yr~! tis CNY he came my hse..u noe..meet my folks n stuff..not bad lars..my mum gaf him e same amt of ang bao money as mi!!! so unfair~! how can!!!!! aiyahs..nvm abt that..had my SAT 2dae n it was at e expo hahas...so huge i feel so small n tiny in there! n can u imagine there were lk 2000 over pple there in e same rm? hahas..n sf said sumting i tot was quite funny.."how can every1 all go uni at e same time?" haahas..glad that e few of them didnt change much..though sf n wt changin jobs
again hahas..fel is still as slack..saw a few other familiar faces..christina my first 3mth clazmate now in sum poly..yepss..rem she was realli nice...n she was our da sao 4 a while..but..yepps..hmm..went his clazmate edmund's hse 2dae..tink edmund is quite a nice guy yeps..n he lives in a damn nice hse..we nearly became neighbours noe..i went 2 view that hse yrs ago 2..but in e end duno y bought e hse im livin in now..hee..not bad 2 lars..hmm..feel quite integrated into his claz lars..they're all v nice pple..yepps..n dar's surprise cele was ruined by edmund's mum..hahas..when we were playin mahjo\ng halfway she barged into e rm n said "eyy e cake still in e fridge lehs..n i nv buy e champange.." hahas... champion! aiyahs..but nvm lars..we all had a gd laff..anw we won money in mahjong...supposed 2 win more but nvm.. den aft met up wif e sqd..i felt quite bad goin late...haiis..e rain n everyting..anw..every1 more or less e same lars.. i c feel that every1's happi wif their lifes lars..(hmm..bsides those currently bald) hahas..took a few fotos..n e waiter there tot i "wah lao" at him..so paisei..it was directed at e guys whi refused 2 move their butts off their seats 2 help us take foto in e end took fr a million miles away..im sure we'll turn out lk ants! hahas..anw i went 2 apologise..quite paiseii! haiis..didnt get 2 c px n bong! quite miss them lars.. now every1's bz wif their own lifes..nothin wrong wif that lars..but quite sad lars..2ml is dar's bdae! but so far all my plans either screw up or i haven cum up wif them..hee..i didnt even prep present!!!!! haiiss...i feel so bad.. =( anw..im v happi i found a new way 2 tie my hair!! hhaas...i love it! ive been tieing it 4 e past 3 daes...hmm...yah lars..im goin 2 plan 2ml! or shd i sae 2dae.. yeppss...every1 tk care n most imptly b happi!!!!!! =)