haiis..duno wat im doin these daes..dun realli feel v happi..duno y oso..im quite sick of my job..as in sian..im sian..basically i started workin 4 astoria onli coz i realli lk flowers..but aft actualli startin work..i realized tat 90% of e time is actualli not spent wif flowers..which is a realli sad ting..totally not wat i wanted wat i imagined..hmm..but den i realli got shaken 2dae(thanx 2 sum1 on e bus)..as in whether i shd still stay in e job which is realli payin much less den wat every1 else is gettin...though my initial tot was ok..if tis job is goin 2 make mi feel satisfied n happi im fine wif e pay..but e ting is..im not that sure rt now..of coz i noe money isnt everyting..yah..perhaps i shd juz hang on..lk wat dar said...rt now i will juz appear when there's work 2 b done n slack otherwise!

anw dar's gd fren is out of course..im feelin quite sad 4 him now..haiis..he's quite a nice guy..hope everyting goes well 4 him...cheer up buddy!