boring fri nite in hall. so i decided to upload pics fr OC :) here goes!

day 2 of camp. look at e pathetic no. of freshies. esp gals! there r 3 senior gals in tis btw. our grp was ZULU. n on e flag is a pig=ZU on e rd=LU. so lame!

my dear subcommers who helped come up wif e games. thank u so much! treat coming up :)

at water carnival.

seniors guys. who had fun entertaining themselves. they were lk a bunch of freshies playin. tsktsk.

my dear cui cuis. cant imagine sch w/o tis 2 lovely nbs cum hallmates of mine.

syncro swimming by e freshies. they broke e tradition of bagging e title. we managed to win e past 2 yrs. anw e grp that won had all guys n they took off their pants. so yep no complains fr me :)

initiation nite. btw i find e topless guy in black shorts real cute. too bad he came e later part of e camp if not i sure norminte him for pageant!

dragon boating during amazing race. i missed that :( didnt do during seniors camp coz i was on PA.

all in all it was a gd camp. or shd i say GREAT camp. i dun care wat other pple tink or say. i tink we did wat a camp was supposed to do - bond e freshies n give them a gd time. e rest is up to them. still haven got e pics for SP nite n monster hunt. might post again later.

must thank e GLs for doing such a fantastic job keeping everyone high n v well taken care of. xin ku le!

e BIGGEST thanks goes to my dear who tolerated my crap during camp which is e result of all e stress of organising. thanks for keeping me going and for just stayin by me :) love ya!

Hi im back!

sch sux! really! from a final year pt of view. im in my FINAL year! yes.. last yr of fun n freedom before i step into e cruel working world :( all my mods tis sem look real tough. can foresee i'll have probs coping. n i duno y they dun let me tk e GEs i wan! not that i realli wan to tk it. so stupid! isn't it supposed to b unrestricted electives? so y do they restrict my choice!!!


i am so going to miss tis 2 gals man. they r both flying away!!! y m i stuck here :( anw do tk care of urselves gals!

camp's finally over! 5 & a half days of non-stop cheering, briefings, de-briefings, set ups, clear ups, cock ups n stuff. n it's all over! one yr of blood n sweat into planning n all, didnt regret a single moment of it. i wouldnt say that it turned out e best that it could have been. but on our part, we have given it all. i tink e major obstacle we faced this camp was e turn out for e camp. the ratio of guys to gals on e first day was lk 4:1. lk if im a guy i definitely will not go e 2nd day. come on. it's ma chiam another army camp. but as e camp progressed more n more pple joined. n it turned out to b slightly more balanced. but many events were affected by e guy gal ratio with my event being e most badly hit. my major event was SP nite where we had to pair a guy to a gal. in e end we had to activate ALL of e senior gals except me n my other head programmer, e co-chair n e chief GLs n GLs. every other female had to b in. i realli wana thank all e senior gals for being so cooperative n understanding. im n truely v grateful if not e event could not have been carried out.

had many disagreements with dear throughout e camp. many tings that we do not c eye to eye to. realli not used to tis kind of a situation. usually we always agree on tings but throughout e camp i felt that he was tryin to contridict me in every situation. mayb coz im under too much stress during e camp. watever. nothin big came out of that lar.

n so, e orientation camp has come to a close. sch awaits us (dreads!) oh n it's such a coincidence that perry n weilong both stay in e same floor as dear. goin to c them pretty often arnd hall. more mahjong kakis too! there were some pretty cute freshie guys too. there's one fr my grp. hahas. but gals tis yr r so lucky! so many guys to pick from. hahas.

missed many nursings outings but dont worry, ive been pickin up e news though a lil slower. wish all e new couples happiness :)

end of internship! no more waking up at 7am early in e morn. no more disgusting canteen food. but oso no more abundant net surfing hours n tok cok fellow intern. on e last day i suddenly was given so much work to do. had to struggle to complete it though they insist it's ok but juz lk to leave tings hanging. anw had a half day coz it was their DnD n everyone left hahas. though none in my dept going 4 e DnD. it was a pleasant experience though it could have been more brain teasing. but during my free time surfin e net i oso learnt quite abit. im grateful for everyting :)

seniors camp was really messy. for me lar. plus ah cui wasnt arnd for the initiation games try-outs. pretty stressed when it's our games. tings nv seem to go smoothly. lots of last min changes n situations. tings onli looked better on e last day. can tell that e programmers really put in 101% effort in planning e games. so hopeful there will b lots of 'on' freshies to make e actual camp a SUCCESS! got lotsa tings to do for our own games. jiayou!

msia trip was realli wonderful. all coz of my deardear. realli glad that i could spend some time with my parents. aft stayin in hall ive been neglecting them. feel bad sumtimes. muz remind myself to make it up to them whenever possible :) anw went KL genting n malacca. tink i liked malacca e most. a simple town. realli love e hotel we stayed in. no complains abt e trips. with such lovely company, wat more can i ask for. i didnt even buy a single ting on e trip. unbelievable. tink aft thailand, everyting isnt worth buying hahas.

in e car. start of e trip.

at e night market in KL.

on e way to genting we detoured to tis beautiful resort.

tis is e resort. realli pretty n isolated.

tis is another part of e resort. n that's my parents.

me and my deardear!

so cute my dear!

at e hotel in malacca.

i love my parents! thanx 4 e trip :)

- my dear & i -

Thanx dear! you totally made my day! love u to bits!!

i have tis innate disability to stay angry for long. somehow anger just evades me. unwillingly! sometimes i really wan to stay angry at someone but i just cant. it realli fustrates me you noe. whenever i feel the need to vent my anger back on whoever, there will b tis small voice in my head saying 'perhaps he/she had a bad day' ' there's no pt arguing' 'im sure he/she has a valid reason for tis behavior' and most of the time 'it doesnt matter, if he/she feels better tis way, let it be'. people arnd me may misunderstand and tink im v good tempered and all. but the truth is. i get angry. it's juz that it doesnt last long. i guess only my family has seen the worst of my temper.

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seriously gotta catch back some winks i lost over all the soccer matches, mahjong sessions, dance pracs, OC games try outs and bday present making over the past wk. my pimple is taking extra long to recover. muz b e lack of slp. yikes.

looking forward to end of internship which translates to OC seniors camp (worried abt my games) n msia trip wif parents n dear (yay! sponsored trip!). tis internship does not give me a true n accurate peek into corporate life. at least i hope not. this is an ideal place for working mums who haf to cook meals for their husbands n kids n do hsework aft office hrs. coz basically it is damn slack here. there's no one in charge of tis place n it is realli havoc as in pple come in late go off earli surf net chit chat lk no body's business. i wan my working life to be fulfilling, fun and challenging. i wan my brain cells to be squeezed and most imptly i wan to dress up to go to work, meet clients n learn new tings!

find my blog v plain n boring with all text n no pics. been too lazy to upload u see. anw tis is a pic fr elaine's wedding. my dear so handsome that nite! rt? pls ignore my hair all messed up at e end of e nite. cant believe she's been married 4 2mths now.

went 4 3 parties last nite.

ah ma's bday - it was juz a small gathering at my uncle's hse. e usual few relatives lar. it was pretty last min coz my cousin (e eldest male grandson) has to leave 4 US lk nxt wk so my grandma wants to cele while he's still here. thanx dear for gettin e prez last min. anw if not for tis i would b in msia wif my parents n dear. e trip is now postponed till aft my PA.

yujia's bday - it was held at tropica. realli nice pool they have. all n all v happy to see everyone fr my jc claz. esp those that i haven seen in a longlong time. lk fel. n so qiao her bf is dear's ocs fren. hahas. n e 2 of them r lk kids when they're tog. whole day duno laffing at wat. n rx xiaobai n all. hope u had a blast gal!

fen's bday - had some trouble finding e place. didnt wan to drive at first but sf said she'll b joining us den i tot cant sqeeuze in a cab. i hate driving when im a rush. esp when there's a RED at every traffic light. i HATE it! lk FFFFF! boo! n although i may appear pissed at u. i m not. ok? sorry if i raised my voice. anw bday gal v pretty ydae. n most pple came in e theme - stripes n dots. loved e purple n white balloons. hope u lk ur present gal :)

find that our r/s is kind of in e low. tis PA, his ICT n all realli built some walls btw us. hopefully once tis PA is over tings will pick up lar. mayb it's juz me. i duno. bored wif my life. PA is no fun. i rather do more work. lk real work n not juz sit arnd surf net. watch clips on youtube. read jokes on some weird sites. haiis.

orientation coming up but our games n all still not settled. hope tis coming wkend's try out will b successful. feel that me n ah cui r e only pple doing our games. as long as e freshies have fun n appreciate our planning it'll b worth it. dance-wise quite screwed too. hc wont b dancing. so left 3 gals n 4 guys. but everyting not settled yet. music. cheoro. costumes. plus we haf no time 4 pracs with me doin PA n so many of them not staying hall.

lookin forward to mahjong tml! win some moneyy!! realli broke fr all e bdays hahas. gotta make back some. work tml. BOO!

finished another series called 'prison break'. it's abt tis guy getting himself thrown into jail so that he can save his innocent bro from being executed by breaking out. i tink it's done by the makers of desperate hsewifes. fantastic show man. extremely thrilling. i can feel e adrenaline rush every time. n it juz makes me wan to continue watching. i muz admit it's more of a guy show though. but e storyline n e way e characters are built. so damn ingenius! but e ending was so dissapointing! i noe they r trying to leave it open ended for season 2. but come on. aft leading me on 4 so long they just tk e bait away. ARGH! guess i have no choice but to wait 4 e sequel. they better be quick though.

went 4 wanting's 21st on sat at civil service club. it's a pretty nice place with a great view of e sea. also e atmosphere was great with music fr e bar. anw e bdae gal was too busy to entertain us so me von n sf had a great time catching up. didnt realize we did soooo many stupid tings back den in JC. n i always tot i had a boring JC life. kind of miss these gals man. we had all these stupid nicknames 4 each other. sf was 'leader' (though only von calls her that. hahas. it's juz too stupid i cant get it out of my mouth). n von was 'dadu' coz she's always complaining abt her tummy. com on lar none of us fall under e catogory fat or anywhere near there. n as 4 me. they call me 'xiao tou' hahas coz of my small head. n stupid fel didnt come! lookin forward to e mahjong session next wk.

haii. life so painful without deardear. quick come back from e forest!

my life is getting so routine.
7am-wake up. wash up. go to work.
10am-have breakfast in office.
12pm-lunch!!!
630-dinner.
12pm-ZZZzzzzzz~
BORING! now past 12 i'll get real sleepy. n see. it's early in e morn 9am on a sat n im awake when i have nothin on till lunch. yikessss! my life is controlled by my meal times too. if i dun eat at those timings i get really hungry n upset. that's workin life for me. gotta know e perm staff a lil more at e farewell lunch 4 michelle n sean. lunch in future will b juz me n raymond. boo. n we'll prob haf to shift to their tables which is right at e finance dept which means i cant slack anymore! but i always have nothin to do. help!

some of e more eventful happenings e past 2 wks will include meetin perry. i bet he wont forget that fateful day 4 some time too. hahas. we went into e century sq carpark n he scratched his car. pretty badly. n it was e top of his car that kena. feel quite bad abt it man. haf to admit that we're kinda at fault for not noticin e height limit. but den again. i was place in such a dark place. WHO WOULD HAVE NOTICED?!?!! n e security guard keep gesturing us in. anw. e nite turn out fine lar. i realli salute him man. aft e incident he could still haf dinner n movie. my treat of coz. anw. no more driving 4 him e nxt time we meet up.

just finished watching '1 litres of tears'.. it's a show abt tis gal who contracted tis disease with a damn complicated name. anw in essense, she'll slowly lose her ability to walk, write, talk n even swallow. it's a realli sad show. n it's a real story. she's realli strong. i cried sooo much watchin e show. juz cry non-stop fr e start to e end of each episode till my eyes were dry n red every nite. fr e show realli learnt how impt fam is to us in times of need lk tis. also, we realli need to treasure e many many small tings in life. her diary has been published in japan n it's a bestseller. it's realli encouraging n touching to c how a young gal is able to deal with her illness n cont to live her life to e fullest.

ive been workin for a mth now. which marks my 1 mth separation fr deardear. i mean physically of coz. though ive been stayin over every wkend, i juz feel that we dont spend enuff time tog. realli havin a hard time adapting to life w/o my deardear with me 24hrs a day. feel so lost at times. n i can realli feel e gap btw us, making us drift apart. i dont lk that feeling. i noe dear always say 'absence makes e heart grow fonder' but it juz doesnt work 4 me! i tink im becomin realli possessive. or shd i say im possessed!

anw, we juz painted his rm in tis beautiful shade of chalk beige. im so amazed n impressed by e paint technology now. not onli is e paint odourless ( it realli is!!), it supposedly is able to keep insects away n all. hahas. it's a all in one paint. n e most impressive part is the paint was mixed on e spot. there's tis machine where u can select e colour u desire on e comp den u place a tin of white paint in e machine n it will add in e required colours. aft that u haf to cap e tin n place it in a mixer machine were it will shake e tin till e paint is mixed well n TADA! u get e colour u wan. how magical! hahas. n ingenius! tis way e shop dun haf to stock up on all kinds of colours.

my heart feels so heavy now. :(

e wk came n pass.. again.. had a bz wk.. let's see..

mon: went for norman's bday surprise. at HK cafe marina square (dun go there!) hahas. it wouldnt have happened w/o his gf - mr shawn ho! hahas. he's realli a great gf! (every1 agrees) he got all e present (yes. 6 items all tog). he wrapped all of them spending a whole aft on it. n he got lk almost 18 of us to come. i would say it's a success coz e bday boy was realli caught off guard. it's realli heartwarming to c e extend frens will go to make u happy.

tues: met deardear! (i sosooooo miss him!!!!!) n e rest of e hall gang to watch davinci code. did i mention im workin in davinci building? hahas. anw. tink e movie was too fast paced. if u didnt read e bk. u'll b lost lk by e 30th min. hahas. ohh. n noe wat robin got 4 charlotte for her 20th bdae? i cant believe him man! hahas.

wed: stay home nite. gotta watch tv. yay!

thurs: went to brewerkz! love that place! anw we went to cele tina's bdae. it's amazing how we fostered our friendship. hahas. n it's realli great to haf a fren who's e supervisor there. hahas. we got a free treat! goin out wif her again nxt tues.

fri: went out wif e gals. to phin's steakhse. every1's workin now. either internship or temp job. hahas it was fun bitchin abt work n complaining abt how e comps slave drive us. poor lil interns. n cant believe miss ju. she actualli wore slippers to work! haiyoh!

aft that went back hall to find my deardear! went arnd to give out flyers. actualli i got e job for OC but sinyee they all not interested so bobian we did ourselves lor. some extra moeny :) but spending lk siao these days. n it's all coz of bdays! 21st bdays r realli xiong. can feel e huge hole in my pocket man.

sat: went to e club with deardear. but e time we spent tanning was less than e amt of time we took to apply e sun tanning oil! hahas. waste of our efforts :( but went 4 a nice meal at e club. den at nite met up wif regina. she's realli a crazy gal. glad that deardear n her can still remain so close despite all their bz lifes n all.

shd b goin food fair with my parents later on. den work again tml. boo!

realized i haven posted any pics on my thailand trip. so here it is!

Our buys on e first day. deardear bought MORE den me. can u believe it?!?!?!?!

Day 2 was more lk it. bought mainly shoes n racer tops n lotsa bags! deardear bought SOOOO much too!

Day 3 was lk both of us exploded lar. hahas. too bad we cant bring thailand home.

Im glad deardear enjoyed himself shopping too. n he realli bought lotsa stuff. he's such a great shopping companion. nv complain n always pushin me on. even though im realli tired. esp at chatuchuk. hahas. thanx dear! it was a lovely trip. most of e tings still lie in my luggage which is still lying in my rm. hahas. i have NO time! ok.. that's an excuse. im juz plain lazy. boo!

Thailand. we'll b back!

so many tings happened in e past wk. let's see..

mother's day cele: we had it at e 'wu zhao pai', nameless restuarant. at geylang. e food was goooood. esp e chilli crab. n e price was realli reasonable! n guess wat. they have valet parking there! hahas. how cool is that. they'll park e cars lk some puzzle ting n it's realli interesting. n there's no service charge there! hahas. great meal.

elaine's wedding: it's realli how i might wan my wedding to b. simple n nice. e morning started wif e 'jiemeis' gathering at her hse. den came edmund. hidden in this steel cupboard. hahas! i wonder where they got that fr n how they manage to transport it to her hse! goodnessssss! n they wanted to trick e bride out to open e special package. but of coz it failed. e gate was heavily guarded! hahas. den aft all e licking of cream off hairy chest, e wasabi biscuits, n e waxing (ouch that HURTS) he finally managed to get into e hse for e last stage where he had to randomly pick keys out of a vase to unlock e rm door n each key costs $100. i muz say he's a lucky man (to have picked such a great wife) n he got it on his third try.

den came e solomisation and dinner at raffles hotel. it was a small ballrm wif lk 20tables. lucky for me coz i was doin e reception. hahas. everyting went realli smoothly and was all on time. n elaine's gown were all realli pretty n though yellow is not one of my favourite colours, i muz say i love e gown! n their speeches were realli touching. i was tearing when edmund spoke. marraige is such a beautiful ting! hahas. deardear of coz looked real charming too! n every1 was askin when's his turn. hahas.

work: nothin much. i have no complains lar. juz that they can give me more work to do. coz slacking is reali tiring!

tjc dance nite: it was a success! at least for our item. hahas. reali glad e way it turned out. our efforts r not wasted! thanx every1! it was realli a wonderful experience!

syd's 21st: was great! juz that we missed all e fondue n cake cutting hahas. coz we were sooo late! sorry gal! hope u enjoyed urself! n sorry abt e present man! hahs. i double checked wif fen she said juz buy. hope u like it anw. ohh n e bday gal FORCED us to perform 4 all her frens. haha. so paisei. but as long as e bday gal is happy lar. ahas. oh n great chalet man! it's so nice! tinkin of getting that 4 SP nite.

OC is in such a mess. at least for our games. so subcommers. pls buck up. it's time we do something abt it!!!!!

im back! from thailand! it's such a tiring trip. shopshopshop n shop. everyday! so much my legs nearly broke! realli! but i realli enjoyed myself!!! e pics r all in e other comp. shall upload another day. muz realli thank yibao coz he intro us all e nice places to go. esp all e chill out n food places. tings there r sooooooo cheap! deardear say we shd make it a yearly trip to stock up clothes. hahas. we'll c how.

had attachment rt e nxt day. it's realli boring. i have almost nothin to do everyday! on e first day i even went to e wrong building to report!! i mean. if i c a starhub building n im workin at starhub. obv i'll go to e starhub building rt!! but my office is actually 2 buildings down.. how stupid. luckily i wasnt last. e other guy doin PA with me is on e dean's list! i feel so stressed! he has 6 tuition kids! godness! cant imagaine! anw i onli look forward to lunch n aft work everyday. it's realli tiring to keep myself fr falling aslp at my desk everyday. i dun understan y they juz refuse to give me work. BOO! oh. there's transport to kovan n hougang mall every tues n thurs for lunch. i find that pretty interesting. e pple there r generally nice lar. i would say i haf no complains lar. juz hope they gimmi some real work to do. soon. please!

n had 3 celes 4 dears 23rd bday! first wif his fam! we went brewerkz!! too bad tina was on leave that day. if not e bill would not b so much. anw their king's brew burger is realli HUGE! n it's realli v tasty! love it! e ribs r realli good too! n not forgetin e beer. tink it's e onli beer i actualli like. i lk it coz it's light n not as gassy as normal beer. anw max n lucas made e whole cele so much more lively! oh my feet were hurtin that day coz i ran aft e bus in e morn. freak!

i didnt get to cele dear's bdae on e exact date coz of work n dance. so i made up to him e nxt day. brought him to tis place recommended by shuaicai. it's jurong hilltop restaurant. ok. stupid name. but e food n view there is pretty gd. it's on top of jurong bird park n there u can c most of e west part of spore.

tink tis is jurong island? hahas. had no idea.

Us. wearing all our buys fr thailand.

me in e 'bib'.

deardear in BIB!

bday boy n his cake. hee. so small n cute. i like!

we had teppan-yaki 4 dinner. love tao gey! hee. den aft that they had tis other corner were we had dessert n e cake :) nicenice. n it's pretty cheap. but can onli go with car coz it's on top of e hill.

shall carry on bloggin abt e last part of e cele in hall e nxt time. gotta gt ready 4 e big day tml! ryan sis's wedding! im wearing yanshan's gown. thanks gal! hope everyting goes smoothly tml!

btw kun, i meant in my previous post that i moved home.. meaning i moved back home from hall.. not move hse lar!! blurrrry!

i moved home! like finally. aft all e throwing and packing and moving. im realli dead tired from all these. aft exams life has been great. except today i guess. had a headache e whole day! boo!

thurs: played half a round of mahjong wif fred deardear n chin li. followed by buffet at sakae sushi! their food realli aint that great. but for e price i guess it's realli worth it. love e salmon n wasabi. greatest combi! oh n i love their green tea! so refreshing! aft which we were all damn tired. prob coz we all woke up earli plus slpt late e nite before. we onli resumed our game aft midnite. lost a lil. hahas. e half round we played before e meal i won lk alot! but we decided to 'zee' that round so that ah cui can play. aft that e 3 crazy gals cont to play 'san jiao' mahjong n poker n blackjack. all with fake chips. i was e BIG winner k! hahas. i onli win when there's no real money involved. anw fred came to join us soon aft n we cont playing till lk 7plus in e morn! den chin li left n we all collapsed n slpt!

fri: woke up soooo late. aft lunch (at lk mayb 3 4 oclock) went back to slp again. den off zai sent me n ah cui back. we went to e hawker opp eastwood centre for dinner. e one that's famous 4 it's hokkien mee n cheng teng. n we had both :) it's e first time im back home in almost a mth. hey. but not lk i dun c my parents! we meet up 4 dinners n they come to hall to look 4 me. yeps. anw. realli dun feel at home when im at homel. hahas. guess i need a lil getting use to. wanted to redeco my rm. but today. lookin at e state my rm is in. i kind of decided to put that tot on e shelf for a while.

sat: woke up earli morning. by a phone call. fr my bro. yep e king has orders to fetch him from his camp. which i freaking at sum ulu place. hahas. i noe lar. all camps r ulu. anw didnt mind fetchin him. it's juz e timing. anw my ah ma cooked fried bee hoon for breakfast. which was realli tasty! i love my ah ma's food. will get to eat it everyday now since im back at home. anw. realli missed my dear ALOT! one nite of separation was realli unbearable! i zoomed back hall coz i wanted him to c me first ting he woke up. in e end i fell aslp too! hahas. so basically sat was wasted in hall. PACKING! it was realli hell more tougher den i tot it would be. ive decided to onli move in e essential nxt sem.

sun: went for dance at great world. tot e session was cancelled luckily i checked my mail e nite before. den aft that rushed to wenxin's party which jingfang pangseh lor. anw we onli stayed awhile. barely warmed e seat. n her dad is realli v nice. still rem when we were in pri sch we always go to her hse to play mahjong. it was there that i picked it up too. aft that went to find perry. supposed to play mahjong but we couldnt get enuff kah. so we went out lar. to tis realli nice n romantic place. pls do not tink too much. hahas. anw it's realli nice n cool. it's at punggol park which is at hougang. complicated i noe. hahas. aft that we managed to squeeze enuff pple to play. YAY! i won! but could haf won much more lar. my luck hasnt been tis gd 4 a longlonglonglong time. realli. my peak was tink last yr end. nowadays play can break even not bad liaos. den went back hall to find my dear!

today: woke up wif an airy head. coz e nite b4 slpt wif my hair wet. was realli tired fr e dance n mahjong n moving n packing. so drove home aft lunch coz my mum needs e car n my dad gotta send e king back to camp. den met up wif e gals. coz i'll b missin e nxt few outings. schedule v packed in e coming wks.

upcoming: bangkok trip! it's lk in 2 days! cant wait. but i MUZ unpack my stuff before i leave. if not i'll b faced wif a even bigger pile when i get back. there's dear's bdae! haven tot of any plans to cele yet. but i'll b doing my PA n he has EID. n there's goin to b a combined bday party wif yibao n ruoyun. n of coz there's e huge wedding coming up! i'll b doing e reception! hope nothing goes wrong :)

still not used to staying at home. not used to not having a fridge n tv in e rm. cant juz turn arnd n grab a cold drink. now i haf to go down to storeys juz to get a drink. n there's onli beer in e fridge. poor me. better slp now. headache.