i have tis innate disability to stay angry for long. somehow anger just evades me. unwillingly! sometimes i really wan to stay angry at someone but i just cant. it realli fustrates me you noe. whenever i feel the need to vent my anger back on whoever, there will b tis small voice in my head saying 'perhaps he/she had a bad day' ' there's no pt arguing' 'im sure he/she has a valid reason for tis behavior' and most of the time 'it doesnt matter, if he/she feels better tis way, let it be'. people arnd me may misunderstand and tink im v good tempered and all. but the truth is. i get angry. it's juz that it doesnt last long. i guess only my family has seen the worst of my temper.

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seriously gotta catch back some winks i lost over all the soccer matches, mahjong sessions, dance pracs, OC games try outs and bday present making over the past wk. my pimple is taking extra long to recover. muz b e lack of slp. yikes.

looking forward to end of internship which translates to OC seniors camp (worried abt my games) n msia trip wif parents n dear (yay! sponsored trip!). tis internship does not give me a true n accurate peek into corporate life. at least i hope not. this is an ideal place for working mums who haf to cook meals for their husbands n kids n do hsework aft office hrs. coz basically it is damn slack here. there's no one in charge of tis place n it is realli havoc as in pple come in late go off earli surf net chit chat lk no body's business. i wan my working life to be fulfilling, fun and challenging. i wan my brain cells to be squeezed and most imptly i wan to dress up to go to work, meet clients n learn new tings!