my blog is so boring even i dont read it

actually i wonder if pple do read their own blogs?
i mean i do but obv not on a daily/frequent basis
everyone who knows me well w noe that i have a pea-sized brain
in other words, i have super bad memory
it's not e selective kind where i choose to forget unhappy stuff or anyting lidat
i just dont rem stuff!
it takes a HUUUUUUUGE amt of effort for me to keep track of wat has happen/is happen/ is goin to happen
i dun rem pple's bday (thank god for fb!)
i dun rem my tutors/proj mates/many other details of my life
ok anw, e pt is, i tink tat bloggin is a great way for me to revisit wat has happened to me in e past
how i felt when i was mayb 21? as compared to now.
whether my circle of frens have changed, do i look fatter etc.
(which btw i find myself in a v undesirable shape at tis moment in my life. to e extend tat running came across my mind just now. scary!)

i guess tis space w b photoless for e nxt half yr or so.
bro brought my cam to sweden. but im oso not e cam whore kind lar
plus everyone has a cam. no pt fighting over who tks e pics
in fact, if i dun bring a cam, e chances of me appearing in pics is actually higher. hahas.

anw goin on a day trip to JB nxt mon.
hope i come back in one piece
goin bangkok w e goldies nxt long wkend
planning to do some major shopping
pls dont let me be disappointed
n my sweden air tix are booked!
thanks to val who nagged me to get my stuff done early

these few days have been feeling weird coz ah koh is not arnd
feeling quite empty and lifeless?
yah.. tats how i feel wo him :(
somehow i dun get to spend much alone time
i find tat im always occupied someway or another
on my way to work either slping/playing iphone
at work bz w work or acting bz
after work usually go out w frens/spend time w bf
i really dont get much alone time lk now (when e bf is not arnd n im only meetin frens later at nite)
alot of times i feel lk im goin through life living e motions
but not really experiencing it
duno how to explain tat kind of feeling

but right now work is duper stressful
everyone's competing to perform
i dun wan to underperform but im just not e achiever kind by nature
i dun lk fighting for recognition blahblah
oh well. corporate world sux

i shall spend some time tokin to my mum n dad now
mummy has been feeling stressed coz of work too.
hai poor ting.

i bet stupid ah koh must b enjoyin himself now on his vice trip
hope he comes back disease-free