lagging..

i've been laggin in my posts. been wanting to post since dear was in taiwan. n he's back already. hahas. sometimes i really feel my life slipping thru my fingers. growing up (and old) so quickly. sometimes i wish time will stop to let me tk a breather.

anw. dear obv had lotsa fun when he was away (from me). for me im def not e controlling type of gf. in fact i really rather my guy go out n have his fun. in fact e more he sees out there e more he'll appreciate wat he has. n he wont b curious abt wat's out there. it's lk e wanton mee n chicken rice continuation. if u dun let ur guy try out wanton mee. he'll nv realise chicken rice is e nicest. of coz there's always a risk of him prefering wanton mee instead. but i guess i wan my guy to eat chicken rice knowing tat it's e best n not half guessing whether wanton mee will b nicer.

n for e period tat dear was gone, for a few days my nick was "im single again!" n i had alot of guy frens who i haven met up with in ages msning me. hahas. i guess tat was a really effective nick. anw i was really packed e 2 wks plus dear was gone. which was a really gd ting. but dont get me wrong. it's not lk when dear was arnd i wont go out w them or tat i did anyting. hahas. just normal catch up dinners, drinks etc.

goin to do a performance w e goldies for some launch event. goin to put our rusty dance sneakers on again! quite fun to b pickin up steps. choosing songs. arranging pracs. discussing costumes again. onli prob now is we have no studio to prac. boo hoo! hopefully will still b able to use e hall studio.

ohh my dad's car got banged again. my last accident during e cny period is not even settled yet n now another 1. my bro was driving alone back home when he got banged in e back. was pretty serious luckily both drivers were safe. my bro got cut my e safety belt on his chest though. tat was how huge e impact was. e boot now cant b closed n theres a huge dent. e back bumper is also threatening to drop off anytime. wat luck. my bro said e lady driver was prob drunk driving. tsktsk. NEVER DRINK AND DRIVE. seriously. u nv noe wat will happen n u'll prob regret e rest of ur life. u not onli put ur life in danger, others as well.

tis is a pretty long post huh. but i still have tings to say. hahas. works been gd lately. been doing my secondment at personal tax. though it's disgusting to see how much tis rich pple earn (kinda immuned aft lk 1 mth of looking at that kind of figures). yea. but it's basically quite stressless here coz i dun hold any portfolio. i basically assist e consultants to churn out tax computation. yups though i haf to work longer hrs (coz it's there peak period) but im generally happier (coz there's always work to do!) no need to fret over timesheet (yay!)

hm. dear's goin ICT tml (army stuff) so goin to miss him for another wk. hope he start looking for a job soon! actually i dun wan to give him too much pressure lar. anyone with lobang can intro k!