we didnt make it..
sad.. dejected.. dissapointed..
i noe it's not e end of e world..
but we realli wanted it..
sososososo much!
juz a chance to perform on e taka stage..
n it's not lk we dont have wat it tk..
i juz duno wat's lacking!
sigh.. all our time sweat effort energy money..
everyting we've sacrificed during e past month..
gone to waste.. sian!
didnt go on hol.. spent less time wif frens n fam n most imptly.. deardear..
all e late nites in e studio.. travelling arnd to dancearts n nus..
searchin all across e island 4 our costume..
scratchin of my beloved new tennis rackets..
everyting everyting that we gave up.. all wasted!
it'll always b sumting that i'll regret.. for life!
but im realli glad n proud of e team..
n thanx 2 every1 who wished us luck n came to support us..
we realli appreciate it :)
n thanx 2 deardear who tried his v best to cheer me up..
n e lovely dinner he cooked.. thanx dear! u're e best!

bro in army now.. juz went in on thurs..
wonder how he's doin in there..
but accordin to my mum he's pretty fine..
muz make an effort to spend more time wif my parents now that my bro's not arnd

jcrc has given e green light to move..
apparently more than half e residents have moved over..
e seem to b losin e war.. watever lar..
nothin is within our control..
e sch is unreasonable.. they wan to increase rates.. there's nothin to stop them..
lookin 4ward to movin into e new hall though..

sch has started.. n tis sem seems even scarier den e last..
haiis.. realli need to buck up..
get my textbks n stuff.. n stop dependin on cui n fred to help me..
i need to noe wat's happenin myself..
n i gotta find a nrew GE to tk.. my current 1 sux..
deardear is a changed man..
he's attended all his lessons so far except 4 1 830 which he overslept..
im realli impressed n pleasantly surprised by e change..
i wonder wat's come over him.. hahas..
shall c how long tis will last.. but im supportin u dear!