there's someting that i haven toked abt though it has been constantly in my mind.. it's abt hong not stayin hall in last min.. to tell e truth.. i realli duno how to deal with tis whole ting.. i duno whether i can forgive her for doin that though i tot i did.. but rt now.. i realli dunoo.. i was realli damn pissed.. i mean.. she didnt wan to stay at first den we managed to persuade her to do so.. n den in e last min she turns her back on us again.. realli feel betrayed by a fren..e kind of feelin in her context.. being pangsei lk 100 times for ktv.. u noe wat i mean.. n we all changed our timetable juz becoz of her.. now we have a 5day wk with 830 lessons.. we were willing to sacrifice becoz we realli wanted to stay tog.. do proj tog in hall n stuff.. now.. i realli duno.. n furthermore she threw aside all her responsibilities durin e camp n decided not to turn up.. n happily assumed i can tk over her duties.. n jj juz asked her to man e vas booth n she didnt reply.. i mean.. how irresponsible can one get? ok tis is juz a one sided ting lar.. but seriously.. watever her reasons or excuses.. i tink i still have e rt to b angry