happy bday gal! hope u had fun :)

sch has been.. sian.. boo.. im totally laggin behind everyone! not participatin in claz even within my own grp coz i realli have no idea wat e hell is goin on. gotta realli BUCK UP! been realli tired doin self destructive stuff lk mahjong which i realli haf to cut down alot! shall play no more than twice a wk.

im back in MJ (not mahjong.. modern jazz!) yayayayayyy! realli realli glad i made e decision. but originally planned to join e junior claz coz had frens in there. n as i have experienced, passion for dance is not enuff to push me to go for classes coz im simply toooooo lazy! but now that e studio is at NIE at least it's nearer. hope i can get my lazy ass down every wk. actualli i have to. coz i promised pat in front of lk all e pple. gosh. but im realli glad they welcome me back :) realli means alot to me!

been dancing wif e senior gals fr hall, planning to enter a comp tog. more details later :)

ryan's dad is finally out of hosp. hope he recovers soon! he looks fine though. not too worried. but my granny on e other hand. haiis. so poor ting. realli feel lk cryin everytime i visit her. seems lk she isn't v happy stayin wif my uncle. not that they ill treat her or anyting but i guess they juz arent on v good terms. anw used to spend so much more time wif her when i was lil. learnt my broken teochew fr her too. hope she looks n on e bright side, cheer up n recover sooooon!

bro got accepted in mel U. can tell his heart is there. but it'll b quite a financial burden if he realli goes over. duno wat he's tinkin oso lar. hope he's not doin tis coz of her. boy gal r/s shd nv affect study plans. that's wat i say onli. hahas. cant even go on exchange coz deardear doesnt wan to. boo! but i've decided if i get a chance to go work play. i'll grab it!!! yeps. n den i can finally grad without regrets!

now that im in my final yr, i realize that there's lk a ton of tings i wana do before i grad:
1. go on exchange! experience life outside spore for some time, widen my horizon before i start my boring mundane job.
2. dance! dont tink i'll continue dancin aft i grad so wana make use of all e time left to juz haf fun. n also to b part of a dance concert.
3. go on a volunteering trip to some poor countries to teach or lk build a hse or sumting.
4. go diving, wakeboarding or climbing wif e sch clubs.
5. use up wat ever student privileges i m entitled to
6. mahjong lk there's no tml (hopeful in e last sem when i have onli 1 core left)
7. internship in one of e big 4s to have a glimpse of my future life
8. go on holidayS
9. have a great 21st!
10. spend all my remaining time wif my fam, frens n deardear :)