went altivo again ydae.. felt realli sad n dishearten.. haiis.. pple can realli have so many side to them that it is scary.. i duno how to react to wat's happening.. n it sort of made me tink of e past when it happened to me.. it definitely isnt sumting i wan to experience again.. anw i realli hope u noe wat u r doin..


on a happier note.. went deardear's hse to eat dinner.. but it was lk a big reunion dinner.. hahas.. coz it's e 15th of e seventh mth.. so his mum cooked damn alot! ate so much.. n his whole fam was there.. but felt quite paisei coz we lk juz ate den left w/o helpin to clear up or anyting coz robin comin to fetch us to altivo.. which we arrived lk aft a 1hr plus car ride thanx to sum pple..


went to watch 'e maid' juz now.. pretty freaky.. i didnt noe e cast were spore actors.. n that it's entirely shot in spore.. anw.. i tink e plot is realli gd.. e twist was totally unexpected.. so i give it 2 thumbs up.. but quite scared on my way home.. ohh.. but wat i muz say is dear is realli fussy.. lk ultra fussy can.. he muz bk tix online coz he wans to choose seats.. he diedie oso wana bk online.. so we were outside liaos den we went to e foodcourts in century sq (yes they haf internet kiosk at foodcourts!!!!!!) n small kids were usin.. he almost lk scare tis small boy away ok.. in e end we waited lar n he was lk an auntie n rushed to e seat once e person stood up.. hahas.. realli opened my eyes todae seeing e tings he is capable of doin.. actualli dear is juz a perfectionist.. not all tings of coz.. but once he sets his mind on sumting.. he'll get it done by hook or by crook..


realli happy 4 B who's makin great progress wif e gal he lks.. realli hope they get tog soon.. hope R dun b discouraged.. jiayou lar.. sumtimes gals v hard to understan 1 lar.. b patient.. as 4 C.. cheer up k.. dun bcoz u dun wan to make him sad den make urself sad k.. im realli sorry im seldom arnd when u need me.. im tryin ok.. so sorry!