just felt that alot of things r beyond my control
things which i wan to hold on to could be in my hands in one moment
n gone in the next
scary tot...
im reminded tat i have many wants/desires/wishes in my life
wonder when i'll ever get to see them come true.
sometimes im just afraid to plan or hope
coz of e disappointment tat comes along when plans fall thru
right now im just taking life as it comes along
i just see watever's on my plate
no far plans. onli tings i can see within my reach
simplicity is bliss :)